Hoshi

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Warning: sadness overload...

I actually cried writing this... :'(

This is quite long, so forgive me :-)

Anyway check my other story! It's a Hoshi fanfic. Its on my other account NaegaSwaeg. the title is Behind the Cold

And another fanfic on this account, go ahead and check it out ;)

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"Where have you been?" You asked.

"None of your business..." your boyfriend Hoshi, said.

"I've been worried sick, I thought your dismissal was 1 a.m.?" You said again.

"Stop acting like my mom Y/N!" Hoshi yelled.

"I'm not acting like your mom Hoshi! It's normal for a girlfriend to be worried!" You yelled back.

"Well stop it!" He yelled while sitting on the couch.

You and Hoshi shared an apartment together, he was so sweet and gentle to you, but he changed after Seventeen's debut. You understand him, but it was getting out of hand. He blames you for every little mistake- like when you cook the food a little untasty, when you sneeze too loud. He was changing, and you missed the old Hoshi. When he was still childish and not harsh. When they debuted, all the members were lacking sleep, they have been very busy. And Hoshi was one of the most hardworking members, but he doesn't have to go home on 5 a.m. for God's sake! Though you admit that you weren't a perfect girlfriend, you all have imperfections.

You had to wait on the couch, wait for him to come home with the only text he gave you these past days... 'I'm busy'.

"What happened to the Hoshi I know? What happened to the all dorky and funny Hoshi?" You said, tears slowly slid down your face

"Y/N, stop saying stupid things, I never changed." He coldly said while shutting his eyes.

You had enough, you ran upstairs fixed your stuff. You decided to go out for a while... away from Hosi, though you know it was hard, you have to. You've been hurt too much...

You went downstairs, seeing Hoshi was staring at the ceiling intently. You looked away from him, knowing that if you look longer- you'll change your mind...

You looked at him one last time before continuing to walk away...

"Where are you going?" He asked looking at you

"None of your business..." you said coldly, not looking at him.

"It is my business, I'm your boyfriend for God's sake!" Ye said.

"Oh, so now your my boyfriend? Really nice Hosh..." you said sarcastically and tearstained.

"Did you just cry?" He asked worried.

"So now you care? Where were you when the times I needed you?!" You said not able to hold the tears.

"Y/N, you know I'm busy..." his coldness slowly came back.

"What were you even doing every 4 hours after your diamissal. Huh?" You sobbed.

"It's none of your bu-"

You cut him off by walking away...

"Y/N, wait. Look I'm sorry! Wait, please!" He shouted, not minding the neighbours.

You didn't listen to him, instead you walk away. Into the raining atmosphere, you were wet but you didn't care.

Your tears fell continuously, but you didn't mind it. The only thing in your head was how to leave this sad place... full of happy memories...

Hoshi pulled you into a hug and cried nonstop...

"Y/N, I'm so sorry... I've been a horrible boyfriend to you... and I'm j-just so sorry. Please don't leave me..." he cried even louder. He was also wet, but it seems that he didn't mind it.

You were shocked, but glad that he realised his mistakes. You never saw him this sad before, so you cried with him. You didn't hug him back, though you still didn't forgive him for all he did to you...

You both stayed quiet, still crying...

"Y/N, can you forgive me?" He let go of the hug and faced you, terstained.

"I-I don't know Hoshi, after all you've done-"

He cut you by hugging you again, But this time he was kneeling...

"Please Y/N, I don't w-wanna loose you..." he cried.

This time you were sure that he was serious, you weren't that cruel to leave him...

You kneeled infront of him, hugging him while closing your eyes...

He was shocked, but hugged you too. You stayed in that position for a minute and pulled out, though both of you were so wet... you could care less...

"D-does this mean that I'm forgiven?" he asked. And you nodded.

He was so happy that he lifted you up, swirled you arund and then kissed your forehead...

"Thank you so much Y/N! Even though I made so many miatakes, you still forgave me. How can you do that?" He said while wiping your tears.

"I don't know, I guess I have a really soft spot when it comes to you..." you smiled

"Well, I guess I owe you an explenation, huh?" He asked wiping of his tears, you nodded and motioned him to go back to the apartment.

When you both got there, you took a shower first then he followed. You both were done and sat on the couch...

"So, what's your reason?" You asked, thoigh both of your eyes were still red from the crying...

"I've actually been practicing the choreography for some extra hours, I have to work hard. Or I'll disapoint the other members... plus, it's only a few more days before the comeback." he said looking down.

"Are you sure that's it?" You asked curiously, but gently.

"Well, Woozi was sick and so are the other vocal mebers due to the rainy weather, so the other mebers wanted help them in his songwriting. But to our luck, the hiphop team were practicing on their new song, so that leaves the performance team. I have so much to do..." he ruffled his hair because of frustration.

You held his hand and kissed his cheek for comfort...

"It's alright Hoshi, you could have told me. I could have helped you in these problems, doing it all alone only makes it harder..." you said soothingly

"I know, but because of that I mistreated you. I almost lost you there, if you leave, I think I would quit Seventeen..." he said while hugging you. You widen your eyes because of this.

"Hoshi! You worked hard on this you shouldn't quit Seventeen just because of me..." you said.

"If I keep on going, I wouldn't even be focusing. I'm still sorry, what I did was unforgivable..." he looked at you ashamed.

You hugged him tight, saying that everything was going to be fine...

"I don't know what I'd do without you Y/N..." he said and kissed you, you kissed back.

Then as the days pass, the old Hoshi was slowly coming back again. The old dorky and Hoshi you love....




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