"Do you fancy showering with me?"

No words exchanged as we both stared at each other. Taehyung looked nervous and my eyes were bulging out.

"Um, say something.", Taehyung squeaked, getting embarrassed. I gulped.

"Can do?", I softly said, causing a bright smile to lit upon his face. He walked towards my direction and my heart was frantically beating inside my chest.

Oh god. Oh god. Oh god.

He grabbed my wrist and yanked me closer towards him, causing me to gasp out at the closeness. I was too shy to look at him in the eyes after I sort of answered his question.

We had been closer than this before but it was a brand new feeling with him being shirtless, only a towel sinfully wrapped around his waist.

It was on another level. Part of me wanted to be bold. But another part of me wanted to curl myself into a ball from shyness.

"Hey. Look at me.", he whispered. I slowly looked up to meet his warm brown eyes that were filled with adoration. "You sure you want this?", he asked, voice deep.

I let myself drown in his mesmerizing eyes for a brief second, before I slightly nod.

"Yes. Want.", I firmly said, causing him to grin.

"But-", I paused. He looked at me in confusion. "Um, uh. Can I go in first? Then, you come in five minutes later.", I asked, causing him to chuckle.

"Sure. But why though?", he asked, amused.

"I-I'm shy... I don't want you to see me strip.", I mumbled as I looked away, cheeks flaming. I heard him cooed, making my heart do somersaults.

"I'm going in.", I said as I hurried my way into  the bathroom and closed the door shut. Once I did, I leaned my back against the doorframe, trying to calm my poor heart.

OH MY LORDDDDD.

I'm going to have sex with Taehyung?

Oh god. Ohhhhhhh god.

I'm so unprepared! I am a frikin' virgin who is even too shy to masturbate. I have watched porn a few times and read smuts but I'm an inexperienced dumbass.

What if I disappoint him?

My chest tightened at the thought.

Should I google?

Ah shit shit. Three minutes has passed already.

What do I do? Call Yerin and ask her?

BUT SHE'S AN INEXPERIENCED ARSE TOO.

Who do I ask for advice?

"One minute~"

I heard his voice and panicked. Without thinking twice, I stripped my pajamas and walked in naked into the shower. I took a deep breath and turned the shower on, letting luke warm water cascade down my body.

After a minute, I heard the door slowly open and my heart raced a marathon. I peeked a glance and saw him walking towards me through the steam, which I immediately turned the other way with my red cheeks.

I saw him halt in his steps for a brief moment from the corner of my eyes before approaching me.

My breath hitched when I felt his bare chest slightly brush against my back. He was close to me. The next moment, I felt his hot lips attacking my shoulder blades. I let out a mewl, which I gasped at the sinful sound I just made. He let out a deep chuckle.

"How can you be so cute even when you're like this, hmm?", he said as he trailed his fingers on the back of my skin. My body shivered.

"Look at me, please?", he whispered as he plant a soft kiss on my shoulder blade. I slowly turned around to face him.

The moment I turned around. I was enchanted by him once again.

Droplets of water ran down his brown hair, his bare chest, his toned-stomach, his-

Oh so big.

My eyes widened seeing his length and width. I noticed how he was staring every action of mine, causing me to look up and saw that loving yet seductive smile of his. I gulped.

He tucked my wet hair strands behind my ears and cupped my face with his large hands.

"Don't be so nervous baby. I'm aware that this is your first time. I'll be gentle. I promise.", he softly said, before leaning in for a passionate kiss.

I felt my breasts crushed against his firm chest while we fed the hunger of our passionate desires.

He discovered pleasurable spots on my body with his lips, leaving wet kisses on my neck, collarbones and vigorously sucked and caressed my breasts with his large hands.

Oh, the feeling. I felt like I was walking on the clouds.

How can a simple touch and bites leave me a moaning mess?

And did I mention how clueless I was about what greatest bliss was waiting for me ahead?

My mouth gaped open, mind going blank when I felt his long finger slowly entered me. His small movements, making my head spin.

The feeling was a little painful at first. Once I thought I had finally eased into it, I felt his second finger slid inside me, causing me to scream, eyes widened.

I was so immersed that I didn't even notice him kneeling down beneath me. My legs went jelly when he stroked me with his skillful fingers, tongue abusing my hole. I was about to collapse but Taehyung made sure to trap me between his arm, pressing me against the wall firmly.

My legs unknowingly twined about his head and shoulders as I began to buck my hips needy. He let out a soft grunt at my wetness.

I wanted more. Please more.

My shoulders dropped in disappointment when he parted his lips from me, standing up to face me. Our eyes locked, chests heaving up and down, breathless.

"Don't make that face, darling. Cause I'm not done with pleasing you.", he smiled before he leans in for a messy kiss.

Then, I felt his length penetrating me.

I gasped and shut my eyes, neither of us spoke. I had one hand on his shoulder, the other slowly stroking his back, from the nape of his neck to the base of his spine. I watched him move, slowly, caring and gentle.

"You feel so good.", I whispered, examining his beautiful face as he thrusted in and out of me. His eyes darkened.

He plunged inside me, deep into that maddening clutch, that heat. I moaned so loud, my breath against his face, my voice in his ear.

"Oh baby.", he gasped when I put my lips against his ear, nibbling on it. I whispered his name over and over, like a chant, or a song, or a prayer.

I snapped my hips up, once, twice, three times before I froze, all the muscles in my thighs and belly and bottom tense and quivering, my walls contracting around his length. I felt a warm, rippling feeling soft as feathers pooling in my stomach.

Is it what I am thinking?

"Loosen up, baby girl. It's just you and me. Only us.", he whispered into my ears as he sped up.

My mouth gaped open, in lost for words at the feeling. I finally came with a loud moan, melting my insides. The bliss.

A few more thrusts and I heard his deep moan as he released his fluids inside the condom, halting his movements.

We stood like that for awhile, his strong arms trapping me against the shower wall, both breathless.

"I love you.", he said and kissed my nose, earning a giggle from me.

"I love you too. So much.", I whispered, nudging our noses, all grins.

After he pulled out of me, I shampooed Taehyung's hair while he gently scrub my skin with body scrub. The shower was all laughs and giggles with us casually teasing and kissing each other.

I'll never regret giving my virginity to this man.

Never.

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[ a/n: ur author-nim just died from drowning herself in a sea of holy water. ]