Just A Thought

Just A Thought

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Something tragic has happened. A 17 year old Valeri has to move to her dad's place. She spent all her life thinking he was dead. Her now dead mother told her that.Not knowing she has a twin brother she flies over the country and meets him there.She comes back into lives of people she once knew and loved.Not just her family.But someone else.A boy who took care of her when she was struggling. Her best friend.Valeri is dealing with addictions and when something at her new home happens, she sinks even lower. It might not end well for her.But she has friends now.Her kind brother, two funny friends and someone else she once knew...~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Heyy! This is my first book.1. I want to make it clear that English is not my first language and there might be writing mistakes.2. ⚠️BEFORE YOU START READING CHECK TWs BELOW⚠️3. I myself struggle with an addiction and I think writing this book will help me process everything. That's another reason why I'm doing it.4. You're welcome to comment but leave if you're here to write hate comments. I don't care what you think.5. If you're here just for smut this is not a book for you. There might be some scenes but not many. This story is about struggling, dealing and fighting with addictions.6. I'll post a new chapter every few days. I have a lot of schoolwork but I'll try my best.⚠️TRIGGER WARNINGS: panic and anxiety attacks, self harm, sexual assault and rape, eating disorder, drinking and smoking, weed, pills, drug addiction, overdose, suicide attempt, depression, ptsd, swearing, mature contentTROPES:-childhood best friend-friends to lovers-brother's best friend-who did this to you?-one bed tropeI'LL PROBABLY ADD SOME MOREI hope you'll enjoy it!…

ADDICTED - [D.M.]

ADDICTED - [D.M.]

81,845 732 31

"𝗜 𝗮𝗺 𝗮𝗱𝗱𝗶𝗰𝘁𝗲𝗱.""𝗧𝗼 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁?""𝑻𝒐 𝒚𝒐𝒖."Gracie Owen hates him, with her whole heart. But she is stuck with him in the same friendgroup, a situation that always bothered her, until one day the hateful teasing turned into soemthing else... A new year at Hogwarts began for the Slytherins. With mixed feelings they entered their 6th year, little did they know how much worse it could get. A Draco Malfoy Fan Fiction with messy plots and multiple POV's.Contains sexual relationships, violent actions and psychological abuse.Every character, except Gracie Owen and her parents who were created by me, belongs to J.K. Rowling.Don't forget to comment, share & vote!…

ADDICTED [pablo torre]

ADDICTED [pablo torre]

3,620 146 27

ADDICTED - The feeling of being drawn to someone in a way that goes beyond control, a dangerous craving that leaves you unable to escape. It's not love, but something far more consuming - an irresistible pull that forces you to surrender to your darkest desires. Even when you hate them, even when every instinct tells you to run, you can't. You need them. Their touch, their presence, their body - nothing else satisfies. It's a dangerous game of desire, where the line between hatred and passion blurs, and the only thing that matters is the need to feed your obsession.Pablo Torre x Own Character…

cigarette duet. kamoera arnold

cigarette duet. kamoera arnold

15,442 482 13

Kamorea "KK" Arnold, a driven sophomore basketball star, who unexpectedly encounters Jocasta "JJ" Valdez, a troubled freshman struggling with addiction. As KK helps JJ confront her demons and navigate the treacherous path to recovery, their initial concern for each other blossoms into a romance that challenges everything they thought they knew about love, loyalty, and themselves. Against the backdrop of KK's high-stakes basketball career and JJ's fragile sobriety, they must confront their own vulnerabilities and learn to trust each other, all while facing the harsh realities of addiction, identity, and first love.…

Playing for Real - Book 2

Playing for Real - Book 2

63,063 1,065 26

PLAYING FOR REAL is a sequel to PLAYING FOR KEEPS. It is recommended, as it is a continuation, to read Playing for Real before reading Playing for Keeps.The story that started with PLAYING FOR KEEPS continues...Cash Brooks held a secret from Quinn that destroyed any chance they had at a happy ending.Everything she believed their relationship to be was a lie.Quinn left heartbroken for Harvard, unable to stop loving him even though she knew his past ruined any chance they had at a future.Now, she's in Boston completing her MBA and learning to move on without the only man she ever loved. Starting over isn't easy... especially when an unlikely circumstance pulls her into Cash's world once again. The truth will come out, hearts will be broken, and Cash will have to battle the mistakes from his past and fight for a second chance to be with the woman he loves.Their love isn't perfect, but will it be enough for Quinn to learn to trust him again? Or will the burden and mistakes from his past keep them apart forever?…

If Walls Could Talk // JAYTIM (HOPELESS FOOLS #1)

If Walls Could Talk // JAYTIM (HOPELESS FOOLS #1)

33,901 1,348 18

Tim doesn't plan on talking with Jason when he goes to crime alley, because why on Earth would Red Hood be there, right? ("Stupid fucker" Tim thinks looking back) That was mistake number one. Mistake number two is actually pouring out his emotions to Jason about his family (Like how much he hates Bruce). His third mistake was not turning off his tracker which led to a very awkward confrontation the next day at work.The first mistake started the whole situation and fucked up his life in a bad and good way (he guesses it had something to do with how sad and lonely he was before Jason came in like a wrecking ball). Realistically he knows that he could've handled the whole situation better, but what's the fun in that?It's way more interesting to become friends with the guy you replaced, used to have a crush on and stalked BETRAYING Bruce. To add to that he gets so high that he forgets his feelings until forever. Procrastination at its finest.The best part (but Tim's least favorite part) is that everyone knew about his feelings that he himself didn't know, but they were completely oblivious to how much he was hurting, except Jason. Funny how life works, huh?…

A Strange New Life || Isekai'd Reader To Naruto World

A Strange New Life || Isekai'd Reader To Naruto World

78,455 2,761 45

(Y/n) has always loved the Naruto anime but never could have predicted that they would be magically transported into the Naruto world! Armed with her knowledge of the world, can she survive the world of ninja? Note: May contain grammatical mistakes and typographical errors.…

The Distance Between Us (Book Two ✓)

The Distance Between Us (Book Two ✓)

372,163 13,505 45

"It's you and me and fuck everyone else, right?"******SEQUEL TO CLOSER TO YOU******The day Beau Lewis came stomping into the coffee shop those few years ago changed everything for Emma Carter. Now that he's returned, their love burns as passionately as ever, but everything else in Emma's world has changed. A college grad ready to take on the world, Emma knows what she deserves and won't settle for anything less. While Beau seems to have made changes for the better, will he be able to resist when temptation calls his name? And more than that, will Emma be able to trust him?With so many obstacles stacked against them, can Emma and Beau keep their relationship alive?Text copyright ©kjobrien™ 2020#1 in Steamy#2 in Women's Fiction#2 in Musician #2 in Sequel Shipping#3 in Undiscovered#3 in After Dark#4 in Flirtationship#9 in RocknRollCheck out the third installment: Back to Me, out now!…

Stanislav's Bride

Stanislav's Bride

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*COMPLETED*'Your body would make a fine vessel for my offspring.' He smiled.'E-excuse me?' A cold shiver crawled down Alice's spine.'This is my final offer,' he said nonchalantly. 'I will treat your brother dearest, and you shall agree to become my wife. Otherwise, see yourself out.'She stared at him for several long seconds, her mouth dry, words failing to form as the weight of his gaze pressed down on her. She struggled to register the gravity of his offer.'I will assume that to be a no,' he concluded, then turned.'Wait!' Shouted Alice. She sprang to her feet, her hand trembling as she grabbed the back of his sleeve. He turned back around, a flicker of surprise crossing his features.'Okay,' she said quietly. 'Just... please, save him.'He stood motionless for a moment, his gaze locking onto her teary gray eyes.'Very well,' he replied, the corners of his mouth curled into an eerie smile. 'Inform Dmitri of the address. We depart at dawn.'…

The Scent and The Siren ✔️

The Scent and The Siren ✔️

3,549,725 132,767 67

Book # 1 in the SCENT TRILOGY series (♛ POPULAR ROMANCE WINNER - THE FICTION AWARDS ♛)❃❉✦❉❃❝A scintillatingly steamy thriller romance trilogy with a riveting storyline that keeps you on tenterhooks.❞ ➜ WATTPAD READERSTreat yourself with this captivating story featuring a royal centibillionaire mogul, a whip-smart sassy heiress, and the world of Upper East Side with the trappings of truly opulent wealth, straight from the imaginations of Thackeray and Fitzgerald - a universe so elite you cannot buy your way in. ❃❉✦❉❃Devastatingly handsome Riccardo was Juliette's first and only love. Twelve years ago, he gave Juliette her first taste of pleasure and romance... only to be devastated when she left him heartbroken. Life hasn't been easy for the Rothschild heiress who has moved to Paris ever since and has buried any hint of vulnerability behind a strong facade. Except the royal centibillionaire isn't a man to forgive and forget. He has made a fortune by bringing his rivals to their knees, his reputation as a heartless bastard is well-deserved. When he comes across the dangerously exquisite ice princess Juliette Rothschild at his brother's wedding; extreme carnal, sheet-clenching and uncivilized sex is all that he has on his mind. He has one goal... to possess her. He won't allow her to slip through his fingers again until he is done with her. He has demons and dark desires of his own... and it shocks him to discover that they mirror her own. Soon his desire morphs into a dark addiction he is incapable to fight. She too finds herself swayed by his tangible magnetism and submits herself to the unrelenting dominance he exudes on her soul. They embark on a sensual affair they don't want to end, but the tormenting secrets from their combined pasts are treacherous and dark, threatening to tear them apart.❃❉✦❉❃A sexy, suspenseful retelling of THE BEAUTY AND THE BEAST.Mature themes and steamy content.…

𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐎𝐍𝐋𝐘, ashtray

𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐎𝐍𝐋𝐘, ashtray

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(🧚‍♀️) 𝐈𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇, 𝐞𝐬𝐦𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐥𝐝𝐚'𝐬 dad, who happens to be a drug dealer has to leave town for "business" and moves his daughter in with a close friend, and that close friendjust so happens to have a little brother. (🧚‍♀️)-----------------"𝐀𝐑𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐓𝐑𝐘𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐎 𝐅𝐋𝐈𝐑𝐓 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐌𝐄?""𝐌𝐀𝐘𝐁𝐄?""𝐃𝐎𝐍𝐓 𝐃𝐎 𝐈𝐓 𝐀𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍."----------------𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐲 𝐟𝐚𝐧 𝐟𝐢𝐜.[𝐞𝐮𝐩𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐚❦] [𝐬𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐰𝐨]𝐓𝐖: language,drugs,sex,alcohol,addiction, suicide, acts of violence, death, ashtrays fine ass…

The Cruel Tyrant

The Cruel Tyrant

118,800 5,738 131

This is story is not mine. For offline purpose only. Forcefully snatching handsome men and imprisoning them into his harem is nothing out of the ordinary. Murder and arson is everyday life. Exterminating entire families and massacring whole cities are just recreational hobbies.The common people wish daily to rip his tendons and flay his skin. The court officials and chancellors desire strongly to see his death. His royal brothers itch to swallow him whole. Warding evil spirits during the day and expeling demons at night - he is the tyrant who strikes terror in the hearts of the common people.Creating the foundation of a thousand year dynasty, leaving behind accomplishments that change generations - he is the controversial Emperor of Qing debated over in history texts.Note: The Qing in this story is 青, which is made up and different from the existing Qing 清 dynasty of China's history.…

Noah (Obsessions in Overdrive #1)

Noah (Obsessions in Overdrive #1)

123,030 2,221 75

I've always had a feeling that I would die young. Ever since I started pondering on deaths door I've had this feeling. I could care less about the hell and heaven shenanigans, but death. I want it. The end of my life. I want to be in my suit, in my coffin, in the ground and my soul to be gone. I've been waiting for 16 years, yet no sign of death opening his door no matter how many times I ring his doorbell. Yeah, I enjoy thinking about my end. Especially at moments like this...***#1 physical#1 cuteguys#1 addiction#2 self-esteem***Started: 7 November 2022Finished: 18 April 2024…

When Shadows Rise (Book 1)

When Shadows Rise (Book 1)

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A magic-addicted spy trapped in the queen's service must track a princess-turned-assassin in order to earn her freedom, but things get complicated when she falls for the princess she's supposed to capture. *****Weak. Cursed. That's how seventeen-year-old Kayden Branimir, the realm's deadliest assassin, views herself. Some believe she could save the world with her rare healing magic, but she gave up on her powers long ago after failing to save her best friend. Her life changes when she receives a letter from her supposedly dead twin brother, Alaric, begging to be rescued from rival territory Leodia. For the first time since her friend's accident, Kayden is determined to be the hero, but she must learn to embrace her magic--and herself--along the way. Strange. Unnatural. Those are the words whispered about eighteen-year-old Zara Tait, a Leodian spy addicted to soul-stealing magic. Forced into the queen's service, Zara wants to escape and return home, but she has nothing to offer the queen in exchange for her freedom. When Kayden arrives in Leodia, Zara sees the quiet girl with unique magic as the bargaining chip she needs. But the more she learns of Kayden, the more her feelings grow. Now, Zara must choose between her freedom and the dangerous assassin she hadn't meant to fall for.[2020 Watty Award Winner]Content warning: This story contains mature themes of violence, addiction, abuse, self-harm, and mental illness.Cover by Faera Lane…

Bedelth the Orange (Dragonwall Series #5)

Bedelth the Orange (Dragonwall Series #5)

749,903 66,077 46

It's time to reclaim Fort Squall. Claire knew this day would come, but she's not prepared for the mental toll it takes. Slaughtering an entire race sits heavy with her. When glaring signs align with her misgivings, she takes matters into her own hands. For better or worse, she intends to do what feels right, to trust her heart and not her logic.But this is just the beginning. Her drive to be a good ruler has her questioning herself, questioning everything. Perhaps she's simply not cut out for this. Her mate disagrees. He's determined to make this easy for her, to ease her into the position she was always meant to hold.With their Bonding Ceremony looming, what could go wrong? Kane has other plans. He's been secretly working with Oshea across the Dragonfire Sea, hoping to undermine King Talon's rule. When a host of Blood Bats and an Oshean army threatens to destroy everything they've worked towards, Claire's abilities as Dragonwall's future queen are put to a true test.…

Worn Out Places

Worn Out Places

19,337 22 1

Zoie Cruz is a recovering heroin addict fresh out of the New York City foster care system. After being arrested for possession and the failure to report her brother's overdose resulting in his death, Zoie is court-ordered to complete nine months of rehab and then sent to live with her previously estranged aunt and her aunt's wife in Northern Michigan.At seventeen years old Zoie's new cozy little town seems like the perfect place for her to find a new normal, stay clean, and recover from the fatal mistake she made. But when Zoie discovers unexpected information about her brother's overdose, she is convinced that it is entirely her fault. All of the hard work she's put into her sobriety doesn't feel like it matters anymore. She doesn't want to start over at a new school, she doesn't want to care about the number of days she's been clean or getting to know her aunts. Zoie doesn't want anything at all, except for maybe the comfort of her addiction.And as it turns out this town isn't as safe as it appears to be. Zoie is faced with temptation at every corner, from the guy at school who has access to the pharmacy his father runs to the guy in her narcotics anonymous meetings that has no real interest in committing to sobriety to a jealous classmate that would do anything to see her fail. But Dean, the star football player and golden boy of her new school, is determined to help Zoie keep her head above water, even if all she does is push him away. And Zoie's aunts aren't showing signs of giving up on her anytime soon. Teetering on the line between addiction and recovery Zoie must decide her life is worth filling with family and friendship or risk meeting the same fate as her brother.MATURE THEMES OF DRUG USE. ALL RIGHTS RESERVED.…

maple syrup | remus lupin [1]

maple syrup | remus lupin [1]

1,894,920 72,824 182

"one serving of syrup a day keeps the werewolf away."just your not-so-average slow-burn, forbidden and star-crossed lovers love-story with several twists!❀ ❁ ❀ ❁ claudia maple's entire existence was a mistake. with a dead mum, a father who hated her, a stepmother who wanted her dead, and two evil stepbrothers who followed her wherever she went her life was not easy. it was a burden.so she decided to live it in peace as much as she could, with books and golden syrup. the peace was however destroyed when a certain marauder wanted to know her deal, which led to four boys engaging themselves a little too much in her life. during all of this, remus lupin eventually discovers something deeper about the girl - through some stolen books. this 'something' ended up shifting his intentions from wanting to understand why she stole books - to wanting to save her life.❀ ❁ ❀ ❁ marauders era!remus lupin x oc!(5th year - 7th year)UNEDITEDLONG BUT EVENTFULstarted june 29th 21'finished january 5th 22'❀ ❁ ❀ ❁…

•AMBROSIA• W•T•M

•AMBROSIA• W•T•M

1,398,150 14,312 16

Gods blood is the sweetest nectarAnd I am the foolish mortalWho'll bind you to meFor I am addicted to your kissAnd I wish to swallow you wholeAnd when I kiss youReligion shifts and blursDarling girl, I am the God of LightBut I'll worship you on my kneesIn which the wizarding worldwatches about Amara Potter Black's life and discover about another worldWhere they watch her grow intowhat she was always meant to be:a goddess in her own right.Apollo x Oc (fem! Harry, Amara Potter)x ??? Status: Slow UpdatesRe written: March 04, 2023Ended:…

LOVE ME LIKE YOU DO [COMPLETED]

LOVE ME LIKE YOU DO [COMPLETED]

71,454 6,428 91

🔥Want to experience Shah Rukh Khan/Gautam Menon kind of love?🔥TropesEscaping from an arranged marriageCollege loveBillionaire romanceInterracial💕 Shivya Krishnan had one job: complete her master's at Oxford and return to India to marry a man her parents chose. Easy, right? Well, except for the part where her parents ill-treat her, she hasn't seen her siblings in years, and love? It's a word reserved for Bollywood, not her reality. But things take a chaotic turn when she meets Josh Andrews, a witty and annoyingly charming classmate who has secrets.Josh is Michel Morrone, billionaire heir, hiding in Oxford after a messy breakup with a gold-digging ex. His plan? Stay low, avoid drama, and don't fall in love. Unfortunately, Shivya-sweet, stubborn, and clueless about his real identity-ruins everything by being irresistible. Love wasn't on his agenda, but he fell for her hard.💫 This isn't just a romance; it's a flirty, emotional roller coaster that will make you smile, blush, laugh, cry, and fall hopelessly in love with the characters. It's slow-burn, yet steamy, with the kind of chemistry and tension that will leave you breathless, something like Bridgeton✨ Why You'll Love It:Heart-pounding twists and turns that will leave you gasping.A mix of lust and pure, non-toxic love that's both addictive and unforgettable.Characters you can't help but get head over heels for.⚠️ Warning: Your pulse will quicken, your nails may suffer, and your heart will soar. The romance is so intense, you won't be able to put it down.If you're a fan of romance and passion, this story is the perfect escape into a world of love and longing. 💖 Get ready to fall hard!Mail me what you liked and disliked about the story. [email protected]

His BEAUTIFUL ADDICTION

His BEAUTIFUL ADDICTION

281,051 8,721 64

#preview!! Let go of me!"She shrieked, trying to pull herself from his grip."Tiana please, let me hug you... ""Why?"" To survive."...After his parents were brutally murdered seventeen years ago in front of him, Nicklaus Howells was damaged. He became a demon who derived pleasure from inflicting pain, until he met her, Tiana Peters.An ordinary looking girl; whom he had forced to be his mistress. He thought her to be just another woman until he realized he actually couldn't live without her.What was special about her?...In this story, there are many themes,Love, greed and revenge most distinct,read how Nicklaus fights to keep his company from so many villains;Will Tiana be safe with him?Would he be able to protect his little Angel?Find out in this enthralling book!!An Excerpt*''You know what you are getting into, right?''He asked, crossing his legs, his fingers drumming on the couch, as his eyes stared intently at her.Tiana's lips slanted and her eyes narrowed at him;''Young Master; as long as you pay message, I'll do whatever you want ''Nicklaus was amazed by her sudden audaciousness; but he was sure she was just trying to seem bold,He knew her, she was just a weak, trembling soul, and she was trying so hard to mask it;A smirk appeared on his lips as a thought came into his mind;''Whatever I want? ''He asked again and Tiana replied immediately without a second thought;''Yes, Young Master, whatever you want. ''"Alright then, I want you to strip your clothes and lie down on the bed"…