Jungkook looked on the other side of the bed as he found it empty, eyes showing confusion as he soon widen his eyes remembering he had locked y/n in the balcony.

Getting up quickly, he looked down the bag y/n dropped when he was scolding her.

He picked it up as he looked inside to find a packet of sanitary pads.

'Fuck was she on her periods?' He panicked as he quickly put the bag on the drawer and walked toward the balcony.

There she laid pale and white as he saw her shivering on the floor. Lips trembling and looking as if all the colours faded.

Jungkook looked at her figure worriedly as he quickly picked her up in his arms and placed her on the bed, taking a seat beside her and started rubbing her hands, "y/n?" He called her as she kept on trembling.

Quickly getting up from the bed Jungkook closed the curtains before turning on the heater to warm the room.

He walked to the bed and started rubbing her hands again, "Princess. Please open your eyes." his voice came out shaky as he spoke.

He moved his gaze to the clock as he checked the time. It was 4:38 A.M. still a lot of time to call the doctor.

He was confused about what to do. Regret was filling him up as he remembered how she begged him to listen to her. How she tried telling him it was important. How she kept crying but he didn't listened.

"y/n. Please." He trembled in fear as he shook her slightly and continued to rub her hands.

Checking her temperature he once again panicked as he didn't felt her body warming up. She was just as cold as she was when he brought her to the room.

'Fuck you jungkook!' He mumbled to himself before getting up to get a extra blanket.

He placed two blankets over her body as he sat on the other side and started rubbing her hands again.

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Jungkook opened his eyes as he suddenly woke up, feeling pain in his body.

Strechtching his neck he looked down to see his hand on his lap and a blanket on his body.

He saw y/n's back was facing him.

'Did she wake up?' He thought to himself as he peeked in her face but found dried tears with her eyes closed.

She had only a single blanket on her body and the temperature of the heater wasn't high anymore. It was normal enough to warm the room.

He blinked his eyes as he got up ready to take a quick shower since he didn't want it to be  awkward between them. Though as if it wasn't already.

Y/n opened her eyes as she realized that Jungkook had gone to the bathroom first. She was up.

Too scared to face him. Too scared he might hurt her once he knew she was awake. She needed time to prepare herself. To prepare herself for his harsh words. She still hadn't been able to utilize the fact that her mother no longer wants to ever meet her, let alone talk through phone.

Does money really build relationships?

She sighed softly wiping off her tears, as she sat up on the bed. Hissing heard from her mouth softly as she got up. She felt pain in her body. Her body felt numb.

She went stiff as she heard the bathroom door open.

She saw Jungkook coming out of bathroom as he internally panicked seeing y/n up but managed to keep himself composed as he coolly tried to walk to the closet getting his wrist watch.

She gulped before speaking, "Jungkook ssi.." She called him in a whisper as if herself unsure about speaking.

jungkook looked back at her before turning his around and walking toward her. His face showing nothing despite the deep feeling of regretion he felt inside.

Y/n felt fear looking at his face as she thought he would do something once again but to her surprise he just sat beside her.

"Im s-sorry." She whispered, "I kn-know I shou-ldnt g-go out witho-without your pe-permission but I swe-ar it was i-important..." She spoke in stuttered and broken words making Jungkook feel angry at himself.

"I'm sor-ry. P-please for-forgive me. I wanted to... To get your permission first b-but you wer-ent anywhere.." She sobbed looking aside from him.

"I'm sorry I know I shouldnt have locked you out in cold." he spoke lowly, "but I can not just forgive you. I understand you are on y-your days." He cleared his throat as he felt embarassingly for stuttering, "But my enemies are very dangerous. They do not care about family. Unlike me they will involve you if they find you. I.. Um.. I know that you can't send my men out for your womanly stuff but you could send the maids out." He spoke as y/n looked away embarrassed and awkward.

"I am sorry for giving you such punishment when you're already going through a hard time an-" He tried to be gentle but she looked at him.

"do not pity me. If I deserve your punishment then I shall get it despite the fact whether I am already a sufferer or not. I will not be bothering you again. You will not be seeing me going out without your permission again. I have learned my lesson." she spoke trying to sound like a strong women but ended up sounding like a fragile butterfly as she looked at him with teary eyes.

She wanted to scream her heart out. She wanted to tell him that she is so hurt by his actions, but holding herself back she once again buried it inside her heart as she broke a small piece inside her heart once again.

Thinking she had no rights to tell him whether she was hurt or not. 'He wouldn't care anyways would he?' She would say to herself everytime Jungkook hurted her.

"stop thinking like this. You're aren't supposed to be a sufferer nor do you deserve to be punished. I should be more patient and considerate. You're the wife of a Mafia Boss. You're supposed to be punishing people. You deserve to live well, just like any other human." he spoke awkwardly as she looked at him before sighing and looking away as another tear escaped her eye.

"Be a strong women y/n. My power is yours too. That makes you a powerful person. You need to stop thinking of yourself as someone who doesn't belong here. Everyone belongs here. Hold yourself up and tight. Fight for yourself and as your family and support I shall be standing behind you." he spoke as she looked back at him.

"Then should I get mad at you for punishing me for my wrong doing as well?" She asked him as he bite his lip slightly before looking at her.

"You have the right to be mad at me. I may be concerned but my way of showing my concern was wrong. And I am sorry for that because I am not in my right mind when I am angry.." He spoke as she sighed.

"that's fine." She looked away. She felt so helpless, "I'll take a shower.." she spoke quickly getting up and running toward the bathroom.

She didn't want to face Jungkook. She wanted to be alone. She was so scared she would breakdown in front of him. Never had somebody ever said such things to her. Told her that she had rights. That she had power. That they're going to have her back.

She was overwhelmed. She wanted to find love in Jungkook, despite the harsh punishments jungkook sometimes gives her, he also has been really nice with her at some points which no other human has ever done.

She couldn't help but to be a little hopeful as jungkook showed her that he cared. 'Does he really cared' The thought that roamed in her head everytime he showed even a bit of affection.

She had no hard feeling for him even if he punished her because she had seen worse. He had at least cared and showed regret after hurting her but her family had no regret in them. Instead they would show happiness seeing her hurt.

Is she even their real family?

She sighed letting the warm water fall on her soft skin as she felt the warmth and enjoyed it's feeling.

Some little moments of peace and happiness she could get.

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