This poem is about a girl who got raped and the hurt and torture she faces after.  I hope you like it

No one thinks its easy because its not
When you were raped you face a lot
The trauma, the flash backs,  the broken heart
The knowing that maybe the ones who did it may never be caught
The pain is endless and truly heart breaking
When it continues, its my life I think of ending
The sleeping pills that I get dont really help
But of course they help me take a nap
But everytime i sleep, that day plays like a movie
Everytime i close my eyes the nightmares haunt me
The thought of anyone touching me,  brings tears to my eyes
Is it wrong that i cry
Is it wrong if I want to die
Is it wrong that  i crumble in fear
Is it wrong if I feel like no one cares
Everytime i enter a dream
I hear my screams
And see the man's grin
And still feel disgust in the parts of my body he has seen
I see his smile before he says
"Your life  will never be the same again" then walks away