That night
I was in me and Kai's room, we had only decided to 'move in' a couple weeks ago, but since Alex came I'd slept in my old room.
I heard footsteps near by and soon after a knock on the door.
"Can I come in?" He asked.
"It's your room" I answered coldly, we had made up but their was still some bitterness in the air.

"Our room" he pointed out as he placed his hands on my shoulders from behind.
"How about we break in the bed?" He whispered in my ear. It felt like an eternity since we had done anything, apparently the first time after the mating is finished is heavenly, because you know exactly what the other person is feeling and thinking, you know exactly how to meet their every desire.

Mind you, their is a way to put a wall up, it's exactly what I'm doing right now, if we could read into each other at every moment then where would be the mystery? The fun?

"Is that a yes?" He chuckled I could sense him smirking.
I turned around and knotted my arms around his neck, we were so close I could smell the sharp fragrance of his cologne, then his tongue was in my mouth.
I felt complete and free as his warm mouth danced on mine.
My arms released from his neck moving down his thick shoulders and along his arms, all the way down to unbuckle his belt.

The night was a joyous blur, within the blink of an eye his naked body was against mine.
Hunger and desire had enveloped us, all we wanted was each other and nothing more.
His hands trailed up and down my body, feeling, touching...kissing every crevice.

My legs were wrapped tightly around his toned waist as he moved his hips harmoniously with mine, a moan escaped my lips, the faster and harder it became the more difficult it was to keep quiet, which he didn't seem to mind. Our eye contact never broke, we were both completely aware throughout, aware of how the other was feeling, it was satisfying watching his forehead crinkle as he frowned trying to keep his groans from escaping.

My claws dug into his flesh as we climaxed leaving fresh wounds on his back.
He fell harshly by my side, leaving us both panting and gasping for air.

Fear came over me as our eyes met, the fear that the desire between us would never end, I craved him every second of every day no matter the time or place, but what if something happened? And I was left all alone, forever desiring something that I'd never have again.

I'm not used to stability, or love, I'm used to things constantly being taken away from me and I can't help but feel like this thing was going to be snatched away soon as-well.
"What a beauty" he chuckled as he played with a strand of my hair.
"Tell me something I don't know" I grinned obnoxiously.
"Never change" he smiled as he left a passionate kiss on my lips.
Love is a funny thing, it creeps up unexpectedly and eats you from the inside, but honestly I don't think I mind very much.