chapter 19 ||

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"I'm gonna do it.... I have to do it...no I can't!" I whispered to myself as i paced back and forth in the living room. I guess my thoughts woke me up early, and all I could think about was I had to tell Jin about...everything.

I was standing staring out the window, biting my nails nervously. Suddenly I felt a pair of strong hands wrap around my waist.

"Is this how it's going to be every time you wake up? You running away from me before I can even get a kiss?" I heard Jungkook whisper in my ear.

I chuckled. "Sorry I couldn't sleep, didn't want to wake you" I answered as I turned around.

He made a disapproving noise before rubbing our noses together. That's what me and Jimin's thing was...

I nervously chuckled and looked away. He frowned and turned my head back to him. "What's wrong? Tell me" he asked while holding me close to him.

"I have to tell Jin" I whispered. He frowned again, while cupping my face with his hands. "What? Are you sure?" He questioned.

I just nodded. "Today. I just can't think about it anymore" I said shaking my head in frustration. "I think I'm gonna call Namjoon and....I don't know ask him to come over with Jin. Jin deserves to know that he knew too...so" I added while running a hand through my hair.

"Hey crazy...Just breathe..." he smiled while stroking my cheeks. I let out a big sigh. "Why don't you go eat some breakfast..." he started, and then took my phone from my pocket.

"While I call Namjoon for you, I'll explain everything to him" he continued. I pouted. "I can't ask you to do that" I whined while hugging him.

"You didn't ask" he exclaimed before kissing me on the head. "Now go eat!" He smiled before pushing me towards the kitchen. "Ok ok" I chuckled.

A few minutes later he came back with my phone in his hands. He handed it to me, and taking the sandwich from my hands. "Hey, I was eating that" I whined with food stuffed in my mouth.

He just chuckled before grabbing my hands. He sighed. "This whole situation is a mess Y/N, and I know you know that...." He started. I looked down and breathed out.

"But, Namjoon said it was about time. He wants him to know, and he also said it was okay for Jin to know that he knew so....he'll know everything. But he told me to be prepared to lose him, at least for a while. He said he is too..." Jungkook muttered.

I put my hands over my face. "Oh my god what have I gotten myself into!" I semi-yelled. Jungkook just pulled me into a hug.

"I'll be there with you okay? I'll sit there while you guys talk, and I'll just...break in if you guys start fighting or something" he chuckled. I laughed and sighed.

"In other words I'll be there for you" he whispered before he pulled my head up to him and in for a kiss.

I pulled away and smiled at him. "Why are you so perfect?" I whispered in his ear and grabbed around his neck. He chuckled. "Your laugh is so sexy" i said as I started kissing his neck.

I could feel him move his head to his side to give me more access. Just as I smirked into his neck, he swiftly lifted me up on the counter, in between his legs.

"I see what your trying to do here beautiful, and it's not going to work. " he whispered against my lips. "Yeah? And what is that?" I teased while trying to kiss him.

"You are trying to distract yourself instead of dealing with this situation. This isn't the first time that has happened" he smirked.

"Fine. You got me" I pouted. He laughed and pulled me off the counter. "Save it for later" he winked. "Jin and Namjoon are already on their way."

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"Heeeeeelloooooo, where's my bestie and her gorgeous boo?" Jin yelled coming into the house. "Am I not gorgeous?" I asked while hugging him.

"Not as much as him" he said pulling away and pointing at Jungkook. Jungkook just chuckled. "What's up" Jungkook said. Walking over to us.

"Okay seriously y/n, how do you not jump on him every second?" Jin asked. Namjoon clicked his tongue. "Yeah I'm right here babe" he said as he sat down on the couch.

Jin just rolled his eyes and threw his jacket on the floor. "So what's up? What's with this meeting?" Plopping down on his favourite chair.

I fiddled with my finger and took a deep breath. Jungkook took a hand around my waist and leaded us over to the couch as well.

"So, I have something to admit. To you, Jin" I mumbled while staring at him. Me, Jungkook and Namjoon were shooting awkward glances at each while Jin just sat there with a smile.

"Okay, hit me!" He exclaimed. He looked at the the three of us and laughed nervously. "Guys why do I feel like the elephant in the room here...?" He asked. His eyes suddenly widened. "Oh fuck you're pregnant aren't you?" He said.

"What? No!" I exclaimed. He let out a sigh of relief before looking back at me waiting to speak. I sighed before looking over at Namjoon. He just nodded and at this point I didn't even have any time to wait.

"Jin, your my best friend. Ever since I was a little kid, and I'm so grateful for you and...I would never do something to hurt you" I said, already crying.

I felt Jungkooks hand stroking my back. It was surreal how supportive and good he was with this situation. "Y/N.. you're scaring me.." Jin said, leaning forward resting his elbows on his knees.

"So for the last few months...me and Jimin have been more...than just friends" I managed to get out through my tears. He chuckled. "What?"

"I'm sorry for not telling you" I mumbled while I put my hands over my face. Jin sat there, completely blank. "So you're telling me...that you two were SCREWING each other BEHIND my back?!" He yelled while getting up.

"Yeah" I whispered, and looking at the guys beside me. Namjoon just looked down and Jungkook kept his sympathy look, stroking my back. "Are you fucking serious Y/N?! We've been friends forever and...and... I tell you everything in my life, and THIS you keep from me? How do you think this makes me feel??" He asked clearly pissed.

"Look Jin I'm—" I tried saying while getting up to approach him, but he cut me off. "Yeah yeah you're sorry, but sorry isn't going to cut it. My two best friends have been keeping me in the dark and lying to me for months now, and you, who literally got yourself in this mess, are SORRY!" He snapped. I stood there blankly. He wasn't wrong.

He scoffed and looked around, when his eyes landed on Jungkook and Namjoon. "How come you guys are just sitting there? Namjoon are you hearing this? And Jungkook, how the fuck are you not questioning everything right now?" He yelled at them. It looked like they tried to find the words but just...didn't.

"When did this shit end huh? Did you end it with Jimin and went directly to Jungkook? Because if there's one thing Jungkook doesn't deserve, its being used." He snarled at me.

I took a deep breath. "It ended like two days ago...it was a mutual thing and...I've already told Jungkook all of this and I'm ready to give him a chance. You know how I've been with the thought of relationships earlier" I told him.

"Frankly Y/N, I don't really care about what you think right now, except how you could tell him before me!" He said while running a hand through his hair. An awkward silence fell in the room.

"I knew too." Namjoon spilled out. I widened my eyes, feeling even worse now. This is a whole nightmare.

"What, and I cannot express this enough, THE actual fuck!" Jin yelled before grabbing his coat and storming out the door. "Wait no Jin please!" I yelled after him, but he was already gone.

Jungkook quickly got up towards me and embraced me tightly. Namjoon got up. "I'll give it a try....this shit is a disaster. I'll try to fix it, but something tells me it's...yeah" he mumbled and walked out the house.

At that point I was a crying mess and I just fell to the floor. Jungkook sat down with me, never letting me go. "It's okay " he kept saying. But it wasn't. And I couldn't do anything about it.

I got to my senses, took a few deep breaths and wiped away my tears. "I'll be okay....We can fix this, I know we can" I breathed out. I got up and sat on the couch, just thinking.

"I think there's one more person to talk to..." Jungkook said walking over to me. "Who?" I questioned.

I frowned as he grabbed my phone from the table. "Text Jimin, he should know about this" he started. "And I should go home. Call me if you need me okay? I'm here" he said, before kissing me and leaving.

I took a deep breath before doing what Jungkook said. I grabbed my phone and pulled up his name.

Park Jimin

Me: hi

PJ: hey you

God the butterflies never stop.

Me: so, I told Jin

PJ: what? Why didn't you tell me I would have done it with you

Me: I don't think that would have made the situation any better

PJ: was it bad?

Me: yeah... I would say terrible actually

PJ: Crap Fuck, I'm sorry I wasnt there. Did you really talk though or just more like.... Screaming

Me: didn't really get to talk much no...god im a terrible friend

PJ:Let me try, I'll go to his house tomorrow

Me: Well you can try.

PJ: I will. I'll update you tomorrow

And with that I locked my phone, and was left to deal with this shit by myself.

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