Tatiana Kamerie

"What's with the big smile and that eyes??" Crystal asked and I chuckled.

"Nothing.. so I miss you!" I hugged her and she hugged me back tightly.

"Happy birthday gurl." She said as she gave me a black paper bag.

"Thankyou!" I said and gestured me to open it. I opened the paper back and my eyes widen. I looked at the Crystal with a really spechless expression because she bought me a purse that I've been wanting for 2 months.

"So.. how's LA? Lucas told me that Andre went to LA with you." Crystal smirked.

"Yeah.. He's amazing."

"How amazing? Amazing in bed?" Crystal smirked more and blinked her eyes like a crazy woman.

"Uhmm.. we.. kinda.."

"What? What? He's bad in bed?" She asked loudly and I smacked her thigh making her shut up. I looked around completey embarassed. She laughed her ass off.

"We never do that." I said and Crystal stopped laughing that second.

"What?!" She whispered.

"We never do that, Crystal." I said and she looked at me disbelief.

"We just got close not long ago and besides I don't want to rush our relationship."

"What's with that look and that face?" She asked and I raised my eyebrows. Her eyes widen and she closed her mouth.

"Do you love him?"

"Am I that invisible?" I asked.

"Your eyes.." She said and I sighed.

"He's just so unpredictable. He took care of me and surprise me in a crazy way. I'm just so happy to be with him." I said and I found myself smiling just to think about the moments that we spent together.

"You really like him huh?"

"I don't need the like term.. I jump right on the love. The feeling of it is really amazing. The butterflies in my stomach, my crazy heartbeat and how my body always heat up when he hugs and cuddles me. I thought I loved Eric but no.. I don't love him." I said as I moved my straw.

"I know that feeling so well. It's good then.. I'm glad that you're happy now."

"But sometimes.. I still don't understand why Deandre set Eric up. I mean.. I kinda still hate him for that but on the other side I love how it turns out now." I said as I looked at Crystal again.

"For me.. everything happens for a reason. You can't predict anything.. all you can do is just let it flow." She said and I smiled.

"Thankyou, C."

"Welcome, T." After that, we talked about a lot of things for hours. After 4 hours talking and catching up, she has to go because she has a family dinner to attend. I hugged and thanked her one last time and she left. I decided to go around the mall before going home.

Some fans asked to take a photo together and I will be glad to do that. After that I went to the toilet to do my business. I walked out and walked into a work attire store. I looked around and found a really beautiful dark red tie. I bought it right away and planned to give it to Deandre as soon as I arrive home.

Speaking of Deandre.. let's call him.

"Hey."

"Where are you?" I asked.

"Office.. Will come home late." He answered.

"Oh.. have you eat dinner?"

"Yes."

"Oh okay then.. I'll see you at home." I said and he ended the call. After we spent time in LA, he kinda change. He's not that cold to me but still a little bit awkward when it's just the 2 of us. Maybe he's still not used to this. I'm okay with it.. I mean people can't change drasticly in one day.

Suddenly my phone rang and it's Deandre. I raised my eyebrows seeing his name. I picked up the call.

"Is everything okay?"

"I will go to London tonight until next week." He said and suddenly my mood dropped.

"Oh." That's the only word that came out from my mouth.

"Okay." He said and ended the call. I was expecting him to say 'I will come home early today' or 'Have you eat dinner?' or 'You can come to my office' but he's just telling me that he will be gone until next week.

I looked at the tie that I bought.. I sighed.

"Well.. I guess you will meet your owner next week." I said and I went home. Little that I know.. Deandre kept having this work outside of America for more than a month. He never call me.. not even once. I tried to call him but he will text me that he's on a meeting.

I felt a little bit distant after a month not seeing him and talk to him. I miss him. The house feels so empty.. not only the house but my heart and my soul. I miss him so bad but I don't want to be so clingy by asking him to come home.

Since I have no work and Deandre's not here.. I decided to tidy up the room. I started from the closet, I put his clothes neatly and then mine. I washed the bathroom and wiped the big mirror in the bathroom. I changed the sheet and everything. I know that we have a maid to do that but I'm bored and not doing anything.

I cleaned his drawers and after that I stared to clean mine. I pulled out the drawer beside my side of the bed. My eyes landed on the USB that Eric gave me for the evidence that Deandre set him up. I looked at it and became so.. curious. I never see it actually.. I just trust Eric for it.

Should I watch it? Should I not?

Deep down in my heart, I don't want to watch it because I might hate Deandre again. I did say that I love how it turns out now but some parts of me.. so curious about it.

Should I watch it?