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We got upstairs, and both sat on the bed.

"So what did you want to talk about?" I asked, getting on his lap. My hands were around his neck, playing with his hair. He sighed, his smile slightly fading. "What?" I asked, now getting worried.

"You know the dancing school we have been talking about? In LA?" I nodded. "Well I got in" he continued.

I gasped. "What! Jungkook that's amazing" I hugged him. He hugged me back. "Yeah it's a pretty good opportunity" he smiled. I then paused. "Wait...are you going?" I asked.

He sighed, before nodding. "Oh, well aren't you happy?" I asked, trying to be happy for him as well. He pulled me closer. "I am I just....you know this means I have to leave right?" I tried my best to keep my emotions under control.

I sighed, and nodded, trying not to cry. "When?" I whispered. He put our foreheads together. "Like 2 months" he whispered back. Ouch. I closed my eyes and one single tear fell. I at least thought it would take a couple of months. This caught me so off guard.

"I don't want you to leave" I whispered against his lips.

I could even see him trying not to cry, which was making this even worse. "I need you to listen very carefully to me right now, okay?" He said, his voice shaky. I nodded.

"I think, maybe we should end this...now" he started. I closed my eyes and tears just kept coming at this point. He took a deep breath. "The only, and I mean the only reason I'm saying this, is because I am already so obsessed with you and Its only going to get worse if we keep going....we both know distance won't work and...the longer we wait the harder it will be to say goodbye. " he whispered, softly crying himself now.

I couldn't even look at him, I was crying like a child. "Y/N I need you to understand that is the only reason, please you have to tell me you know that" he added, forcing me to look at him. I opened my eyes, looking into his, and took a deep breath. "I know.." I whispered through my sobbing.

He hugged me tight, as we both just cried in silence for a little while. "You are the most perfect girl I have ever met. I am so in love with you" he whispered. This just made me cry even more. He pulled away again.

"This doesn't mean we can't talk. We will still dance, text, have fun, be friends and everything, right? I'll still be here whenever " He said. I tried to smile, with tears running down my face. I stared at him, admiring as much of his face as I could. He wiped my tears. We just kept the eye contact, staring at each other and enjoying each other's presence.

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I had to feel him. I kissed him with all the passion I could, holding him closer than ever. He kissed me back, and the only thing I could think about was him. He was squeezing my hips so hard, but I didn't even mind it.

He scooted us back against the headboard, so we were sitting up. He quickly kissed me again, and my hands were in his hair while his were on my back, pulling me even closer to him. His hands kept moving were everywhere, touching me, and I could feel the passion and desperation from him.

He only moved away slightly to remove the hoodie I was wearing, before doing the same to his own. He stared at my body, admiring it, before reconnecting our lips. The neediness in us both right now was no joke, and it didn't take long before both of are pants and underwear hit the floor as well.

My body was on a high and I wanted all of him. I needed all of him. We made out for what seemed like hours. I started kissing down his neck, knowing where his soft spot was. I kissed and sucked on his skin, making him softly moan with his head tilted back. He grabbed my ass to relieve himself from the pleasure he was feeling.

He pulled my face up, staring deep into my eyes. "I need to feel you" he whispered against my lips. I just nodded, grabbing ahold of his hair, as I could feel him shifting underneath me.

Seconds later, I threw my head back as I could feel him slowly enter me. He grabbed ahold of my hair to push my head back against his, our foreheads leaning together. "I wanna look at you"

That sentence alone was enough to make me moan against his mouth. I started moving slow but steady on him, and I once again reconnected our lips. His muffled grunts in my mouth as I tugged on his hair, made me want him even more.

His fingers digging into my hips, starting to control them for me. I was struggling to keep it steady, wanting to touch all of him, looking at him, feeling him...it was too much. He noticed, and with one swift move, he switched our positions, making him on top of me.

He immediately started thrusting in and out, intertwining our hands and pushing them down by my head. "fuck I love you" he groaned out, while going deeper. "I love you so god damn much." He whispered in my ear this time, still going deep.

It wasn't our usual intense sex, this was all passion. This was love. "I love you" I managed to breath out, arching my back as he was hitting spots I didn't even know was there. He brought one of my legs around his hip, speeding up.

"Shit Jungkook you're so good" I moaned. He held my leg firmly against his hip and somehow thrusts into me even deeper. I kept moaning his name. "Yeah moan my name just like that" he grunted back, looking deep into my eyes. I can feel myself shaking, and I had to grab the sheets for support. "Look at you squirming for me. You're so fucking hot." He added, and sped up his pace, grabbing ahold of my hips this time to get more control.

"Tell me you're mine." He moaned. I couldn't answer him, what I was feeling was too much. He slowed down, going slow and deep while lightly grabbing around my throat. "I said, tell me you're all mine." He said against my lips.

"I'm all yours" I whispered back, grabbing his hair. He smiles, before starting back at his incredible fast pace. I gasped and practically screamed out, pretty sure I was almost ripping his hair out.

He kissed me hard, and as he did I felt a rush of pleasure. I moaned in his mouth, as he did the same. Digging my nails in his back, he pushed into me one last time and just held me firmly against him.

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Laying there, eyes closed and both breathing heavily. He slowly pulled out, and crashed beside me. He turned my head to my side, making me look right at him. "I love you Y/N." He whispered.

I had to hold back the tears again. "I love you too. This was....amazing" I mumbled back. He nodded, stroking my cheek. I just laid there string into his beautiful eyes.

And then I remembered he wasn't mine anymore. Without me even knowing, the tears were back. "I'm always here...always. We can still hangout while I'm here, and when I'm not I'm just a phone call away. We'll see each other again." He softly spoke, trying to reassure me. But I could tell it was hurting him too.

"Me too" I whispered. He smiled. That darn beautiful smile.

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After talking some more, It was time to go. It was the best way to say goodbye to our relationship, but damn did it hurt.
The drive home was silent. No singing. No radio. No Jungkook. I felt so numb and empty. I guess this was it, my first ever real heartbreak.

Pulling up to the driveway, and getting out of the car I just stared at the ground the whole way to the door. I slowly walked inside, leaning on the door I just closed. I stood there for a few seconds, not feeling anything, just staring at my feet with tears ready to burst out any second.

Jimin came from the living room. "Ah I thought I heard the door" he smiled, about to walk in again. After he realised I wasn't moving a muscle he turned back around. "Y/N? Are you okay?" He asked.

That was all it took for me to slide down the door in tears, sobbing and crying so hard. Jimin rushed over and sat down next to me "what happened???" He asked worried, holding me close. I couldn't speak even if I wanted to. I just cried into his chest, barely able to breathe.

"Y/N please say something" Jimin whispered after a few seconds, getting more and more worried. I was a mess, I couldn't think or even register that he was speaking.

But I didn't care. I just continued to cry. Jimin didn't know what to do, I could feel him panic. A few minutes passed, and I saw him grab his phone. He put the phone up to his ear, and seconds later he spoke.

"Yeah, I need help...it's Y/N." He started. "I actually don't know what to do"

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Authors Note:
So Y/N and Jungkooks relationship is over!  I am assuming it was expected, as this story is obviously about Jimin but I actually really had fun creating and writing about their relationship!
I wanted a spin off and I guess something different and this is one of the things I came up with. Whether you liked it or not, I do hope it was decent!

That being said, I liked their relationship so to me I didn't feel it was right to have a big dramatic ending between them.

What are your thoughts about their ending? :)