Should I read his texts? I shook my head and walked back to my bed to lay down. My phone vibrated again but I ignored it. I wasn't ready to face him. I always run when I'm scared and I guess that's why I don't really have friends because I always push them away. I really don't want to push Ash away but it just happens.
I slowly took out my phone and looked at the texts.
From Ash: (3)
Adri... we should talk.
Adri please.
I need to talk to you.
Should I text back? Ugh why am I so chicken!
To Ash: okay. When?
From Ash: tonight
To Ash: I have plans but I could probably talk to you before them.
From Ash: oh. okay well meet me at beach around four?
To Ash: k.
I have no clue how I'm gonna get there but I'll figure it out. I slowly went downstairs and was afraid I'd bump into my mom but thankfully she wasn't home. I quickly got a big bag of chips and a sandwich, I was starving.
I sat down, eating my food quickly I looked to the side of me and saw a note on the table. I grabbed it quickly and opened it.
It was from my mom.
Adrianna,
I am not one bit sorry for slapping you last night. You deserved it, why are you acting like this? Is it because your father left? Well I don't care what the reason is.. I don't want this to continue so you better find somewhere else to live or I'm sending you to your dads. I have no other choice. I didn't raise a trouble maker and now you're turning into one. I will no longer allow you to see that boy, he is a very bad influence on you! I don't care if you like this decision or not but you need to pack your things for your dads or a friends house.
I'm doing what's best for you.
love mom.
Tears were falling from my eyes as I ripped the paper apart and threw it on the ground. Just as I did that the door swung open and there was my mom.
"What the fuck mom!?" I said sobbing.
"Adrianna, I'm doing what's best for you."
"Who are you?! What happened to my loving mom that didn't want to leave my side?"
"I can't live like this anymore! You're getting horrible grades in school, you have no friends, you sneak out of the house, you go and get drunk and bring a boy in the house with you!"
"Wow, you're overreacting! Getting a B in one class isn't getting horrible grades when the rest I'm getting are A's. Can't you just ground me!? You don't need to kick me out! I've been going through a lot lately! First dad leaving, then Kylie, and now you're kicking me out!?" I was now standing up from chair.
"What a fucked up family I have! I don't even have a sibling! Me being born was a mistake cause you and dad both seem not to want me!"
"You both deserve best parents of the year reward." I said sarcastically.
"Adrianna! This is very difficult to do!"
"Obviously its not mom! Not for you! You seem completely fine with this! Maybe its a good thing though I finally can get away from my crazy fucking family!" I screamed at her one last time.
I could faintly here her say "It's for the best." Bullshit.
I grabbed my flip flops and skate bored leaving the house. I needed fresh air I was so done with her. I rode around what felt like at least an hour and a half. I finally stopped at an ice cream polar by the beach and walked inside. Ice cream always cheers me up. I wiped away my dried tries before anyone could look at me.
Surprisingly there was a lot of kids from school here. Good thing I was already by the beach because it was almost six O'clock and the sun was setting. I went in line and got strawberry flavored ice cream with real chopped up strawberries.
As I paid the worker I turned around to find a seat, I was shocked to see Ash seating down with another girl. She placed her hands on top of his giggling and I dropped my ice cream. Everyone in the ice cream shop all looked at me including Ash. He looked as shocked as I did but before he could come near me I ran and jumped on my skate board.
I wanted to cry even more now, after last night I thought he had feelings for me but its just all a game for him! He's a stupid guy that just wants to mess with my feelings. I thought he wanted to talk but instead he's going on dates with other girls! I finally stopped at the pier and felt like I was going to throw up.
Why is he with other girl?
Who is she?
Are they dating?
What does Ash seen in her and not me?
I hate being the good girl!
I hate Ash!
I felt someone else's presence next to me. Please don't be Ash, Please don't be Ash! I repeated in my head.
"Adri." Ash.
"Don't call me that." I said without even looking at him.
"It wasn't what it looked like."
"Don't give me that bullshit Ash! I wasn't born yesterday!"
"Look, her names Danielle, I've know her since we were like five. She's just a family friend nothing was going on. She just moved back into town after 3 years and she wanted to go get some ice cream so I took her." I began to walk towards the beach with my skate bored in my hand. I could hear Ash's foot steps behind me. I finally got to the sand and dropped my skate bored next to me.
"Why do you care what I think about you and Danielle? I could care less, and so could you... you don't even have feelings for me! You probably just want to get in my pants!"
"Adri! That's not fucking true!"
"Yes it is Ash! You're a player, that's all you are and I don't want to be part of your game! You can go back to your childhood girlfriend now."
"She was never my girlfriend!" I rolled my eyes at his reply. I could see the sun getting setting now and I still need to figure out where I'll be living cause I'm defiantly not going to New York.
"Say you like me." I heard Ash say getting me out of my thoughts.
"W-What?"
"You heard me Adri. Say you like me." He repeated.
"Ash, I-" He cut me off.
"Say it Adri."
He came closer almost closing the space between us. I stepped back but me stepping back made him come closer. He brought one of his hands up to my face and looked at my eyes and then to my lips. Was he gonna kiss me?
Sure enough I felt Ash's lips connect with mine. I was shocked at first but then kissed back when I realized what he was doing. The kiss was slow and meaningful. I could feel him smile against my lips. He moved his arms to my waist and my arms wrapped around his neck pulling us closer. Sparks were running throughout my whole entire body and my stomach was doing cartwheels and back flips. All the pain was disappearing, All the heartbreak.
We both broke apart to get a breath, all he was doing was looking at me and bringing his thumb up to rub my check. I wanted to kiss him again so badly. I wanted to stay in his arms forever. For the first time in a long time I felt like someone actually cared about me. I just don't want to loose him as I did everyone else. I don't want to push him away.
My phone vibrated ruining the moment. It was a text Abigail so I quickly check it.
From Abigail: Hey my mom made dinner if you want to come over in like an hour or so?
To Abigail: Sounds great.
"Who's that?" Ash finally spoke.
"Abigail, I'm sleeping over at her house tonight."
"Oh."
"Yeah, speaking of sleeping and houses um my mom said that if I don't pack my things and live with a friend she's sending me to my dad in New York." I sighed.
"Wait what!?"
"I have to find a place to live or I have to go to New York."
"She's didn't even say it to my face, she wrote it in a letter." I added.
"Where's the letter?"
"I ripped it up."
"I can't believe she did that!"
"I know, me neither."
He wrapped me up in his arms and gave me a hug.
"Well summer's coming up in a couple of weeks, you could come with me and my family to Florida, we stay for almost the whole summer.
"Ash." I backed out of the hug.
"I can't go. I don't want to intrude."
"Adri you are not intruding if you are invited."
"I don't know Ash."
"Please."
"Your mom probably hates me after how I met her."
"My mom doesn't hate you."
"Are you sure?"
"Positive."
"I'll think about it, but until then I need to find a place to stay."
"You can stay at my house."
"Ash no its fine, you already have enough people living there and I don't want to be anywhere near my mom."
"Oh"
"I'll figure it out. I don't want to live with my dad!"
I grabbed my skate bored and Ash grab my hand. I smiled at the sight of are fingers enter wined. We got off of the sand and continued walking on the board walk. Was this a dream? I can't believe I'm actually holding hands with a guy I've like since middle school. What does this mean? What does this make us? He looked at me smiled and I returned the smile. He's the reasons I haven't gone crazy yet.
The thought of going to Florida with his family and him kind of scared me.
"I have to take Danielle home, but I'll see you later okay?" Ash said pulling me into another hug.
The thought of him with that girl makes me sick and I don't even know her. I'd feel better if it was Erica and not this girl Danielle! Crazy right? He kissed me on the forehead and walked away. I got on my skateboard and started heading towards my house, I needed to pack a bag for Abigail's and it was getting really dark.
Finally getting home I looked around and wasn't really surprised by the fact she wasn't home. I walked up to my room and was speechless at what my eyes were seeing. All my things were in boxes and suitcases. There was no pictures on the walls, nothing in my closet, no curtains or anything my bedroom was completely stripped. I couldn't help but fall to my knees. I laid on the floor and all I could do was cry. She's kicking me out all because I came home drunk!?
The only thing I could do was call Ash.
"Please come over." He didn't replay he just hung up the phone I could tell that he knew something wasn't right. Not to long after Ash hung up and appeared at my window. I quickly opened it and the look on his face was pear confusion.
"Adri! What the hell is this?"
"My mom! She packed all my things!" I was now sitting up right up on the floor. I'm pretty sure my make up was everywhere. Ash started to grab some boxes.
"What are you doing?"
"Putting your things in my house."
"Ash I can't."
"Adri, you can! You obviously have nowhere else to go! And she obviously wants you out tonight!
I knew I didn't have the energy to go to Abigail's but I didn't want to cancel on her. I texted her and let her know that I was coming soon. Ash had one more box to take to his house and I grabbed two suitcases. When I walked in the house Ash's mom embraced me into a hug so I'm pretty sure Ash explained to her what happened.
"Ash is letting you have his room and he'll sleep down here." She whispered in my ear.
"Thank you." I whispered back trying not to cry so much. Ash's brothers came downstairs and it seemed like they all knew what happened. I didn't like the fact that everyone seemed to be nice to me out of pity. Me and Ash walked up to his room.
"Can you take me to Abigail's?"
"Oh you're still going?"
"Yeah I need a girls night."
"Yeah sure."
Authors Note:
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Awww there first kiss together! What did you guys think? And who is this Danielle character?
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