Youve been crying for what feels like 10 minutes. While you were crying you didnt feel anything. Youve been depressed all day but you just didnt have any tears to cry; when finally you do. The flood gates open. You cry for soo long. You cry so much. You just cant stop. You didnt feel anything though. You felt soo numb. You were just crying. There was no reason for it either. Once you finished crying you grab your razor. You still cant feel anything. You cut yourself so that you can feel. So that you actually feel something. Sometimes people wish to not feel anything, but when you do feel nothing you want to feel something. Its weird isnt it?