Chapter Eight- Never Enough

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After getting my bra and panties from Victoria Secret, I walked out to see Jayden staring at this boy who was staring at him that look his age Dunno haven't even noticed my yet.

"Are you gay." I ask him as he begin to choke which cause him to cough.

"N-No what's makes you think that" He asked obviously nervous.

"Dude stop lying and just go get his phone number. It's very obvious and your secret safe with me." I say obviously supporting him.

"Thanks umm I'll go now." He says nervously as he begin to walk to the door.

" I'll be waiting here" I shouted back as he walk.

After about five minutes he got the boy phone number and now we're headed to the food court.

"Hey what you want."

"Give me a burger and a sweet tea as my drink."

We had us a small conversation before everything began to get in comfortable silence as we began to eat.

We just got done eating and it is currently 3:55. We made it to the car and I put all my stuff away in the trunk while Jayden and Elias help me. As we head on the road I was starting to get bored while just sitting on the bed on my phone.

I haven't talk to Zion yet.

Maybe I should...


Hey I haven't hard from you in a while-E


Hey kiddo how's everything going with your family-Z

Fine I mean I may not have been the best the couple days but there's only one brother that i got a problem with-E

You know where to find me but you have to give them a chance-Z

I just decided to ignore him

Anyway did you found anything about me fighting-E

Yeah. They got some street fighting at *** Avenue. There is also got street racing 5 min ahead.-Z

As I began to type I saw that we were already home. I got out the car and text Zion back.

Ok thanks. I gotta.go explore the house. Bye-E

I didn't want to go to sleep so I decided to explore the house.

As I walk down the hall passed my brothers room and the guest room. I look to the left and saw a corner. I went around and stop at a door. Me being the curious person I decided to opened it. It's an art room...maybe I ca have my piece and quiet in here when I'm feeling down.

I walked inside the room and got on my playlist and played 'Never Enough' by Loren Allred. I put my airpod in my ear as I get a drawing table and began my creation.

I'm trying to hold my breathe
Let it stay this
Can't let this moment end
You set off a dream in me
Getting louder now

Can you hear it echoing
Take my head
Well share this with me?
'Case dating without you

All the shine of thousand spotlights
All the stars were from the night sky
Will be enough
Never be enough

Towers of gold are still too little
These hads could hold a word but it'll
Never be enough
Never be enough

For me
N

ever never
Never never
Never for me
For me
Never enough
Never enough
Never enough
For me
For me
For me

As the song continued to play. I hummed while drawing.

~30 min later~

As I looked at the painting in my own thought. This was how I felt. Like I'm not wanted.

As I put everything away. I dozed off looking at the painting but I just when someone said something.

"Did you paint this." Dad ask.

"Yep" I said giving him just a simple and short reply.

As he looked over at the painting and he looked at me again with worry swirling in his eyes. I hate that look.

"What made u paint this" He ask starting to get suspicious while I just shrugged my shoulders not wanting to answer him.

He just let the question go and ask
"Just came here to tell you dinner is ready and we have some news to tell you."

I nod my hand and he left. I scrubbed the paint off of me and remember my direction to the kitchen.

Once I got there. Everyone quiet down staring at me while I just rolled my eyes and went to my seat between Elias and Jayden.

They were laughing and talking while eating dinner and I just stayed quiet not uttering a word in my own mind.

"Emeralda I have some news to tell you"

"Emeralda?!"

"Emeralda!!"

"EMERALDA!!!"

"Damn what u screaming for" I ask rubbing my ears

"You were in your own little world. What was you thinking about" he ask curiously.

"Nun what you wanted to say"

"I said that your aunt and her husband and her kids are coming staying here for three days."
(I know I rerun that sentence but I didn't know how to put it :( sorry)

"How many boy and girl are there"

"She got 2 boys and 1 girl"

I just nodded my head as a response and kept eating. Once dinner was over, I went up to my room and layed down then dozed off.

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John(Dad) POV

As Emeralda left the table, I just watched her. She changed a lot. I feel really guilty that I couldn't save her from the danger she could have been in her life.

I'm still conflicted about the drawing she did. Once she left I had took it and put it in my room.

"Boys follow me, I have to show you something and give me your honest opinion" I say and they nodded while some of them said ok.

"Depressed"

"Lonely"

"Scared"

"Unhappy"

"Heartbroken"

"Stress"

My sons say as we stared at the painting.

"Where you get this from" Max ask

"Your sister painted it earlier"

"This painting showing deep emotion. You think something wrong with her." Elais said being concerned for his twin.

"Probably so"

"Its not like she's gonna tell us" Xavier said.

"Just give her time" I said and they nodded all except Max.

They went to their room and laid down while I went back in the room and got my Scotch from off the drawer and stared at the painting while sipping my drink.
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A/N

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