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I woke up to a constant poking on my cheek. I opened up my eyes and looked to my right to see Corey smiling.

"Go away." I muffled throwing the duvet over my head.

"Come on Riley you need to get up." He said as he grabbed the covers off me and brung me into a tight hug.

"Get off me." I shouted while struggling.

"You know you love my cuddles Riley."

"Not when your waking me up." I mumbled as a wiggle out his grip and got out of bed.

I got to the door and headed towards Toby's room. As soon as i walked in i noticed him curled to one side of the bed. I climbed into the other side and put my arm round him wanting to go back to sleep.

"Leave me alone." He spoke but it was hardly words.

"Shut up I'm going back to sleep." I huffed.

He turned to face me and we both closed our eyes.

"I've already woke you up once." I heard Corey say from the door, I ignored him and continued to try go back to sleep.

Suddenly bright light filtered through my eyelids.

"Piss off Corey." Toby hummed.

"No, get up or you'll be late for school." Corey continued as he went up to Toby and messed his already messy hair.

He walked to the other side of the bed where i was and threw me over his shoulder. I didn't have the energy to fight back so i let him carry me down the stairs as i almost fell asleep again.

I got put down into one of the kitchen chairs as i rested my head on the oak table.

"Here's your brew." Someone said, i looked up to se it was Jake.

"Can i have a straw?" I asked as he stared at me in disgust.

"Are you serious?" He asked.

"I cant be bothered moving my arms." He shook his head but then put a straw in my cup.

"Thank you, love you." I said.

"Love you too."

Once I'd managed to pluck up the energy to get ready we arrived at school and i was stood at my locker.

I didn't know where Libby was, or anyone for that matter. I missed Libby but i was upset and mad.

I closed my locker and realised the hallway was pretty much empty apart from a few boys across the way. I started walking away from them but as i looked behind me i bumped into him, ollie.

"Look who it is." Him smirked.

"Fuck off ollie." I said as i started walking away from him.

"Not so fast." He said before grabbing my wrist and pulling me back. "Where do you think your going." He looked me up and down making me uncomfortable.

I stayed silent, not knowing what to say.

"Cat got your tongue?" He smirked as he corned me and moved his hand to my waist.

"Ollie stop." I said quietly looking down not wanting to meet his eyes.

"Stop what this?" He grabbed my waist tighter in his grip making me shift and try to move. "You like this i kno-" He got cut off.

I looked up to see he was no longer stood above me, he was thrown on the floor by Liam. Wait Liam?

Ollies lip was bleeding as he smiled like so psycho and Liam beat the crap out of him. He gave Ollie the chance to stand up and he did. Then he swung and connected with Liam's jaw.

It got me mad and i moved towards them ready to hit Ollie but i was pulled back by someone. Liam looked over at me and whoever was holding me back.

"get her out of here and text my brothers." Liam said as je gripped Ollies throat against the lockers.

I was dragged away from Liam by my upper arm and i looked to se it was Rocky. He took me outside to the bench outside.

When we stopped he brung me into a tight hug and i couldn't help but cry.

"Hey it's okay, I've got you." He whispered into my ear.

"I need to text Leo and Toby." I said as i pulled away.

I grabbed my phone from my bag and sent them both a text.

Riley- Liam wants you both in the English corridor asap.

Leo- ok

Toby- ok

I looked up as i saw the door to the school being flung open. It was Libby.

She ran towards me and engulfed me in a massive hug.

"Are you okay?" She said as we pulled away.

"Yeah." I said looking down.

"Really?" She said with that 'i know your not' look.

I pulled her into another hug and as we pulled away i saw my brothers run round the corner. I stood and looked at them run towards me, Leo in front of them all as he crashed into me and hugged me tight.

I hugged him back as i broke down again crying into his shirt.

"I promise you i won't let that bastard touch you ever again." He said through gritted teeth.

Toby came up to me and pulled me into a hug as well and then Liam.

I looked up at Liam's face to see a bruised jaw and bloody face.

"What did he do to you?" I asked angrily.

"It doesn't matter." He said as he pulled out his phone.

"What are you doing?" I asked worriedly.

"Calling Issac." He said while putting the phone to his ear. "Rocky, Libby thank you. You guys can go back we got it from here."

"No, no, no don't call him please." I said reaching to the phone but he looked away from me.

I went to go after him but Toby put his hands on my shoulders so i couldn't. I lifter my foot up and kicked him in the shin as i fell to my knees and grabbed on to my hair. I pulled at it until it hurt as i continued to cry out.

Leo came to my side and grabbed my wrist and pulled them away.

"Riley stop!" He shouted.

"I can't feel anything." I cried out.

"I'll hug you tight." He said as he pulled me in and held me tight while i still cried hysterically.

Liam came back over. "He's on his way." He said putting his hands in his pocket.

"No, no, NO I DON'T WANT HIM HERE." I screamed in between cries.

"Riley listen to me, Why don't you want him here?" Toby asked crouching down next to me.

"I don't want Issac here, tell him not to come. I don't want any of you here." I shouted. I wanted to be alone, i didn't want to burden them with y problems, i wanted to hurt myself but i couldn't when they were here. I wanted to feel something.

"I'm not leaving you like this Riley." Leo said to me. "Your not okay."

I stood up away from him. " I know I'm not okay, I'm not stable, I'm just some porcelain doll that can break any moment. That's what you all see me as, even more now than before and i hate it. I hate feeling so weak and useless. People are afraid to be friends with me because they're scared of my 7 older over protective brothers. I got sexually assaulted by someone who was supposed to me my friend, and now he walks the halls thinking he's achieved something for being the only guy to touch me, his proud he got me. Because guess what he got me and he almost raped me while i was helpless. I couldn't tell you and i didn't because i knew it would be like this. You guys knowing I'm broke and watching me fall apart. I'm supposed to be the little sister that's not fazed by anything... And I'm not...I'm the burden. I'm the failure. I'm a mess...I'm the secret keeper. And i have to be, otherwise it turns out like this. Shit!"

I walked away from them, turned my back. Strolling across the car park in silence as they watched, stood there frozen not knowing what to do. Once i was out of sight it started raining heavy but i kept walking.

A car pulled up beside me but i didn't look at who it was.

"Riley, get in the car." I recognised the voice as Issac's but i still ignored him. "Stop ignoring me. We can talk about it, i'll take you home you can order whatever food you want."

"I don't want to eat, every time i do it makes me feel sick. I don't want to go home because i'll look weak." I shouted, still not looking at him, numb of emotion.

"Riley we need to talk about it, other wise its going to eat you up." He moved the car slowly following me.

"I don't want to talk about it." I shouted as i stopped to look at him.

"We don't have to, just get in the god dam car." He shouted as he punched the steering wheel, i was startled at the sudden burst of anger. 

"Riley!" I heard a voice shout from behind me. I looked over to see who it was, they rain making it difficult, as the water droplets blocked my vision.

"Harrison?"

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