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Y/N's POV

"So that's the plan, got it?"

Still staring at Jungkook in shock, I slowly tried to process what he had just said.

Is he crazy?

How can he just say that as if it's nothing?

"So you're gonna stay here alone?"

Jungkook stared at me, eyes blanked, he looked annoyed and I don't know but he's been acting super strange lately.

He plays with my feelings, and I just don't know what to do.

Every time his eyes meet mine, my heart seems to skip a beat.

I slowly get used to the feeling, but at the same time, I feel surprised every time again.

"Why do you care? Just do what we told you to do."

His words felt like a knife cutting right through my heart.

"Jungkook! What the hell is wrong with you?!"

Minji stepped out immediately, trying to defend me.

She knows exactly how I feel, hell at this point who doesn't?

It's so obvious to everyone, but myself.

"She worries about you, maybe you can stop acting like an asshole?!"

Jungkook didn't seem to faze, he looked unbothered as if he's used to her scolding him like that.

"Hey! All of you, calm the fuck down! We have more important things to deal with!

Deal with your love life later."

Jimin looked rather exhausted, not even mad.

But who can blame him, who can blame any of them, they have gone through so much and they didn't have a moment of proper rest.

I'm just making everything even worse.

"So as I've said, Jimin will take both of you to a safe place while I handle them.

Okay?"

At the last part of his sentence, his eyes were glued to mine.

Daring me to say something again, even tho I wanted to say something,

To tell him to not do it, to tell him that I worry for him.

I stayed silent.

But I was afraid, even if we have been through so many dangerous situations before, I've never really had the fear I have right now.

The fear of not seeing him again, the fear of losing him.

It's funny how I fear losing someone who is not even mine.

Hearing knocks on the front door, it was all it took for Jungkook to take out his gun.

"Leave now!"

Jimin walked toward the door in the backyard, Minji turned to Jungkook before following Jimin outside.

"You better stay alive, or I'm gonna kill you."

Her eyes were teary as she spoke, I could see how important they were to each other and it warms my heart to see it.

This siblings connection is the one I hope to have with my brother.

"I will, now go."

She nodded before rushing after Jimin.

I turned to look at Jungkook, worry all over my face.

I didn't know what to say.

And then a thought came to my head.

What if this is the last time..?

What if I'm not gonna see him again?

"Jungkook I-"

"Just go, please."

Looking at his face, the tone of his voice, begging me to leave.

I felt my heart shatter, I've never seen or heard him talk like that.

He never talked like that to me.

"Now Y/N, leave!"

I wanted to tell him, I did but....

"Y/N! Come here right now!"

Jimin whisper yelled from the backdoor.

I locked eyes with Jungkook once again, I could feel tears start to form in my eyes making my vision blurry.

Jungkook looked unfazed, but I swear his eyes looked different.

I felt someone pull me out of the house.

Looking to my side I saw Minji.

"Y/N, I know, okay, I do.
But if we don't leave now, they are going to realize quickly that there is a back door here."

I just nodded.

Following Jimin as Minji walked next to me.

We fast walked away from the house.

It was freezing and completely dark at this point.

My heart was aching, I could feel some tears escaping from my eyes, but was quick to wipe them off.

Suddenly hearing gunshots, we all turned toward the house.

The horrible noise echoed in my ears as my heart dropped.

"We need to keep going!"

Jimin yelled now, as he started walking even faster.

We followed him, my heart couldn't calm down.

I just hope he's okay, please.

I wanted to cry so bad, I wanted to let all my fear and frustration out, but I couldn't.

Not now.

Seeing the car in view we all ran toward it.

Jimin got in the driver's seat while I and Minji got in the back.

Jimin started the car, but before he could drive away, I stopped him.

"Wait! What about Jungkook? If we drive away, how can he get away from here too?"

"He'll find a way, okay? I need to keep Minji safe, these people came after her, we have to leave him behind."

My heartbeat rise, I could feel my hands shaking.

I couldn't believe what I was about to say.

"I'm not going."

I didn't wait for an answer, getting out of the car I walked toward Jimin's open window.

I don't know how I got this brave, to be left alone in the dark in the middle of the woods, knowing some really bad people with guns are somewhere deep in these woods.

But because it was him, I felt like I couldn't leave.

I can't leave him.

"Y/N, if he didn't make it, what are you going to do here alone? You do realize that it's dangerous right?"

Fear took over my body, the thought of him being gone, I can't even imagine that.

"He's okay, Jungkook is okay."

It sounded as if I was trying to convince myself rather than to convince Jimin.

"We're leaving, I hope to see the two of you soon."

I wanted to cry, I wanted to tell him to not go, to not leave me here alone, but I couldn't.

I can't leave Jungkook.

I have to be brave for him.

As the car slowly got further away from me, Minji got her head out of the window, tears in her eyes.

"Y/N! I better see you again! Take care of yourself and my brother!"

I just smiled at her, I felt the tears coming back again but tried to hold them in.

I just watched as the car slowly got out of my view.

I then turned toward the direction we were coming from.

The only thing I could was the wind, the noise of the leaves falling on the ground.

If was cold and dark, I could hear my heartbeat loudly beating in my chest as I started walking toward the house.

I'm putting my life at risk, but what do I have to lose..

Jungkook risked his life so many times for me, I've never done the same for him.

It took me around 10 minutes before the house came into view.

It was silent, I couldn't hear anyone, but I was also terrified to get inside.

What if these people are still there?

But what if Jungkook is there?

What if he's hurt?

I took a deep breath before I started walking toward the house.

I walked to the backdoor, my head was pounding, fear taking over my body as I take a deep breath.

I can do it...I can do it.

Do it for Jungkook, think about Jungkook.

I slowly opened the door.

Stepping inside, it was a mess, glass was everywhere, but no one was there.

I walked further in, my legs shaking as I slowly take small steps.

Suddenly I heard a noise from a different room.

My heart dropped.

Is that it?

Am I gonna die?

My body froze as I just watched the door of the room slowly open.

Tears were already escaping my eyes as I tried to stay as quiet as possible.

The door opened completely.

My breath hitched in my throat.

Eyes widen in shock as I take in the sight in front of me.

A breath of relief left my body at the sight of Jungkook.

Not even thinking twice I ran toward him.

Hugging him, clinging to him for dear life.

I tighten my hands around his neck, burying my face in his neck.

I knew he was gonna hate it, so I waited for him to push me away.

But he didn't.

He just stayed still.

But that was enough for me.

I stepped back, looking at him, to see the blood he had on his clothes.

"The blood is-"

"It's not mine."

Again, he's always ahead of me.

Realizing I still had my arms wrapped around his neck, I immediately let go of him and took a step back.

The look in his eyes was something new, he looked mad but there was something more to it this time.

"What are you fucking doing here?"

"I didn't wanna leave you alone so I-"

"Leave me alone? What am I, a child?"

Jungkook's voice was deep, his eyes filled with so much anger.

My heart started beating faster as I tried to remain brave.

"Jungkook, that's not what I meant, I just couldn't leave, knowing you were still here..."

"I've told you, stop it. Don't fall for me."

Is this the time to tell him?

Should I just tell him what I feel?

But what do I even feel?

"Why? Why can't I fall for you?"

Jungkook looked at me, he looked a little taken aback considering how I talk with him.

I was taken aback by myself too.

"You just can't okay? Just don't."

I paused for a second, knowing that what I'm gonna say next will change everything.

"What if I... already fell for you?"

I looked up to meet his eyes, just as I expected he looked taken aback.

He took one step closer to me, one of his hands went to cup my face.

I felt tingles where he touched me.

My heartbeat rise as I felt my whole body shivering.

His face got even closer to mine.

"You can't Y/N, it's complicated."

I've never felt like this before, and this moment is all it took for me to realize how hard I have fallen for him.

So that's how it feels like.

"Jungkook, please let me fall for you."

He looked serious, but his eyes looked a little softer.

"Y/N...you can't do this to me."

"What do you mea-"

His lips were in instant on mine.

He was kissing me.

My heart was beating so loudly that I was sure he heard it too.

Closing my eyes, I responded to his kiss, not sure what I was doing.

But I couldn't help but feel butterflies in my stomach, I felt happy.

Jungkook broke the kiss, still holding me close, his eyes looked into mine.

"You have to give up a lot to be with me.

You'll need to hear a lot of things that might be too much for you.

I carry a lot of baggage Y/N."

I softly smiled at him.

"I'm ready to accept all of that."

"If you say that now, I may not let you go."

I couldn't believe any of it, it must.be a dream right?

But it's not...

It's real.

Or is it?

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A/N

You may find mistakes but I really wanted to update today haha.

Not the best chapter I've wrote but still, hope you liked it.

What do you guys think?
Is it real or...

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