| mara's point of view

"Okay, class, make sure you have those waivers signed by your parents and pass them to the class president first thing tomorrow." Our homeroom teacher, Mrs. Figg, has reminded us again. "Also do not forget to pack up your necessities. Bring mosquito repellants and emergency medications for those who have medical conditions. That's all. You may go."

The school was having a huge camping trip, something for a friendship festival crap but it would most probably be like herpes festival because for sure these hormonal teenagers would be having problems keeping themselves away from each other's tents. Mrs. Figg should've included condoms in her list of necessities or a short 'Practice safe sex' in her short announcement.

I crossed the school yard, heading to where I was supposed to meet Taehyung when I saw Yoongi coming my way. He walked in his own pace, his earphones plugged in both his ears and his hands tucked inside his pockets. I tried keeping calm and collected but I couldn't look him in the eye. My heart beat escalated fast as our path connected. I thought my breathing has stopped when he caught me steal a glance at him. His eyes lazily scanned my whole body. Does he even know me?

A second felt like an eternity when I looked into his eye. There was so much feelings in my chest that I didn't even know existed and he brought them out of me all at once. Our shoulders barely touched when we passed by each other and again the distance between us became farther.

"Why am I even expecting him to know my name?" I mumbled under my breath as my expectations crashed down.

"Mara! Where the hell have you been?" Taehyung stood abruptly, carrying his bag around his back. He, along with his two other fuck boy mates, is my only chance. My only option so be nice to him, Mara.

"You're looking hot today." Taehyung eyed me from head to toe, "Finally, you're listening to my suggestions."

"Yeah. I actually got hit on by a dozen of guys on my way here." I said as I fixed my skirt, tugging them down slightly so that I could walk without them riding up.

"That's great! You're making good progress!" He grinned at me and raised his hand up for a high five but I gave him a frown instead.

"This is progress?" I gestured towards my appearance, "I think you've got your head in your ass. My mom's going to kill me if she saw me like this."

"Don't worry. I'm pretty sure she's going to kill me first." He joked. "Anyway, we have to go like right now."

"Wait, where are you planning to drag me off again?" I asked as he hailed a cab and tried to push me inside like a psycho kidnapper. "Wait, Taehyung! I said where are we going?"

"Jin's party." He answered nonchalanty, "Just get in. I'll explain on the way."

Taehyung did explain the reason why he had to drag me over to Jin's place. Bethany was there and as the bitch he hired to make her jealous, I had to be there with him and do some slutty stunts real sluts do.

"Are you out of your mind? I'm still in my uniform." I complained.

"Mara." Taehyung held my shoulders and try to calm my uneasiness down, "You won't need to wear anything when you're with me. I'll need your top off later, by the way."

"My top? No way!" I exclaimed, hugging my chest.

"Mara, you can't back out now." He gave me a look, "I'm not even going to touch you for real. We will just stage a bed scene."

"No way. I'm not prepared." I shook my head hard, "I didn't wear a cute bra today."

"It doesn't matter." Taehyung added, "Guys don't give a shit about cute bras when they're about to have sex with a girl. All we care about is getting your panties off and-"

"No need to explain. I think I heard enough." I interrupted him, making him smile widely.

My hands went cold at the thought of doing obscene things with Taehyung. I've been acting since I was in middle school but never as a hoe! I'm going to look super awkward with him. I used my hands to cover my face, feeling my cheeks get hot.

"Am I your first?" Taehyung's inappropriate comments isn't doing any justice in my situation. He was making it worse.

"What do you mean first!" I hit his arm, "We're not having sex for real, you perv!"

"You really are a virgin, aren't you?" He chuckled, "That's cute."

"Stop it or I'm going to punch you." I couldn't control my face, his little smirks are not of help at all. I can't get my heart to calm down.

"It's okay. Go ahead." He flashed me another fuck boy smirk. "I know I deserve it for what I'm going to do to you later."

*

"Hey!" Taehyung bro fisted some drunk guy in the hallway as he kept his other hand on my waist, leading me through the crowd, "Stick closer to me." He whispered in my ear before pressing my body harder against his. "And Mara, you look awkward as fuck. Loosen up a bit."

"That's because I feel awkward." I said through my teeth, "Might I remind you that this isn't exactly my kind of thing."

"I know but just let me help you. You'll feel less awkward if you let me take the lead." Taehyung added when we stopped under the large archway in the living room, his eyes scanning for Bethany. "There she is."

I followed his gaze towards the hot girl in fitted jeans and a black crop top, "You actually liked that?"

"She's hot."

I rolled my eyes at him, "Of course."

"Aw baby. Were you jealous?" Taehyung began teasing me, letting his fingers play around my waist. He pulled me in closer, "Don't worry. I'm loyal to you, by the way, we should practice making out."

"W-What?" I blurted out in such an obvious way.

"Come on, it's not real romantic kissing anyway.. And I promise not to feel you up too much, if that's what you're worried about." Taehyung gave me a smile. "You agreed to this, Mara. This is what you chose."

"I know what I said." I snapped back at him.

"Then let's do it. What are you so afraid of?" Taehyung leaned down towards me, completely ignoring the part where we're in a room full of people. He kissed my shoulder then worked his lips up to my exposed neck but stopped halfway, keeping his hands on my waist to pin my back against the , "Your turn."

I scrunched my face in disagreement before grabbing a drink from some girl who was next to me. I needed to be drunk before I sacrifice my first kiss. "Remember this is not real and we're not going to talk about this after tonight."

I warned him before I grabbed his collar and pulled him down on my lips. I was kinda nervous because it was my first time kissing a guy and in a very provocative manner. Taehyung allowed me to find my pace before he took over. I knew I was in deep shit when he pressed his tongue inside my mouth. I was in a dilemma, am I going to stop him or just play along because, anyway, this is all just pretend.

He pulled me in closer as his hands found their way up on my waist. My eyes caught Bethany's gaze, she was watching us making out. Taehyung pulled me to the couch. He sat first before placing me on his lap, straddling his thighs. His eyes shot up at mine before a smirk came upon his mouth. Certainly, the ways of a fuck boy. I undid two of my blouse's buttons and flicked my hair back. Taehyung watched with want, his hands moving to grab at the back of my knees, pulling me closer.

"So you wanna be a good girl tonight?" Taehyung said as he place kisses on my ear.

"Shut your mouth." I snapped back at him, "We got her attention now. All thanks to my exceptional acting."

"You call that acting? You weren't even a good kisser." He laughed away as he wiped his lips and licked his fingers. Unbelievable.

I frowned, "And you think you are?"

"Well, you would be the judge of that." He sent me a sly smile. This little fucker. "On second thought, why don't you just ask my ex girlfriend. She might even tell you how good I made her feel in bed."

"Oh please." I snorted, "Just shut it and I might consider not taking your life right now."

"Are you really sure you don't feel anything for me?" He asked, seductively, keeping his lips close to my cheeks.

"Positive." I replied wittingly, shifting my position, "But it seems like you have something against me.." I trailed off, referring to his lower region that's been straining inside his pants.

He smiled beautifully as one of his hands travel under my blouse, stopping just below my bra, "That's a natural reaction, baby, cause you're sitting like a Queen on my lap."

Bethany exited the living room with an unpleasant look on her face. She joined her boyfriend outside by the pool, giving me an opportunity to jump off of Taehyung and fix my remaining dignity.

Taehyung was so busy telling his mates how Bethany's face looked so I momentarily excused myself to find the bathroom. I thought I was going to puke when I saw someone else's gastric contents clogging the sink. I did my business quickly so I can run right out of there. When I left the bathroom, I immediately looked for Taehyung over the heads of people in the party. I couldn't spot him anywhere. Just where the fuck did he go?

"Hey." A guy came from my right. He was tall and he had bulky muscles. I really hate that in a guy.

I returned his smile, "Hey." He looked familiar.

"I'm Axel." He offered his hand to me, "You're Mara?"

"Um, yeah.." His face was very familiar because he's Bethany's boyfriend, the quarterback. I've seen his face in the hallway in those campaign posters cause he's running for student body President.

"Where's Taehyung?" He asked, looking around the area, "I'm surprised he left his beautiful girlfriend alone after getting hot on the couch a little while ago."

Just what hell is he doing? Is he flirting with me? I tried to rub him off of me but he kept following me.

"I see you've met my beautiful girlfriend, Axel." Taehyung came to my side right away, holding my waist. "Why don't you keep your dick in your pants and just keep your eyes on your girlfriend. She's not that loyal."

"Dude, chill. I was just making a friendly conversation since she's new and all." Axel reasoned out, "Well then, see you around Mara." He said then left.

"Thank God you came. He's so annoying." I told Taehyung. "Where did you go?"

Taehyung chuckled and took my hand. "Wanna see something awesome? Come with me."

I didn't protest since I wanted to get out of the loud party. He lead the way upstairs through the forest of bodies. Guys and girls around our age, dancing, drinking, smoking the real stuff. We arrived in someone's bedroom. A guy's room obviously.

"You're not going to strip and show me your.." My eyes wandered down at his trousers.

"No baby." Taehyung smiled, "I know it's awesome and you wanna take a look at it but not tonight."

I could feel my face heat up, my cheeks blazing, "I-I didn't say that I wanna see your, your.. thing."

"Cute."He held my cheeks up, "This is Jin's room by the way. I borrowed it for awhile."

"What are we doing in Jin's room?"