Yoon Jeonghan

Angst

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'The street is such a great place to have an argument, right?'

. . .

"Y/N," Jeonghan whispers, "I'm sorry."

I push him back by his chest as he steps closet to me, "I don't care! I don't care anymore. Just go back! Don't touch me... I don't want to see you."

"Why? Please, I w-"

"Please just go! You don't give a damn about me, and you proved it not long ago."

He sighs and looks me in the eye, " I do care. Just believe me for once."

I just want to run away, leave him. I shake my head, turning around. I sprint off before he could react, catching him by surprise.

"Y/N!" He calls after me, chasing me. I hear his footsteps getting closer and panic immensely.

'I forgot how fast he was at running.' I think, scolding myself as my legs and feet start burning.

He eventually catches up to me quickly, grabbing my arm and pulling me back to look in his eyes. The same eyes I remember for that very short, short period of time.

It was under one day. And he messed with my emotions like a toy until I broke- even after we split up, as well.

I begin to tear up, "Why...?"

start of flashback

"J-Jeonghan?" I whisper nervously, scared about his reaction to me confessing to him.

"Yes, Y/N?" He replies, the angelic smile on his face.

I take in a deep breath before looking down at the concrete ground below my feet, "I... I-I like you."

He chuckles quietly, "I like you, too."

"No, I mean more than a friend. More than that."

He lets out a small 'oh', the smile faltering slightly.

"Ah! I shouldn't have said anything. I'm sorr-" He rolls his eyes jokingly, pressing his lips against mine. Those lips that I have been longing to place against mine.

It was a short kiss, but passionate. He pulls away, looking into my eyes.

"I meant it in that way, too. Don't worry, babe." He says, winking at me and caressing my cheek. I couldn't do anything but stare into his eyes. What was going on with me now?

"S-So, what does this make us?"

"Well, I've always wanted to be your boyfriend, so why don't we give it a shot?" He raises an eyebrow at me, smirking flirtatiously. I nod with a smile, excitement bubbling in my stomach.

"Thanks, babe. I'll see you later." And with that, he walks off. I could scream, I'm so happy!

"Is... this real?" I pinch myself hard, hissing at the pain after. "Oh my gosh, it is!"

I then decide to run to my brother, Seungcheol, who was just putting his books in his locker.

"Seungcheol!" I call out to him, making his head look in my direction quickly. He smiles when he sees me, seeing the big grin on my face.

I told him about me confessing, and he knew what answer I got.

"He said yes?" He says as I reach him. I nod frantically, the smile never leaving my face.

"Awe! I'm so happy for you." He pulls me into his chest, swaying to a random song he was humming, making me laugh loudly.

I pull back, "You're weird." I shove him by his chest, my face going red from all the laughing as he trips over his foot and falls to the ground.

He looks up and pouts, "Not funny."

I quiet down, "Yeah yeah, okay. Come on, we've got to go home and then we're going to town." He stands up and nods, following me out of the building.

We walk home, laughing about random stuff and all. Seungcheol is definitely a very good brother. He is caring, kind, lovable, and protective.

"So, you and Jeonghan." Seungcheol says with a smirk, nudging me in the side. I blush, looking down at my feet with a smile. He notices and lets out a small laugh, wrapping an arm around my shoulders.

"If he does anything to hurt you, I'm gonna hurt him 10 times as much, whether it's emotionally, mentally or physically." Seungcheol adds on, intimidating you a bit.

. . .

We make it to our house, walking into the house quickly. Seungcheol then goes into the lounge to watch TV, while I go upstairs to change into some casual and comfy clothes to go out in.

I'm finally ready and shout down to Seungcheol, "Seungcheol, I'm ready!"

"Okay, come down then." He shouts back and I hear him walk into the hallway. I stride out of my room and downstairs to see him changed out of his school uniform and into some other clothes.

"Come on then." He says, leading me out of the door and to his car. We climb in and he sets off to town.

. . .

We just came out of a sushi restaurant, both of us stuffed.

"The amount of machi you ate was just insane." Seungcheol commented, laughing after until it stops quickly as he spots something. I look in the direction he was, seeing something I never really wanted to see.

It was Jeonghan and another girl, hands linked and both of them kissing each other. Did he even remember about me?

"Y/N, go to the car." Seungcheol says through gritted teeth, handing me the car keys. He sprints towards Jeonghan and the girl, pulling Jeonghan away from the girl and slamming him against a building wall. All I can do is watch from a distance, seeing Seungcheol holding Jeonghan by his collar and punching him in the face multiple times.

"DON'T YOU DARE DO THAT TO MY SISTER!" He bellows, throwing Jeonghan onto the ground and walking over to me.

"I told you to go to the car." He says with a soft tone, pulling me along to the car, surprisingly gentle. I look back to see Jeonghan staring at us walking away, getting up from the floor with the girls' help.

"I hate him, I hate him..." Seungcheol grumbles to himself all the way to the car.

Did he even care about my feelings for a minute?

end of flashback

Jeonghan's grip tightens on my wrist, "Y/N, I'm sorry. I would say it over and over again 1 million times if I had to. Believe me."

I try and yank my arm out of his grip, but fail. "Please, just let me go home. I don't want to see you! You never cared about my feelings for one minute. And that kiss didn't mean anything to you, as well. Do you even know how much you hurt me? I had gathered up all of my remaining courage to confess to you, it took a lot of hard work, and you just threw me away like that. Who do you think you are?"

His grip loosens as his head droops and I pull my arm away, backing up from him.

"Don't follow me. Don't talk to me. Don't do anything to do with me." I snap at him, "Go mess with another girls feelings, if that's all you do for a living."

I then turn on my heel and walk away from Jeonghan, leaving him their dumbfounded and frozen.

"I love you." I heard him say, making me roll my eyes and scoff, striding faster down the pavement towards my house.

I hate him.

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is this okay? most of it was just the flashback

i know jeonghan would never be like this, just imagine him being a bad boy *drools*

okayy have a good day and stay healthy~

byebyeybebyebyebeyebyeb

-코다