Beautiful Mess [UsUk / AmeDen]

Beautiful Mess [UsUk / AmeDen]

4,861 227 39

Alfred Jones is a college student like any other, and the happiest young man in the entirety of New Haven. Once he meets a British student by the name of Arthur Kirkland, the two soon develop feelings for each other and their worlds get turned upside down.Though, is everything as happy and smooth as it seems? With Alfred's sudden change in behavior, not really.Will he have Arthur by his side even at the darkest hour? Will he win the war against his own mind?~Title: "Beautiful Mess" by Kristian Kostov ~Trigger warnings: schizophrenia, psychotic breaks, anxiety, descriptions of auditory, visual and tactile hallucinations, delusions, psych ward, depression, (mentions of bipolar disorder, derealization, depersonalization, and self-harm)~I don't own the characters, just the plot/writing.~IF YOU DON'T LIKE SHIP CHANGES, BEWARE~…

like, like-like. like love.

like, like-like. like love.

56 1 7

my crush and i and how we won't (and will never) be together…

Words in my Head

Words in my Head

2,120 210 22

+ Collections of my Random Poetries & Prose +Let me share with youthe words using poetry that my mouth is afraid to say~(08-11-2019)…

BLUE PETALS

BLUE PETALS

91 10 7

A collection of thoughts and poems straight from the heart…

Vampires.. Real?

Vampires.. Real?

93,971 2,718 62

Tommy is just a normal teenager... well as normal as you can be fending for yourself on the streets. He has heard reports of vampires in his area, but he know vampires aren't fucking real. Right?Warning: There will be some blood and gore in this story.Rankings:#1 in dsmpau 7-29-22#1 in wilbur 8-30-22-----8-31-22…

The Day the Sun didn't Rise

The Day the Sun didn't Rise

8 6 7

"I had spent years hoarding these memories of you, saying, "I'm going to remember this till I draw my last breath.", and now I'm terrified that's true."…

Bonded by Love✔

Bonded by Love✔

238,462 7,619 19

✨Highest rank #15 in short story (18June2K17) Changed to FanfictionSub genre- Short Story, Mystery ***UNEDITED***Khushi kumari gupta/singh raizada- A chirpy, bubbly, innocent, selfless soul who was loved by all. She met her prince charming in the form of devil who turned out to be her rajkumar after their remarriage. Her first marriage with the devil is termed as disaster​ due to one man named shyam who lust after her and he happens to be her husband's brother in law. Later her husband turned into rajkumar in her love and remarried her. But did the life give her fairy tale ending?? That's the question. She faced so many problems in her life, just now happiness knocked her door in the form of her husband Arnav singh raizada. Will it last long?? What will happen when her husband's ex-girlfriend sheetal kapoor showed her presence with her son who was an exact xerox copy of her husband in her peaceful life? How will she take this when her whole family is hell bent on comparing the child with her husband? Did the child is really her husband's? If yes, then what she will do? Will she leave him or stay with him? What if the child is not his? Then how will she manage the situation when the ex keeps sticking to her husband? In all this, did her husband know anything about this??? Did sheetal come here with a motive??? Just peep in to know the answers for "WHAT IF's"??? ___________________________________ Based on sheetal track!!! ___________________________________…

Absolutely Crazy

Absolutely Crazy

666,505 13,428 45

Completed.Jean Harris is a seventeen-year old girl who wants to make her best friend, Ronald Stark, fall in love with her. She's been in love with him for five years and their close relationship gives her hope that they can move to the next level at the right time. However, Ron confesses about his sexual orientation: he is gay and he likes Ryan Wilson, a popular but withdrawn guy in their high school. Ron turns to Jean for a favor; he wants her to help him know more about Ryan and slowly worm his way into his heart. Jean is against the whole thing, but helps her best friend nonetheless.Highest Ranking: #15 in Humor | 09/05/2017…

PROJECT: LOST & FOUND

PROJECT: LOST & FOUND

140 50 14

This project is for the people who lost their heart or their self at some point. This is a project I wrote while I am in the middle of nowhere. Somewhere I am lost and I don't know how to go back home. It is a collection of words I cannot say but are in cased in my heart. It's the scars I carry every single day as I seek a way to go back home, to where I belong. So, I hope if you will read this project of mine, I hope you hear out the words that I have to say at the very least. I hope it will touch your heart even for a while.This is a project not only for me, but also for you. If you are lost, I hope you will be found.Welcome to Project Lost and Found.…

An Ode To Life

An Ode To Life

675 33 4

Witness It Yourself.(The pictures used are not mine)…

TIME TEACHES TO LAUGH

TIME TEACHES TO LAUGH

21 9 10

Life went down in flames?A new lease of life is always available.All of us come across stumbling blocks in life. It occurs, every once in a while. And it becomes complicated if it is kept inside alone. It takes courage to face all the hurdles of life. And it takes time to reroute and restart.TIME TEACHES TO LAUGH contains different stories involving malarkey minds, epiphanies, reroutes and restarts.Hope this book will be a welcome ticket to your positive days.Happy reading :)…

Lunatic Love: journey of madness in love

Lunatic Love: journey of madness in love

62,108 6,590 48

A joyful and cherished boy, who never knew what is pain what are tears he was always pampered, he was always kept away from the cunning world, he have a perfect life, family, friends and love of his life."Everything is perfect!' That's what he thought, but its life which is never perfect."You can't do this to me' He whispered and tears rolled down his cheek."I guess, I did' Said the girl whom he loved the most, and she just walk past him."Why you left me? what was my fault?' He whispered to himself and cried.She left him and he was broken, he finally cried for the first time he finally saw the cunning world which he was kept away from.He made his mind not to look back not to look back at her he became rude,arrogant,selfish never cared about anyone ANYONE. The only thing he care about is HIMSELF JUST HIM.Everyone is dead scared by his deathly gaze,cold face, angrily clutched jaw and not to forget his cold dangerous voice.He hates her, he wants to forget her, he gets into a college in New York to have a fresh start.A innocent and mentally sabotaged girl, who have experienced the cunning world daily she is bullied everyday, who was never loved by anyone not even her own family but she was loved by him she misses him a lot blames in fact hate herself for leaving him."I am sorry I left you' She whispered to herself and cried under the moon light."Was it my fault?' She whispered again sobbed while curling into a ball.Yet she smiles against her tears of course fake smiles she killed her feelings inside her heart, she cared for everyone but forget to care for herself, she cries every night thinking if she never left him, he would have been right next to her now.Many guys die for her, her beautiful features, her angelic face, her brown eyes and not to forget her angelic voice.She loves him, she can't forget him, she never wanna live the place where she made memories with him but her parents forces her and gets her into a college in New York.…

GAP 2: ROAD TO FOREVER

GAP 2: ROAD TO FOREVER

407,220 13,978 100

fan made. Mon's & Sam's POValternate storyline when book 1 ended.is love really all that we need?can we overcome our overwhelming gap when we fight for our love?what are we supposed to do when all we can do is fight a losing battle? Will we still find our love worth fighting for? Can we hang on to each other?Between my dreams and u which should i choose?will u say im selfish if i say that i dont know?will u blame me if i choose to leave u?What if i said I was left without a choice?Will u still love me?Can u still choose me?Would u still dare trust me?Against the battle in my own mind, can i even win?Will it be Me and You against the world?***18 & older content***Credits to the original author Chao Planoy!…

METAPHORS TO A DYING REALITY OF BAD HABITS

METAPHORS TO A DYING REALITY OF BAD HABITS

10 2 1

A personal conversation between a writer and his bad habits about their past and future…

Loved From Afar (COMPLETED)

Loved From Afar (COMPLETED)

1,530 181 24

*PUBLISHED ON KINDLE*Amelia Diaz is an average woman with an average desk job, the highlight of her day consists of her daily visit to the small coffee shop cafe on the corner. It happens to be run by her high school crush Eric Corté. When one of Eric's old college flames shows up Amelia is recruited to be his pretend girlfriend. Eric Corté runs the small coffee shop on the corner. He's had some lousy relationships in his time but he's on the up and up as he runs the shop with his one faithful worker. He finds himself in a bind as he uses Amelia as a buffer between him and his ex. However a situation arises where he can pay his debt as Amelia's teasing cousin makes an appearance and the fake dating officially or unofficially starts.28,307 word count completed This is my first public story feel free to comment (I will ignore rude comments) constructive criticism welcome!…

betty

betty

34 0 32

and i felt free not happy not relieved but free…

Hardest Part (Frerard)

Hardest Part (Frerard)

8,819 255 26

Shy kid Frank Ieros life is turned around after he meets the kind hearted Gerard Way. The two are practically as close as two could be, enjoying picnics and making tacos together. Then Gerard has to leave.What will happen to Frank without his protective boyfriend? Will their relationship stay the same over long distance?This story has lots of fluff moments :P*TRIGGER WARNINGS* Self Harm, Suicide, Abuse, Bullying, Swearing…

Misty Threshold

Misty Threshold

14 5 5

The verses delve into the turbulent journey of the protagonist as they grapple with states of betrayal, self-doubt, and the desire to understand the true intentions of their past partner. The poem unravels like a "mystery", where every stanza reveals fragments of the past, hinting at hidden meanings and unspoken truths. Amidst the flow of words, the reader is transported to the heart of the conflict, witnessing the protagonist's inner turmoil and their relentless pursuit of closure and reconciliation.…

The Queerest  [🗸]

The Queerest [🗸]

67,908 6,881 37

Being queer isn't the easiest shit.Being queer and living in small town South Dakota is by far the most difficult shit. Unfortunately, five extremely queer teens are forced to navigate through the shitstorm of their senior year when everything around them erupts.Or in simpler terms- it all goes to shit.EVELYN PÉREZ is supposed to have it all. Almost every male in Aspen High is at her feet, so no one can know that she's secretly in love with Riya Khatri, the outcast of the school.SOREN CHOI is tired of the casual mistreatment that he deals with 24/7. Little do people know that Soren is also grappling with his past, something he can barely understand himself.DAMIEN SMITH-CORTÉZ has been taught to hate who he is. It doesn't help that Soren Choi is catching his attention in more ways than one. Ways that are bringing uncomfortable feelings to the surface.BLUE MAXWELL needs to get away from Aspen High. From the eyeliner that he wears through the hallways to the feminine aura he emits, he's never felt quite at home. Not to mention the frequent beat-ups.RIYA KHATRI has everything to lose, but not a lot to gain. With divorced parents and a recomposed family, she's barely hanging on to who she is. So, she keeps her head down. After all, if Riya can't believe in herself, who will?Five teenagers, a multitude of problems and only 8 months to solve them. If they're lucky, they might find out their lives are more intertwined than they thought. The queerest kids at Aspen High need to come to terms with who they really are. Or at least, who they were before the world told them who to be.…

birdcage

birdcage

10 1 1

A short story about life in the birdcage.***Feel free to tell me what you think! And enjoy!…