Tracy

"Carson." I squeaked his name out. I was not expecting either of them standing outside.

"Yes, this is Carson." He joked. "Did you start drinking already?"

I rolled my eyes at him. "C'mon, get ready!" He said and I looked at him.

"We are going to my house. I am throwing a party today." He said.

Ashton was right, Carson was actually throwing a party. Didn't they have enough? Kyle just threw one like on Friday? What is with these rich people.

"I thought you said no to the parties." I snapped at him unintentionally, remembering how he left in the morning and now he is showing up at my door.

"It is at my place. It should be safe and you will be with one of us, so you are fine." He said.

"I am not a child that needs supervision." I said to him.

"Were you with someone else?" Kyle asked all of a sudden interrupting us and I looked at Kyle who was looking behind me and I realized the boxes was still there and it doesn't seem like I was alone by myself with the glasses of juice on the table.

I sighed. It is better I be honest with them because Carson, he will always find out at the end."Okay- don't get mad." I started and before I could explain. Carson turned back and he marched towards the elevator and pressed the button.

"Where are you going??" I asked him and Kyle looked at him in confusion as well.

When the door opened, Carson looked at the person and the next thing we know he pushed someone behind and towards the wall. Kyle and I ran towards the elevator and Ashton was against the wall with Carson's hand on his shirt.

Kyle looked at me and shake his head. "Leave him, Carson." He said as he put his hand on Carson's shoulder.

Carson's hand did not move while Ashton looked at Carson with a cold look.

"Carson." I said putting my hand on his arm. "Leave him." I said. "It's not even his fault."

"I was the one who went to her place." Ashton said. "Because I know she was alone."

Carson pulled him towards him and snapped. "You sh**" and pushed Ashton back on the wall.

"Carson, please." I pleaded him.

"You better stay away from her." Carson said. "This is the last warning." And he turned to look at me. "I am not kidding anymore Tracy, he comes 10 feets near you, you won't see him again." And he left his hand from Ashton's shirt

"Why are you the one making the decision for her?" Ashton said and I give him a look to stop. It seem like Carson is lately using a lot of his hands on others.

"Carson, let go." I said to him as I pulled him by his arm.

"I was doing what you were suppose to be doing. You call yourself her boyfriend? I doubt you are. Who leaves their girlfriend behind and arrange parties? Does she know you kissed someone yesterday?" Ashton smirked and I left my hand from Carson's arm. Even though, we are not dating or anything. It did hurt,My brain screamed at my heart that why I am feeling a pinched of betrayal and tightness on my chest.

"Baby." Carson started.

"It doesn't really matter." I said to Carson with a mono-tone voice"It's not like we had anything between us."

"I knew it." Ashton said. "She and your girlfriend."

"Tracy." Carson said.

"I said leave it, Carson. We had nothing between us anyway." I turned and walked back to my place. I heard foot step as I hurried back and I shut the door behind me and slid down the door.

It hurts like sh** and I thought it is time to reflect on my feelings for Carson and think about what is wrong with me and why I am reacting this way. Did I like him? Is that even possible? I just met him not a week ago, is it a crush? An infatuation?

"Tracy, open the door." Carson banged on the door. "Before I break the door."

"Just leave me alone." I said and stood up and walked towards my room. My voice cracked at the end and I hope he didn't hear that.

I turned off my room's light and I sat at the corner of the room. Sadness, something that I am used to feeling and it seem like it will never leave me ever. I stared at the cold wall in front of me. The memory of my childhood flashing in front of me. The 5 years old flashed in front of my eyes, her brunette hair bounced along with her as she ran around the garden. Her front teeth was missing, but she was smiling- happily, but the happy memory turned into a nightmare when the door bell rang and someone else came to pick her up to take her away from her happy place. Her parents cried trying to pull her away from the people. The girl shouted and cried for help, but no one seemed to care as they dragged her to the car. At the end, the girl was taken to the car and the car drove miles away from the place she called home.

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