My dad looked pretty annoyed when Ash opened the front door with his shirt off and instead on me. This realization didn't occur to me until my dad looked me up and down with disgust. My cheeks immediately turned red while i tried pulling Ash's shirt down to cover up my bare legs.

"Very classy Adrianna." He said with a scowl on his face. I couldn't bare to look him in the eyes as I was embarrassed because he probably knew what we did last night.

"Come on, lets go.. " I just stayed silent when I heard those words. I didn't want to go, and I didn't want to move my feet from where they were. My eyes began to water as I turned around, walked upstairs and changed my clothes into leggings and a cropped t-shirt. I quickly brushed my teeth and put on my slide on vans. I grabbed some of my things that I had at Ash's and brought them downstairs with tears running down my face.

Ash wouldn't even look at me. For some reason I thought he would turn around and kiss me passionately one more time before I left especially after last night but I don't think that's going to happen. My dad took some of my bags to his car parked outside. Ash and I had a couple minutes alone but he still didn't look at me.

"You're not going to say anything? You're just going to let me leave?" I choked out.

"What the fuck do you want me to say Adri." He said quietly but loud enough to were I could hear him.

My dad came back up to the front door giving me a look that if i don't start heading towards the car I wouldn't hear the last of it.

"Nothing, absolutely nothing." I quietly said back as I walked towards my dad.

"We will have the rest of your things shipped." He said as I walked out Ash's house. I didn't want to look back at him. I wanted to continue walking because if I looked back at him this would all feel too real. I couldn't help my self though, I glanced back at him wanting to tell him how much he meant to me and how much I loved him. He didn't look up. My heart sank, I want to yell at him scream at him. Why wasn't he chasing after me? Why was he letting me go so easily?

I felt like everything he told me last night was a lie. Was he truly the guy everyone made him out to be? Did he just want to sleep with me? Was I just a foolish girl that fell for his tricks? I had so many questions and no one could answer them expect for the person that couldn't even look me in the eyes.

I could feel my heart pounding in my chest and sinking to the bottom of my stomach even more. I turned back to face the car door, opening it and sitting down in the backseat. My dad's new women was in the front seat and I was just thankful that she didn't say anything as we drove to the airport.

"Everyone is meeting us at the airport to say goodbyes." I looked up quickly.

"Even mom?" I asked hopeful. I just feel like she threw me away as soon as she go the chance and I haven't really been able to cope with it.

"You're biological mom and sister will, mom can't." I was so confused at what my dad was saying. How couldn't she? She literally raised me and I don't think I'll see her for a very long time. We finally arrived to the airport and my sister and biological mom threw themselves around me as we all cried together. I couldn't even step out of the car all the way while they wrapped their arms around me.

We said our goodbyes which felt like they only lasted for five seconds. When they left apart of me went with them, I knew I was never going to be the same after this move. My dad and his "wife" sat down in the boarding area waiting for the plane to start seating people.

"I'm going to the restroom really fast." I explained and got up. I could just make a run for it. Just run away meet Ash somewhere and live happily ever after with me but unfortunately life doesn't work that way.

"Make it fast, the plane should be boarding soon." I walked into the restroom and was relieved that no one else was in here. I double checked by making sure the bathroom stall doors where open. I hurried to the biggest stall locking it.

I fell to my knees almost immediately sobbing...I couldn't breath my tears wouldn't stop and at this moment I could care less if anyone walked in or could hear me cry. I was just in so much pain mentally. About three minutes later I walked out of the stall and stared at myself in the mirror. My eyes where all puffy and I was thankful I didn't put on any makeup because I would've looked crazy from crying it all off. My life is on big roller coaster, I'm not sure how much more I can take.

I mean Ash he didn't even... I couldn't believe it. He couldn't even look at me. I envisioned our goodbyes to be the complete opposite of what they were really like. I didn't even get to say goodbye to my friends at school, Ash's brothers or his parents. Not even the women who raised me. I wanted to forget everything about today, none of it felt like it was really happening even though I knew it was.

The long hours on the plane felt like they were never ending and the only thing I could do was look the the tiny window next to my seat and wish I was someone else.

4 months later

I can't believe it's been 4 months. It's been complete hell. I just wanted my old life back. I felt helpless and had no one to talk to expect my sister and biological mom over FaceTime. I barley talked to my dad and his new wife unless they were asking me questions, my dad knew I was miserable but he didn't care about what I was going through. I was able to talk to my friends occasionally but it wasn't the same. As for Ash I haven't heard from him. We never officially broke up so I don't know where we stand but at this point it felt like we were strangers. His brothers were the only way I could actually figure out what was going on with him, apparently he took me leaving very hard and fell into a bad depression. He barley gets out of bed or do any of the things he use to do, his motorcycle has been sitting in the garage for 4 months and it really hit me that I had no clue if I was ever going to see him again.

My heart breaks for him all I wish I could do is see him and be with him but he isn't in the state to hear from me still. He told his brothers their was no point in seeing me if he couldn't see me in person everyday. Im so angry at him. I have many things to say about him and they're not all good only because he broke my heart. I loved him with everything I had. Don't get me wrong I still love him very much but he isn't here and he won't talk to me.

At this point he just feels like someone I use to love and I hate that. I'd do anything to see him again but I hate the fact that he has made me go through everything I have without him by my side. I miss him every single day, and now he is so far away.

"Adri...Adri...Adriiii." I heard my name being said by my favorite voice in the whole world.

"Hmmm." I responded as I opened up my eyes and snuggled up again the warmest chest.

"Aw baby, you're so cute." My eyes snapped opened and I was looking at the love of my life.

"Are you okay? You look like you've just seen a ghost." He said chuckling.

"Yea... I'm okay, I just had the worst nightmare." I said sitting up.

"About what?" Ash said laying on his side.

"You." I looked at him. Everything with my dad showing up and moving to New York was a dream. Ash and I not talking for months was only and dream and I was thankful for that.

"Me? What happened in it? Did you kill me?" I kinda chuckled at that.

"I wanted to" I said laughing throwing a pillow at him.

"Hey!" He laughed.

Last night was so special and I was glad he was the person I gave myself to and got to share that moment with.

"I have a surprise for you." He said with the happiest face.

"Which is?" I raised an eyebrow.

"You're dad left for New York without you cause your biological mom showed up with all this paperwork and a lawyer, long story short your biological mom got full custody of you. She said take your time and start the day then we can go over and see your sister and her." I started to cry happy tears as Ash wrapped his arms around me hugging me tight kissing me on the cheek repeatedly. I finally calmed myself down and all I could do was smile and hug him.

"Get dressed, I made you breakfast." He said with a huge smile on his face.

"Awww you're so cute." I quickly slipped on some clothes and went downstairs with him to be greeted with the cutest breakfast ever.

"Say you like me." He winked.

"No." I shook my head smiling.

"Why not?" He questioned.

"Cause I love you."

"I love you too." He smiled walking over to me and picking me up as I wrapped my legs around his torso and gave me the sweetest kiss.

I'm not sure what the future holds with me and Ash but I know he is my person. I don't think I could ever see him with another girl and I think he feels the same way about me if I was with another guy. He's not only the love of my life but he is the love for my life. I know I'm young but we fit together and I think we always will. I have a good feeling that my life is going to go in the direction I finally want it and I can't wait to get to know my mom and sister and have the life I was meant to have from the beginning.

As for my dad and mom, their new lives apart from each other and apart from me are better off. I will always wonder why they left me so easily without any goodbyes or I love you's but it's time to move on. Only thing I know is I wanna start over and move the hell out of my old house, maybe in a couple years when I'm 18 Ash and I could live together. Who knows where life will take us, but I'm excited to spend every moment with him. I have a good feeling that everything will fall into place with my sister and biological mom, they're the people I'm meant to be with and I couldn't be happier. I can't wait to tell my friends how crazy my life as been and my enemies will probably stay worrying about my life but that's their problem.

My story has been crazy but that's how I met the love of my life. I hope you find yours so go tell that special person that you like them.

The End

Authors note:

Thank you all for so much support over the years. Ive been working on this book since 2014. I've experienced my own love, anxiety, depression and heartbreak over the years which is a big reason this book took me literally years to finish. Thank you for keeping this book alive by pushing and encouraging me to keep writing. I read all of your comments and some make me laugh you guys are so funny. I hope you all enjoyed the book and I would love nothing more but for you to keep commenting and liking. It means the world to me, you have no idea. Remember, heartbreak is temporary and even though it doesn't feel like it now the love of your life will show up one day, just be patient. <3

xoxo~Free4life