Its times like these when it hit hurts the most. Nothing is there to stop it. Nothing is there to distract you. Its the time where it hurts the most. Youre thinking of everything. It just hurts sooo much. You wonder why youre hanging on to him even though you mean nothing to him. You wonder why you get attached soo easily. You wonder why you give everything a chance even though it's gonna hurt you. You wonder about soo many things that you're crying your eyes out. Pulling your hair, screaming into your pillow; just letting all the anger and saddness overcome you. Youre in soo much pain and anguish you just wish that sleep would take you so that you won't be in soo much pain.