"A-actually I saw your notes and I liked them" he stuttered, "would you mind sharing them?" He asked me as he was staring at the ground.

"Okay, but only if you come with me" I said nervously. I just hope he doesn't take it any wrong way. He chuckled, "what do you mean Preshtha" he asked me.

I slapped myself mentally because probably he took it in a wrong way, "umm, my mom wants to give you treat as you helped me get into the hospital" I said, "basically she wants to honour, please don't say no" I frowned after requesting him.

He walked towards the desk and sat on it, note: only we both are there in the classroom right now. "Okay, deal" he smiled at me.

"Deal" I happily said as a cheerful side of me awakened.

"What about the notes?" He asked.

"You are coming to my place, so I'll give my notes there. What's say?"

"Sounds good" he said and headed out of the classroom. I smiled to myself as I made, Rudra come at my home. Yay

I was feeling hungry as my stomach growled. I head towards the canteen to order some snacks for me. As I was sitting and scrolling through my Instagram and listening to songs. I felt someone tap my shoulder.  When I saw who it was...

It was Kiara Pandey. Why does she wants to talk to me? I had a question mark on my face. To my curiosity, I raised an eyebrow as she took a seat in front of my chair.

"Preshtha right?" She asked as if she was frustrated by my presence. I nodded in response. My gut feeling was already telling me to keep this conversation short and simple because Kiara is not someone I would like to be around. Atleast, for now.

"Stay away from Rudra" she said and my mouth hung open there and then. I didn't ever talked to him much it's just yesterday's incident that made me talk to him so much. Is she thinking that I'm getting close to Rudra? But why would she, she is already a diva queen of the college and what not.

"What are you talking about?" I asked her politely.

"Don't act as if you don't know anything, Prerna ugh whatever it is" this time she was saying words with hatred. All this while I've been staying silent but I won't now. Staying silent doesn't mean I don't want to say anything. I took a long breathe to take in the energy to shout at this shit piece of diva.

"Don't talk to me unless and until you don't learn my name properly" I said, "and why the hell shall I stay away from Rudra huh? You are no more his girlfriend, so I recommend you to stay away from him"  I gasped as I finally stopped shouting at her. This time she seemed very angry so she came near me and held my collar tightly. "I said what I said, otherwise you have to bare the consequences" she eyed me from eye to toe and then said "Fatso Preshtha"

"Girl with buttock augmentation" I muttered

"Shutup" I heard from her

"Of course Kiara, I will shutup, because I just told you the truth" I blinked my yes in innocence looking at her.

"You will play the prize, Prerna "

"Preshtha, it is babe" I winked at her

As she heard this, she left the place feeling embarrassed. It made all the students and non teaching staff stare at me and probably some of them have even recorded the whole scene which was just created. I took my bag and immediately rushed towards my car.

I feel humiliated. I feel fuc*ed up.

I reached my home, the whole ride I was staying strong to hold my tears back. To stop myself from crying, why is that everyone in this world just identifies me as a 'fat girl' and not as 'Preshtha Mohite'. Why no one knows ne for the things I paint, sing dance & bake. Why is that my personality is just related to fatness and not to my goodness...

And by thinking this way, few more tears leaked from my eyes, reliefing the pain. I took a heavy gasp and let out a small scream.

I got up and head towards the kitchen to get myself a tub of ice cream. I don't care, I want to eat and I'll watch movies for the next seven-eight hours.

I don't know all my life I felt as if I'm not needed by anyone, they just looked at me and probably thought oh she is fat so it's not fun to be friends with her and they chose to bully me, just like how it happened before an hour or two

That's why I just have Ridhima and Ragini as my friends. They are my biggest supporters and I like them so much, without them I would have been just a depressed person with no reason to live. Indeed, I'd be a living corpse

I came out of my thoughts and decide to watch, To All the boys I've loved before. It's a perfect movie, I sometimes feel like I'm lara jean because mine and her personality are so similar. She is a introvert, likes to stay cozy. Wants to stay like a little girl, but there is a BUT, She has a boyfriend which I would never have because no one would like to be surrounded by me, but that doesn't make any difference or does it?

I started watching the movie and I was literally amazed at the things peter kavinsky did for lara Jean. I mean they are perfect. They are the couple I admire the most after my mom and dad, because it's so rare to find a love like that.

I smiled to myself and kept watching these two love birds falling in love.