♡ Is This Goodbye? ♡

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The day after your date with Daeho. You woke up to the sound of your phone ringing. You sit up quickly and answer it, not paying attention to who it was.

"Hello?" You say.

"Hey, it's Jungkook" he starts. He breathes loudly into the phone.

"I saw you last night with some guy at that resturaunt" he says aggressively into the phone. Your heart breaks. Tears gather in your eyes.

"Jungkook I-" you start, but he cuts you off.

"I confess my love to you, and you go out with another guy?!" He says, his throat tense. You can tell he is crying.

"Jungkook, he as just a friend, I swear!" You talk into the phone. Tears rolling down your cheeks.

"If you don't want to be with me, then just fucking tell me" he manages to say, his words sloppy. You stand up and walk into your living room.

"Jungkook, listen, I do want to be with you," you start saying.

"He asked me to go out with him, two days ago, just once!" You continued.

"The same day I asked you out for a date?" He cries. You froze.

"You- you didn't even answer me.." He says quietly. You feel your heart shatter and you burst into tears.

"You forgot about me..." He says.

"Jungkook, no, I didn't forget-" he hung up the phone before you could finish.

DAMN IT.

You hurry and get dressed and head over to the Bangtan dorm. You knock at the door and when it opens, you see Jin standing there.

"Oh. It's you." He says. You try to peer into the dorm and try to find Jungkook. Your eyes meet Jins, and you try to push yourself past him, but he puts his arm out.

"Sorry, we don't really want you around us anymore" Jin says in a harsh tone. A couple tears slide down your face.

"Jungkook-ah, I'm so sorry, what I did was wrong and I feel so horrible" you choke out. You feel so broken and weak.

"I'm sorry Jungkook" you cry. Jin pushes you away from their door and closes it. You stand there. Frozen. Tears streaming down your cheeks.

You fall to your knees and put your hands over your face. You weren't giving up this easily. You push youself back up and barge into the dorm, pushing past Namjoon and Jin, who yells for you to stop and get out. You enter Jungkooks room, to see him laying on his bed. When he hears his door open, his head shoots up.

"Why the fuck are you here?" He mumbles. You just stand there.

"Jungkook, please" you begin.

"I know, I'm an idiot, I shouldn't have gone out with that guy but I'll be honest..." You pause.

"You never left my mind. I sat there and just thought about you and I knew what I was doing wasn't right. I regret it Jungkook and I'm so sorry and I won't ever go out with him again! I'm sorry" you say.

Jungkook sits up, but doesn't look any better. He points to his bedroom door. You glance at the door and back at him.

"Get out" he says, still pointing at the door. Those words stung.

"But-" you choke. You just stare at him, trying to understand what he just said.

"I said get out!" He yelled.

"I have plenty of girls falling at my feet, who would love to be with me, so why should I waste my time with you? Someone who lies, goes out with random guys after I confess to them?!" You broke at his words. He was right.

You collapsed on the floor. You felt someone pick you up and then you were thrown out the door. You just lay there, crying into your arms. You thought about everything. You knew that you had fucked up, and you probably weren't going to see Jungkook again.

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