[ a/n: i am sooo happy guys. i am visiting back my home country in less than a month. uni grp works r so stressful and i miss my family and friends :'D ]

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Is this love? Sometimes I know but sometimes I don't.

I've known Taehyung ever since I was a highschool student. Ever since I started being an ARMY during Boy in Love era to be exact.

Yerin had been trying to make me into an ARMY ever since BTS debuted. She made me watch every single comebacks with her. I knew they are cute and worth stanning them but I thought fangirling would be a distraction to my studies.

However, when I heard the handsome orange haired guy basically singing in his deep husky voice in Boy in Love era, I lost it. I joined the fandom.

That's how I became an ARMY y'all. I fell in love with the seven men and as for Kim Taehyung, he has a special place in my heart. I am so in love with him. Even the simplest things about him can make me smile. It is love. I was so sure about love as a fangirl.

I will always love Taehyung. I will always love BTS. Even if they are already adults and now not having comebacks as they used to, I will still love them. After all, they're the ones who changed me into a better person.

But who would have thought that I would actually have the CHANCE to think Taehyung in a romantic way? God. God. God.

"So did he asked you out?", Yerin snapped me out of my trance. I realized that I was day dreaming in her office.

"Ask-ask me out?", I squeaked and Yerin sighed. "Bitch, he apologized you. He admitted that he was jealous. What happened next?", she asked, flipping through the pages of documents at her office desk.

"What happened next?", I snorted, rolling my eyes. "He asked me if I like pineapples on pizza.", I said. Yerin frowned.

"That's not the issue here.", she said, causing me to laugh. "Tell that to him.", I said.

"I'm not the one who is close to Bangtan.", she pouted, fixing her glasses. I chuckled and got up from my seat to walk to she was. When she knew I was standing next to her, she looked up from her seat with raising brows.

"What?", she asked. "Do you wanna meet Jungkook?", I asked with a grin. Yerin's eyes lit up. "Wh-what?"

"Do you want to? Do you wanna meet the man that you still have the fattest crush on?", I asked, leaning in closer towards her ears. "Up.Close.", I breathed out and Yerin stood up from her seat, slamming the table with both hands.

"Hoe! That'll never happen. And also unnecessary! How will Jungkook meet me? He also has a family on his own now. How will I meet him? Now tell me when you are gonna introduce me to him.", she wrapped her hands around my arm, leaning in closer towards my face with a cheeky grin. I laughed at her reaction.

"Ha. I am not even surprised.", I rolled my eyes and she blinked, acting all cute. I sighed. "Apparently, Taehyung and Jungkook are launching an art exhibition together this Friday—"

"THEY WHAT?!", she practically screamed in my ears, causing me to groan. "Oh my god. Oh my god. Oh my god. Taekook.setting.an.
exhibition.together. You know what that means? They're married I told you—"

"Gosh. Stop freaking out!", I tried to calm her down. "I cant stop! All Taekook analysis theories are true—"

"Bitch, shut up and listen to me!", I snapped and she let out a cheeky grin. "Heeh. Sorry."

I took a deep breath. "Okay. So— Taehyung invited you and me to their exhibition launching event. I'll introduce you to him there, okay?", I said and Yerin nodded vibrantly, a wide smile grimacing on her lips.

She hugged me out of nowhere, startling me. I let out a chuckle, hugging her back. She was so silent which made me worry. Because Yerin never stays silent guys. When that girl is quiet, something is definitely up.

"Hey. What's wrong?", I asked softly, patting her back. "You're so lucky. You stand a chance with the love of your life.", she whispered. "Oh. Come on—"

"I envy you so much, Minhee.", she pulled back from the hug, now smiling widely. "Not every fangirl gets a chance like you so don't mess up, yeah? You're holding thousands of girls' hearts in your hand. Treat him right.", she said.

My heart clenched at the thought of it. Yerin's right. Not everyone gets a chance like I do. I better not mess up and embrace this. I nodded at her words, causing her to let out a small smile.

"Anyways! I cant wait to meet Jungkook!", she squealed, totally changing the atmosphere. I laughed at her cuteness.

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[ a/n: i am not cryin. YOU ARE. :'D ]