•Chapter 17•

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"Heh you can tell Shadow is trying to hide his feelings for her..." Sonic thought.

Sonic laid back on the couch with his hands behind his head and closed his eyes. He took this moment of silence to relax from all that was happening. Sonic inhaled deeply and exhaled deeply, clearing his mind from all of his thoughts.

•Mean while with Shadow•

Shadow stood there, wrapped in his own thoughts as he kept thinking about you. He didn't understand why he was feeling like this. He never felt emotions towards someone. He couldn't wrap his head around the phrase Sonic had said.

"Oh..my..god.. Shadow you like her don't you?" Sonic said while  smirking.

That memory replayed in Shadows mind for a while until it got annoying to him. He didn't like having the thought of having feelings for a living thing, but he just had to deal with it until he leaves.

•Back to you•

You grabbed random clothes out of your closet and brought them into the bathroom. As you set the clothes down on the counter, you started the shower and waited until it got warm.

After it was warm you took off your clothes and got into the shower. You washed your hair about 2 times, your hair was filthy and needed to be cleansed. As you washed the conditioner out of your hair your eyes landed on a razor.

You kept telling yourself not to do it but your mind got the best of you. You grabbed the razor and started to cut your arms and wrists, they began bleeding. You stayed in the shower until they stopped bleeding.

Once they stopped bleeding you got out of the shower, got dressed in a big long black shirt, a big black sweater, and shorts.

After you got out of the bathroom you didn't notice your arm started to bleed again. You felt it run down your arms but thought it was just water considering you had just gotten out of the shower.

You walked out into the living room to find that Sonic had left, you looked around and saw Shadow sitting down on the couch with his eyes closed. His eyes opened and landed on you. He looked at your pale figure, he looked at your hair that was still wet. Until his eyes laid upon your arm that had blood leaking down on it.

You just looked at Shadow and felt a little afraid. As you were about to turn away, Shadow got up and grabbed your arm gently. He pulled up your sleeve, reveling deep cuts with blood coming out of them.

"Did you do this?" Shadow asked while still looking at your cuts.

"I...I...Yes" You said giving up trying to lie.

Shadow pulled you into the kitchen and grabbed a rag.

"You need to stop doing this to yourself." Shadow said with a slightly annoyed tone.

"I can't stop, I like doing it.. " You said looking away from the hedgehog that stood in front of you.

He looked at your cuts and started to gently clean them.

"After I leave you can cut yourself all you want, we don't want you dying on us now do we. " Shadow said annoyed.

You pulled your arm away and held it.

"Your just using me anyways, after you leave I'll be alone... " You said while closing your eyes and starting to cry.

You clutched your arm and started to sniffle.

Shadow looked at you and shook his head at what he was about to do. He got closer to you and started to hug you. You looked at the hedgehog and blushed at his actions.

"Calm down its okay..." Shadow said trying to calm your nerves.

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