|•~{Chapter Thirty Seven}~•|

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"Let's go." Jungkook spoke as y/n walked behind him, to the car.

They took their seats as jungkook started driving, no longer wanting anyone to drive for them as he wanted to do things for her and for them by himself.

Y/n sighed softly as she looked outside the window, a little anxious due to the place jungkook was taking her at.

She had finally decided to visit the grave of her parents. She felt like she was ready to do so, though she was a little scared inside.

She was going to meet her parents for the first time. She had no memory of them therefore of course it was like the first time for her. What if something go wrong? But there wasn't a chance. She was just going to visit the grave of her parents.

She will be able to feel close to them.

For the first time ever she will be able to feel the feeling of being near to her real parents, it was a little overwhelming for her.

"Are you okay?" Jungkook asked her making her to quickly look back at him.

She nodded her head in return as she smiled a little at him, "Thank you for everything." She spoke making jungkook smile.

He held her hand with one of his hand, caressing it softly with his thumb as he kept on driving. She smiled at his actions before intertwining her fingers with him.

Resting her head back she decided to just close her eyes and feel peace. There was no point in feeling any disturbing feelings because she was just going to be seeing people who had loved her, or at least those who doesn't have any grudges over her now after death.

She was going to be meeting the woman who had given her birth, and the man who had brought her to this world. The woman who had given her a heart and the man who had given her a life.

She was supposed to be excited and she tried to be so as she smiled, "I'm going to meet my parents." She spoke softly.

Jungkook suddenly looked at her as he furrowed his eyebrows, smiling due to her actions, "And I'm going to meet your parents. Will they even like me?" He slightly chuckled.

"Oh they will love you. I'm sure they will love you." She spoke as she turned her head to look at him, head still resting on the headrest. A soft smile playing on her lips making him smile as well.

He brought their intertwined hand to his mouth placing a small peck on the back of her palm,"I'm sure they loves you too." He spoke as y/n smiled nodding her head.

Soon enough they reached the place as they both got out of the car.

Jungkook walked away getting flowers for her parents as he came soon after some minutes handing it to y/n.

She was happy and nervous, a little scared and overwhelmed as well. She had all the rights to feel everything. They walked to their grave as she got on her knees once they had reached her parents' grave.

Jungkook smiled as he bowed to her parents on a 90 degree angle before sitting beside y/n, "May I speak first?" He asked her as she nodded her head, signaling him to continue.

"Hello eommeonim! Hello abeoji! I hope you're both doing fine. And I hope you both are also watching us. First of all, I am sorry. So sorry for all those times I have hurt your precious daughter. I deeply seek for your forgiveness if I have also disappointed you as a son-in-law. Yes I have also been very harsh with her. But I hope you both can give me just one more chance." He spoke as he bowed his head once again.

"I am so sorry for my actions to you and your daughter, my wife, y/n. I promise to treat her right from this moment on and to the eternal. I promise to put her happiness above my sadness. I promise to give her all I have and love her with all I have. Please give blessings to my love, y/n. Please bless our relation, please bless me. I really hope and wish I will be able to ever make it up to you and your daughter for all my sins." he smiled sadly, "I have failed to be a good husband and a good family multiple times, but I hope you can forgive me, as a son." He spoke as y/n smiled, rubbing his back up and down as she sweetly tried to calm him down.

He sighed softly as y/n slightly leaned to his side, placing a peck on his cheek making him to smile in return.

"Your turn." He spoke as y/n nodded her head, letting out a short, shaky breathe.

"Hello eomma! Appa! Oh! Wait." She said as she sniffled a little, wiping off her tears and smiling sweetly, "I'm sorry I'm a little overwhelmed right now because im meeting you guys for the first time. It's okay though. How are you both? I hope you're fine. I want to let you know that I am doing fine as well in here. The world isn't too nice. I'm sure you know, you have lived more than I have done. But I assure you that I am okay."

"I have been trying to be live day by day, and I have also been trying to be strong. I wonder what you guys were like. What it would have been like if I had grown up with you and not Mrs. Lee eomma, she wasn't really nice. But at least she gave me shelter and food. I was doing okay back then too. It's okay eomma, appa. I hope you guys aren't too worried about me." She spoke as she tenderly touched their gravestone.

"It has been hard. Very hard. But I am trying. I was stupid to even think I could escape if I die. I am guilty about that. I apologize to you and to my husband, jungkook, for my actions. I have unknowingly hurt you guys. I know you guys must have had big expectations when you gave birth to me, eomma. I'm sorry. Extremely sorry eomma, appa. I may have not done anything in my life til now, but I promise I'll try to live in the rest of the time that is left for me." Her tears were streaming down her eyes by now, but jungkook didn't stop her. He just smiled as he listened to her. He was proud of her.

"I wish to be better. And I will be a better person. I hope you guys will be there with me always as i grow in life. I have skipped and missed out on so many things in life. But I really wish to live a good life now. For my self. For and with my husband. And my future kids. I really hope you'll watch me always. I need your support Eomma. I really wish we could be best friends just like any other mother-daughter. But it's okay. Because this is how it had to be. I do not want to understand but I have to. And I'll force myself to do so." She spoke smiling as she wiped off her tears. She looked at jungkook for a second as he smiled, nodding his head as he encouraged her to let it all out.

She looked back to the grave before speaking,"I know that I am not that best daughter ever, but I hope you can forgive me for my stupidity and take a part in my life. I may sound a little selfish but I hope you can give me some parental love." She giggled a little as she sniffled, "I'll make sure to improve myself and make you guys proud of me. I hope you can love me. I am very proud to be birthed by my eomma, proud to be the daughter of my appa. I hope I can still be your princess appa. I love you guys so much. And I thank you for giving me this life. This life I have neglected since forever, for which I am sorry, I promise I'll try to accept life and myself in every possible situation." she smiled.

"And please forgive me for all the times I have hurt you guys. I trust you with all my heart and I love you guys with all my heart. Please bless Jungkook, please bless me, please bless us. I hope you can accept me and jungkook. I hope you can love us both." She sobbed a little making jungkook to move to her as he gave her a side hug, placing a soft peck on her head he rested his chin on her head.

They placed the flowers on the grave as y/n closed her eyes, resting her head on his chest as he rubbed her arm, "shh It's okay. I'm proud of you. You have been really strong today. Thank you. Im so proud of you as a human." he spoke as she smiled, nodding her head.

She sniffled before looking up at him making him to look down as well, "Should we go back home now?" He asked her as she nodded.

They got up as they bowed to their parents again before smiling at the grave, "We'll come back again soon, eomma, appa." She smiled before walking out of the graveyard.



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