I Wish I Could Stay ~ Suicidal Rin Okumura

I Wish I Could Stay ~ Suicidal Rin Okumura

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Basically a little oneshot-type deal about my poor boy Rin.He gets depressed from being bullied, and suicides himself...........Just in case any of you are retarded enough to not notice, Blue Excorcist is not my creation, and neither are any of the characters.…

Save me from Suffocation

Save me from Suffocation

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Rin Okumura has anxiety. It can be that simple, but unfortunately, it isn't. Ever since the fight with Amiamon, and almost getting executed, Rin's anxiety has affected him now more than ever. His old friends hate him, his brother probably thinks he's a burden, and he's just a messed up teenage demon who wants to die.After an ex-wire mission goes horribly wrong for Rin, these events seem to topple over his towering pile of problems. He can't take this much longer. He feels trapped. Emotions stimulate and override his claustrophobia to its endpoint.Can a certain grumpy classmate realize his mistakes and save Rin before it's too late, or will he witness Rin fall so deep that not even he can save the demon boy from the burdens he's trapped in?***Trigger warning for anxiety, claustrophobia, depression, cutting, panic and anxiety attacks, and suicidal thoughts/attempt. /// I don't own any of these characters or some preliminary plot points, those belong to the creators of Blue Exorcist.-BoyxBoy if that bothers-Don't plagiarize!!Enjoy!…

A single truth and a lie

A single truth and a lie

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Hello, dear readers just a few warnings beforehand there will be misspelled words, bad grammar, bad characterization, and awful story elements! I wrote this fic years ago and I gave a lot as an author. Please consider these things before reading this. I was thinking of removing this fic along with many others on my account, however, it proved to be too much work and I am already too busy with my life so bravo! You get this warning instead.Rin has been found out and abandoned by almost everyone. His mind has become darker every passing day. what happens when his demon brothers find out what has happened to their youngest brother?Warning. Mentions of blood, depression, suicidal thoughts, abuse, blackmail, hate speech, idiot teenagers.…

The Flames Of The 9th King

The Flames Of The 9th King

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This story has angst stuffWarning: CuttingSuicidal thoughtsFluffOtherwise enjoy and please put any ships in the comments!!mlem.…

Blue Exorcist: The Last Straw

Blue Exorcist: The Last Straw

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Rin and Yukio had a fight again. But for Rin, it's the last straw! The bond between the Okumura Brothers is over!!…

Is That What You Wanted? (Ao no Exorcist )

Is That What You Wanted? (Ao no Exorcist )

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After the whole incident with Amaimon, Rin has been feeling devastated and depressed. He doesn't know how to feel, act or even exist as everyone is staring at him with glares. The thought of doing something '' stupid '' is always in his mind, will he do it or put off with this behaviour?~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~After a long-going period of time, this story has finally come to an end. However, I would be glad to see new readers and comments even though it's over! Enjoy the story!I wanted to mention that I do not own Ao no exorcist, this is just another fanfiction ...Also I would like to mention that this story contains some sensitive themes such as self-harm and suicide involved and if you are not feeling comfortable with it's best you avoid reading. Hope you enjoy it!…

Osamu Dazai's Quotes

Osamu Dazai's Quotes

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read the title…

I Didn't Choose To Be This Way! (Rin Okumura X Reader) {Book 1} [#Wattys2019]

I Didn't Choose To Be This Way! (Rin Okumura X Reader) {Book 1} [#Wattys2019]

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First time doing an "X reader" so bare with me through this. (Y/N) is a suicidal 15 year old girl. She wears sweatshirts, and watches anime all the time. She's usually on her phone and doesn't have that many friends. Until, she wants to avenge her brother (B/N) after being killed by Satan when she was 5 years old. But, to avenger her brother she has to enroll in True Cross Academy. What will happen? Who the heck knows?!*I DONT OWN BLUE EXORCIST*But, the true question is...What are you?Finished on 11/28/17Book 2 is now out! It's called "I Chose To Be This Way." And it's going to be way more lighthearted than Book 1! Check it out!- Rin Kozume…

Blue Exorcist- Red Fate

Blue Exorcist- Red Fate

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Rin is suffering more and more everyday. He is losing everyone he loves because of his so-called 'father'. He is losing his mind piece by piece. Death after death. How much more can he handle till he goes completly insane?…

Leave It All Behind

Leave It All Behind

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[BEFORE YOU READ THIS STORY READ ALL THE TAGS. ALL OF THEM] Rin Okumura is fed up. He is fed up with school. He is fed up with Life. He is fed up with everything.He just wishes that he could leave it all behind. Even after he had successfully saved everyone back in Kyoto from the impure king, it still isn't enough to regain his so called friends trust and kindness. Everyone from Assiah had turned his back on him, including Yukio. What happens when he is given an opportunity to leave it all behind? Will he take the opportunity? How will his ex-friends react to his decisions? Blue Exorcist along with any original characters belong to Kazue Kato. I also do not own the cover art, credit goes to creator of the artwork. (Whoever that may be) Blue Exorcist Fan fiction.Trigger warnings: -Depression -Suicidal thoughts -Slight self harm-Suicide attempt-Gay moments -There will be some Amaimon x Rin but it's slight and not the main focus. So if that disappoints you you may leave calmly and quietly thank you very much If any of those upset you I would not recommend reading this. @fangirlBlueExorcist helped with the creation of this storyWhich means she owns half of this story, along with me since we both worked on it.…

I'm Still Human, Whether You Like It or Not (Adopted)

I'm Still Human, Whether You Like It or Not (Adopted)

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Rin's fed up with everyone, the stares, the whispers, of how he's "a danger to humanity", but soon enough, he starts to believe them, but can someone hope to pull him out of this spiral of self-hate?This was adopted from @KuroCat64 and I hope you like it!^^…

Pushed To The Edge (Bon X Rin)

Pushed To The Edge (Bon X Rin)

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For the first time in his life, Rin finally had friends. He had people who he could rely on, people he could trust. And one camping trip destroyed that.He never asked to be the son of Satan. He never asked to be cursed with these blue flames. And he certainly never asked to be hated by everyone he cared about. With his friends calling him a demon and his brother threatening to shoot him every 5 minutes will he be pushed to the brink? And can a certain rooster-haired bastard be able to bring him back?Trigger Warning: Suicidal thoughts and actions, self hate, depression, etc.…

In my World (Blue Exorcist)

In my World (Blue Exorcist)

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Rin couldn't deal with it anymore. He was slowly losing a piece of himself everyday. The people whispering about him, the yells, the stares...Once he decides to end it all in a desperate attempt he makes a deal with a certain demon.Trigger warnings-self harm-Suicide attempt -Suicidal thoughts…

I'm a demon, so what. (Trans! Rin x Suguro Ryuji)

I'm a demon, so what. (Trans! Rin x Suguro Ryuji)

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i'm shit at descriptions but this is a bonxrin story, so enjoy ig-⚠️this contains⚠️mentions of rapesuicidal thoughts and attemptsself harmtriggering subjects for someboyxboythere will also be alot of smut, fluff, and some angst.…

Who do think you are?

Who do think you are?

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'To whom it may concern, Rin Okumura is going to commit suicide at 6:30 PM today. Don't try to stop me, I can't do this anymore.' Those were the words Rin intended to go out on. Life, and more importantly, the Kyoto trio had better plans.…

One Shots

One Shots

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One shots including multiple anime's~Some at the beginning are from when I first started Wattpad, and they low key suck so if you wanna skip my shitty writing of the past 👉🏻👉🏻 my one shot writing skills get better later on as the book progresses yaY!Anyways, you probably haven't even read this. So you know have a good day or something 👍🏻👍🏻…

Depressed rin okumura [au one-shots]

Depressed rin okumura [au one-shots]

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welp...updates when I want to type cuz I wrote the one-shots in my notebook in adavanced.enjoy!!Also... this is so hard for me to writeDisclaimer:I dont own blue exorcist…

Red and Blue

Red and Blue

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The world looked kinda funny when in red. It looked so angry all the time .Blue. Everything was fucking blue. It was a common eye colour so she could relate to others but it was still annoying.Au where your vision is tinted the colour your soulmates eyes are until you touch them for the first time. Rin x IzumoMentions of cutting suicidal thoughts etc.…

Broken Soul

Broken Soul

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Going to the roof is calming for Rin. It helps him clear his head, most of the time. The weight of feeling alone is getting to him. None of the people he cares so deeply about, feel the same way and he is starting to lose hope, fast. One-shot. Warning, this story has suicidal thoughts, self harm, and attempted suicide. Amazing cover art by LittleFireOfLife.…