So stupid. I FEEL SO FUCKING STUPID.

What I am doing in front of Jungkook's house, the best mate of the man who just rejected me yesterday?!

I didn't even have time to explain Yerin that I got rejected. I was busy crying last night. And the next morning, she forced me to go to Jungkook's Christmas Eve party because this was her only chance to see his wife and daughter.

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Earlier today, 11:00am

"RISE AND SHINEEEEEE."

I heard my best friend's loud voice blared inside my bedroom as she pulled the curtains, waking me up.

I groaned as I hid my face between the pillows, not wanting to get up at all. It's holidays already and I don't have work as well. Why the hell should I wake up?

"Yerin. It's too early!", I snapped, lying flat face on my bed.

"What do you mean too early, sis? Its literally 11AM.", she rolled her eyes. I didn't respond to her, my eyes slowly closing again...

She spanked my butt, causing me to jolt right up. I threw a dead ass glare at her.

"Ow! Bitch. Leave me alone.", I threw my pillow at her causing her to giggle. She then sat next to me on the bed.

"I can't. We have a party to attend.", she said, earning a frown from me.

"Party? I don't remember agreeing to attend any sort of party with you???", I gave her a confused look.

"Well, now you do. Jungkook's throwing a Christmas eve party at his place and he invited me last night. Taehyung and other BTS members will be there too!", she chimed.

I froze upon hearing his name.

"Isn't it wonderful?! We'll see full BTS and I will get the chance to observe his wife as well! Something about her is suspicious..", she trailed off, squinting her eyes.

"You go, Yerin. I'm not going.", I said and her jaws dropped. I gave her a look.

"What?"

"Don't what me! Why?!", she shrieked, almost making me deaf. I sucked in a deep breath.

"Because-"

"I'm just really worried about Jungkook...", she cut off my sentence and I saw her sad eyes.

"Something's off about him! He acts all happy about his marriage in front of the media but how he has been acting and everything... It's not right.", she continued.

"You know how much I love him... Without knowing what's happening, I don't think I'll ever have a peace of mind, Minhee.", she confessed.

I clenched my fists, seeing her like that.

I know how much she loves him. People say loving an idol is a waste of time, impossible and it's just an obsession.

But, Yerin can prove them wrong.

Her love for the man is entirely different.

She doesn't have to make him hers. Her love is so pure and angelic. She could basically create many encounters to see BTS and make the guy like her, with her father being the Prime Minister (which is a secret kept from the public of course)

She never abused her father's powers. All she did was making him donate a large sum of money to any campaigns that BTS does anonymously. Of course, she knew that would bring smiles to BTS's faces and touch their hearts.

She has never revealed all the good things she did for them because she didn't do all that to receive Jungkook's attention. She just genuinely want him to be happy.

Her love for him amazes me every time.

"Please follow me... I need you there to check on things together.", she pleaded.

I stared at her for like three seconds and then heaved a sigh.

"Fine...", I agreed, earning a huge smile from her.

"YES! OH MY GOD. THANK YOU BITCH", she pulled me into a hug but immediately pushed me away afterwards. She scrunched her nose in disgust.

"Oh my-", she got out of the bed, distancing herself from me. "Your breath stinks! Didn't you brush your teeth last night?!", she asked in horror.

"Well, I was busy—"

I froze when I realized what I was about to say. I couldn't tell her I was busy crying last night that I couldn't give any flying fucks about doing my night routine. She would totally question me why and I can't answer her the truth. Because if she knew Taehyung rejected me she wouldn't go to the party as well.

But I knew she had to go to put her mind at ease.

"Busy?", she furrowed her brows, looking at me.

"Busy being a sleepyhead...", I grinned and she rolled her eyes, having a small smile on her face nonetheless.

"You lazy bitch.", she threw a pillow at me and I giggled.

"Now, lets eat some lunch and prepare for the party, bitch.", I stood up before making my way to the bathroom.

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So here I am ringing the doorbell in front of Jungkook's apartment.

A few seconds later, the door opened and we saw a very pretty young lady who's probably around our age. She must be Jungkook's wife. She smiled when she saw us.

"Hi. You must be Yerin and Minhee. Jungkook's friends?", she asked and we both nodded.

"Great! The guys are inside. Come on in.", she said and we bowed politely before following her inside.

As I was taking my shoes off, I heard very loud laughs along with PSY gentleman song playing in the background. And also heard familiar voices singing too.

Damn, it was TOO loud and chaotic.

Me and Yerin threw a look at each other, confused about what was going on. Jungkook's wife seemed to notice it and chuckled.

"They're doing karaoke.", she said and we let out an 'ahhhh', nodding as we understood.

As she opened the door, we saw seven men jumping up and down with such enthusiasm, the living room an absolute mess.

Jung Hoseok was jumping on the couch.

..... Kim Seokjin was twerking.

Kim Namjoon was dancing the iconic seaweed dance.

Park Jimin was laughing, practically on the floor rolling.

Min Yoongi was hitting that high-pitch note with a mic in his hand...

Jeon Jungkook was twerking next to Jin.

Kim Taehyung had a little girl lifted on his shoulders, laughing and singing with a mic in his hand.

"I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm a Mother-father-gentle..."

His eyes landed on me and instantly dropped his mic, staring at me with an opened mouth.

That gained attention from the other guys and Jungkook stopped the music.

"..... Hey?"

That was the only word that left my lips at that moment.