I calmly wait outside the school building, playing with the loose strings of my sweater.

   I couldn't help but think about the kiss me and Soyer shared last time I saw him.

   My cheeks instantly went pink and I shook the thought out of my head.

   After a few minutes of standing by myself Soyers car pulled up into the parking lot, And he calmly got out of the car as the rain poured down onto him.

   I felt my lips morph into a smile as he walked towards me. When he was finally standing in front of me he took his leather jacket off and put it around me.

   He leaned over and wrapped his arms around me and whispered into my ear "I missed you..". As he said those words I couldn't do anything but blush.

   "You ready to go?" he asks standing up to his original height, I softly nod my head and follow behind him in the rain.

   He walks me all the way to the passenger side so he can open the door for me, When I'm sat down in the seat he bends over and gets the seat belt to wrap it around me.

   When he's done he shuts the door and walks to the drivers side, He starts the car after putting his own seat belt on.

   "How was school today?" he asks as he pulls out of the school gates.

   I bit my lip nervously before answering "It was fine" I mumble pulling his jacket tighter around my body.

   He cleared his throat "You don't sound like it was fine" He says putting his hand on my thigh while he drives with the other hand.

   I looked down letting my hair fall in front of my face as i feel his fingers tighten around my thigh a bit "You don't have to tell me now, just tell me whenever you're ready" He said never taking his eyes off the road.

   I smiled a bit.. He's so kind, I'll have to tell him sooner or later.

   I trust him enough to be honest with him I think as my eyes wandered over to him and I moved my hand on top of his.

   He looks over at me for a quick second and give me a faint smile. The kind of smile your mom gives you when she knows something is going on but she doesn't want to push you.

   I turn my head towards the window and watch as the rain drops come down, making small thumping noises against the glass of the window.

   "So I was thinking.." I start and he glances over at me. "Maybe you could come over to my house" I finish making him look over at me with a raised eyebrow.

   He clears his throat before talking "And what about your parents?"

   "I was thinking you could sneak into my room late at night" I say with a shy smile on my face, looking over at him.

   As soon as i said that he stops at a red light and looks over at me, scanning my face with his eyes. "Okay.." he says, a little bit of concern heard in his voice.

   I smile at his agreement and innocently kick my legs back and forth. 

   When the light changes from red to green he starts driving again and the car falls into a comfortable silence.

                               ~♡~

   I lay in my bed with my legs crossed over one another, my fingers pulling on the end of my shirt as I patiently wait.

   He agreed to come earlier today so I'm not sleeping until I see him.

   I turn over and reach to grab my phone, checking the time. Its almost 12 Am.

   Just as I let out a sigh I hear a tap come from my window, making me sit up almost immediately and look over at the window.

   I smile at the sight of Soyer and I quickly open the window for him to come it, he quietly lifts himself up and crawls through the window and onto my bed.

   My smile grows as i bite my lip "Hello" I say not to loudly as I scoot over and make room for him on my full sized bed.

   "Hello princess" he replied, taking his shoes off and putting them beside the bed.

   He let's out a breath and takes a quick look around my room. I quietly stare at him hoping he isn't judging my childish room.

   I hesitate before speaking "so.. do you like it?"

   "Hm?"

   "My room, do you like it?"

   He takes a second to look around my room before looking back at me "Yeah, I like it." He pauses "It suits you."

   I smile softly at his response before grabbing one of my teddy bears.

   He scoots closer to me on the bed and moves my hair all to one side of my head "Does the teddy bear have a name?" He asks looking down at it.

   I glance at him and then back to the teddy bear, my face growing more and more red "Yeah.... I named him brownie.. it's not very creative but i.. I thought it was cute"

   I curse myself silently for stuttering to much. "It is cute.." he says from beside me.

   I blush as I turn to look at him, only to find he's already looking at me.

   He leans in and kisses me on the lips ever so softly, when he breaks away from the kiss I'm left with a red blush across my face. 

   He grabs my hand and intertwined out fingers. "Uhm... does this meen.. we're dating?" I ask nervously.

   He laughs softly and looks me in the eyes "Should you even have to ask?" He says before leaning in for another kiss.

   His arm wraps around my waist and I lean back onto the bed, pulling him with me.

   He moves his other hand to the back of my neck as he kisses me.

   Each part of his skin that touches me leaves a warm sensation on mine.

   He breaks away from my lips and moves down to my neck, leaving small kisses here and there.

   His hand moves down to the buttons on my shirt, as he looks up at me "Can i?" He asks, his hair now messy and falling into his face.

   I nod nervously as my face continues to redden.

   His fingers softly undoes the first button of my shirt.

   After he unbuttoned the first four buttons he leans in and softly places kisses all over my collar bone.

   He backs away from my collar bone and kisses me on the lips.

   "You're so pretty" he says as he breaks away from my lips, looking into my eyes.

   I feel my face heat up as he says this.

   His hand goes to unbutton the last few buttons of my shirt, his hand moves up and down my waist pushing my shirt aside.

   When he gets a clear view of my stomach and chest he pauses and looks at me.

   That's when I realized... I forgot about the scars..!

   I quickly move my arms to cover them but he catches them, moving them back to place.

   He uses one of his fingers to softly trace over a scar.

   When he pulled his hand away he leaned in and softly kisses one of the scars, then another, and another.

   He didn't stop until he had kissed every scar, each kiss was very soft as if he was scared to hurt me.

   When he pulled away he looked up at me "I think that's enough" he says softly, going to button up my shirt.

   When each button was did he leaned up, pulling me into his lap kissing me on the cheek.

    "Can you tell me what happened?"