Relinquish Our Yesterday's
Started: July 2024Everything hits differently when you're starting to take life seriously. I loved my life - my family, friends, everything and everyone. Everything passed so smoothly and I enjoyed the moments I spent with them. I lived my life, indeed. I was care-free, lovely, and youthful. I took life easier. I never believed that something or someone could ever take away my home - my happiness, my safe place.Until, I got curious about love. It started when I accidentally turned my gaze to a guy who I wasn't even familiar with and he doesn't even know I exist. Since then, I began to feel the ambiguity about love that slowly turns to hope, warmth and embrace. In short - I once felt exactly what the Corinthians 13:4-8 says.But, with a snap of a finger ... that love suddenly cost change. It was uncomfortable that my beautiful thoughts about life began to vanish. As time went by, everyone had to take life seriously. It was inevitable and we had to. After that, I never had the chance to feel the life I once lived. Will I ever heal?Will I ever open my heart again despite the uncertainties, traumas and fears?There's so many questions in my mind, but there's one question I always hoped that I could find. Is that, how can I relinquish the yesterday and start to rebuild the life I once have?…