(It's fluff... AND THEN ANGST Muhahahaha. Also trigger warning mentions of suicide, you've been warned.)

Cross' POV:
I was laying in bed. Why was I laying in bed? And I felt sad? But why? I don't know.
''Hey Cross you ok?'' Nightmare asked. He was laying in bed with me. It made sense since we were a couple for quite some time but still something seamed off...

''I don't really know Nighty I just feel like something isn't right. I just can't put my finger on it.'' I said.
''Well if that's the case it's probably not important.'' he's confidence almost convinced me. Almost.

''Yeah... you're probably right.''
'' *sigh* You wanna cuddle and forget about it?'' he asked.
''Yes please.'' he pulled me into a tight hug. My head in his neck, his on top of mine our legs tangled together.

As we cuddled time seamed to stop. It was like we could be there for eternity, not that I minded.

But...

All good things come to end don't they?

I woke up, curled up into a ball hugging Nightmare's hoodie tightly. Oh... that's why something felt wrong...

He's dead.

It was just a dream...

He's dead...

Why am I alive then?

Wait I remember the others won't let me... they stopped me from suicide many times, they force fead me so I won't starve.

I don't know why they do this. I don't have anything to keep living for, so why won't they just let me die?

And then there's Dream, he feels bad for me that's why he keeps on giving me these dreams. Why can't he understand that it just makes it worse. To think everything is fine, that he's alive, only to wake up and be crushed by the truth.

THAT HE'S NOT, AND HE WON'T EVER BE AGAIN.

I just want to die and be with him.

Why can't they understand?

I'm tired of crying.

Tired of living...

Maybe I'll go to sleep, just to see him, even if it's fake.

When I wake up I'll try again with my plan with being with him again.

Forever this time.

'Yeah that sounds nice.' I thought as I fell back asleep.

FOREVER THIS TIME.

Not all stories have happy endings.