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He likes Ellie now.

For real?

It's been a week, Sam's recovering and our little group has not been hanging out as often as we promised his parents.

Well, I haven't been hanging out with the group especially.

I've been trying to take my mind off things, and everyone. Ellie told me that the lawsuit is going to be in two weeks so I'm already preparing to flee the country in case they pull me back in.

Kidding.

I'm already thinking of going to Kansas to visit once more before I finally enroll to UCLA but I rather do that more by August so I'm not sure what I want to do. Maybe take a little vacation by myself to go see some other Youtuber friends? I don't know.

Now, if you're wondering on why I've been isolating myself from all human contact as much as possible, my brain is still wrapped around the fact that he likes her.

You know who I'm talking about.

I'm getting that weird feeling again that made me want to just lie down on my bed and listen to music for eternities on end, just waiting for death.

Dark, emo, whatever fuck me. I just hate being so lost.

A knock sounds on my apartment door.

"Open up, its Cooolby."

I sigh, heaving myself off my couch and walking to open the door.

I swing it open to see Colby with two tickets in his hand.

"Hey Ash!" He beams, excitedly.

"Colby," I nod warmly. "Uh, looking for Ellie?"

"Nope," He says, popping out the P and inviting himself into my apartment.

"Okay... then what's up?" I ask suspiciously, stepping out his way and closing the door slowly behind him.

"Guess what these tickets are?"

"What?" I ask, curious.

"Two tickets to see American Assassin, featuring Dylan O'Brien. You're welcome," He boasts, waving them in my face.

"Yo... no way," I gasp, "I LOVE DYLAN OBRIEN. HE IS MY HUSBAND."

"Yep, and who got these tickets again?" He questions, wanting a thank you.

"You... thank you, Colberity," I sigh, staring at the tickets in his hand.

"Anything for this girl who has been isolating herself from society," he chuckles.

"Stop teasing me! You've done a trash job at trying to help me figure out my feeling..." I sigh, "The feeling came back."

He nods, "Yeah, okay and I promised I'd help you and I am doing that now."

I raise an eyebrow, "Is that why you're here showing up for me and not Ellie?"

"Well duh, why else do you think I got movie tickets to your favorite actor's new movie, does American Assassin sound like Ellie's type of movie?" He chuckles, handing me the tickets.

"Okay. Yo. I am already so excited." I state, "Tickets don't even go on sale yet until the day before next Friday when you buy them at the door... and the door always has a huge long ass line for tickets. How'd you get these!"

He shrugs, "I know a friend who knows a friend who knows a brother who knows a dog who knows someone's cat who knows an uncle who knows a turtle walker who works for the owner of the movie theater."

"Seriously?"

"No, lol I just know a friend who knows the owner of the movie theater."

I mumble, "The first story was cooler."

"Hey, at least I got you these exclusive pieces of tiny paper that will make you see Dylan O'Brien on the big screen!" He exclaims.

I nod, "Thank youuu, Colbs."

He comes over to give me a hug and I hug back tightly, my head cuddled into his chest.

"Don't think I forgot about our deal. I'll help you figure out this lost feeling you have and why you're having it," He sincerely whispers in my ear.

I smile, "Thank you."

"So the movies next Friday night, you ready?" He asks, still holding onto my waist but looking on me.

I look up and squeal, "OF COURSE, IT'S DYLAN O'BRIEN! AHHH!"

"Damn wish you were saying OF COURSE, IT'S COLBY BROCK INSTEAD," He mimics like a fangirl.

"In your dreams."

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Ha, a week later and now I am editing this week's video for my channel, Ellie comes in and plops beside me on my bed.

"I heard you're going to see American Assassin!" She smiles, bouncing up and down.

I take out my earbuds and nod slowly and confused, "You heard right."

"You're not excited?" She asks.

She's not mad I'm going to a movie with her boyfriend?

"I am... should I?" I laugh, nervously.

"Well yeah! Dylan O'Brien is the best, it's so sweet Sam's taking you. I know you two haven't really been on the best of terms...but when I heard he offered to take you to see American Assassin, I couldn't help to think that #Sashlyn was rekindling," She grins, sweetly.

Colby you fucker. You lied to innocent ol' Elizabeth Parker.

"Right... Sam's taking me," I half smile.

"He asked you last week, right?" She asks excitedly.

"Yep. Last week. Sam asked me," I reply.

"Well it sounds like so much fun!"

"Yep, fun!" I say as enthusiastically as I can.

"And you guys are going on a date?" She asks, now suspicious of me.

"I think so..." I nod, fake smiling.

"You don't sound excited at fucking all, what's wrong?" She asks, seriously.

You're boyfriend is a big fat liar.

I sigh, "Oh nothing, I'm just worried for tomorrow, I don't know what to wear to this type of thing."

Lies.

"Choose something from my wardrobe, #Sashlyn is starting up again!" She cheers.

I smile, "Let's see."

"Kay well I'm going to go out with Griffin and Carrington, wanna come?" She asks, beginning to walk out the door.

"Ah can't I have to finish working," I reply, sadly.

"Okay. Well I'll just wait for you when you're done and we can go hang out with them after," she suggests kindly.

"Nah, go have fun, don't let me drag you down, I'll chill," I retort.

"You sure?"

"Yes, go do you boo."

"Alright, I'll catch ya later," She waves leaving.

"Bye!" I smile, waving her away.

She left and now I have some unfinished business to attend.

Colby Brock, you're suppose to help me with my feeling. Not ditching me for Ellie and replacing yourself with Sam, who happens to still be injured. Yeah he can walk okay with crutches but no, the crippled should not go on dates in the replacement of you.

You are who I was wanting to tell my problems to.

You are who I was wanting to talk to you.

You are who I was wanting to share a part of to.

You are who I was looking forward to.

I know, "Ashlyn it's just a movie."

But that was just the place, the place where I was going to be able to be in his presence without any bad intentions and he just ditched me.

I get up from my spot and exit my apartment to knock on the guys' door.

I tap my foot anxiously waiting for someone's arrival.

Seconds going by until the door swings open.

"Hey Ash."

I nod, "Sam."

"What are you doing here? I haven't seen you in a while," He says, on crutches.

"Yeah, I haven't. I'm glad you're out of the wheelchair though," I reply, sincerely.

"Thanks, so what's up?" Sam asks.

"Did Colby tell you you're coming to see a movie with me tomorrow?" I say flat out, now becoming annoyed once again.

"Colby said I was coming to see a movie with you?" He questions as surprised as I was before.

"Yeah! He told me he and I were going to see a movie but then Ellie came in just now saying that she heard him say that you and I are going to go see the movie!" I explain.

"Is it a good movie?"

"Yes, American Assassin! But anyways you're just hearing this now?"

"Uh yeah, but if Colby can't come, I'll go with you no problem," He offers.

I sigh, "Sam, I wouldn't want to make you crutch your way into the theater."

"Wheelchair me in. If Colby isn't going to be there like he said he would, don't go alone and wheel me in," Sam states.

I half smile, "Alright, okay Sam."

"So are you going to go talk to him now?" He asks.

"Yeah, I was planning to but by the looks of it, he isn't here."

"Yeah, he's out with Brennen but he will be here soon in like an hour or so," He replies.

I nod, "Okay, thanks man."

"Yeah, I'll see you later for the movie tomorrow," He smiles.

"Bye!" I turn away and walk into my apartment.

Playing the waiting game is just so much fun. At least when I go with Sam to the movie, I won't be as annoyed as I should because by the looks of it, Sam's not being a bitch.

Thank god.

/////

It's been about three hours and I've been checking the hallway to see if Colby is here every now and then and he still hasn't shown his face.

Boi, what are you doing with Brennen.

*Cough* #Brolby.

I have gotten so bored and I finished editing like two weeks worth of videos. I'm back to eating cereal.

I should really go to the grocery store.

But I'm waiting for Colby.

Screw Colby.

I grab my car keys and open my apartment door and walk down the hallway.

As I reach the end and press the elevator button, I cross my arms, waiting for the door to open.

Can the elevator go any slower?

I text Ellie to ask if she needs anything.

A: Heyo going to Target. Want stuff?

E: I'm good thx tho

A: u sure? We only got cereal and we need to save money on foodz

E: McDonald's exists 4 a reason

A: fatty

E: i have no shame

A: lmao I'm getting food srsly what u want

E: lots of hot pockets and ramen thx

A: kk sounds gourmet

E: u kno it

I then hear a ding and look up from my phone. The doors open.

Colby appears, not noticing my now sudden angered expression as he is texting on his phone.

He looks up and his eyes go wide.

"WRONG FLOOR, HEH," And pushes the close door button.

My anger takes the best of me and I stop the door from closing and run in, pulling his body away from the door close button. He tries to pull away but I hug onto his waist from leaving.

"Cole Robert Brock! You've been avoiding me!" I yell as he struggles from my grip.

"I haven't!"

"You're a dumbass!"

"Am not!"

"And you're a big fat liar!"

"Ashlyn! Let go!"

The door begins to close.

"AH don't close, no no no no no no!" Colby shouts at the elevator as if it would listen to him.

Once it finally closed, I let go. Colby backed up into the wall across from me.

"You dick, you're ditching me?" I finally question.

"I'm sorry, but Ellie wants to hang out and go to the zoo!" He exasperates, "I wanna see the KOALAS!"

"That is the lamest excuse, what's the real reason you agreed on going to the zoo with Ellie when you already knew you and I had plans to see American Assassin?" I accuse.

He sighs, "Well Ellie does happen to be my girlfriend."

"And I happen to be your friend! You're suppose to help me with my feeling, ya know... give me some therapy session, something that will help me with this REALLY STUPID situation," I groan.

He begins, "I know, but I already said yes to her and she just happens to be at a high level of importance to me."

I scrunch my face in disbelief, what did he just say!

"And I'm not?"

The elevator dings again and the doors slide open.

A random dude looks at us arguing and I automatically hop off the elevator in annoyance.

"I'll see you later, Brock."

The doors close.
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Thanks for reading boooooiz
Okay yeah idk why I suck but I do and I try so hard to update GAH I'm the worst sorry!!! The story shall continue however:) thanks all for actually enjoying this shit story ahhaha.

Now let me explain this story. So IM ON CRUTCHES WHAT FUN. I was on my way speeding down the field with the ball like the flash and then I turn, SNAP, and I fall to the ground. I try to walk but nope I'm down on the field instead. I sprained my foot during a soccer game. Not my ankle. MY FOOT. Everyone's like u sprained ur ankle and I'm like lol no my foot dumbass listen to me jeez. I missed a day of school, on Tuesday and it happened Monday night at our schools rival Turf field. Yea know turfs... fake ass grass and no dirt but lil rocks ok yeah. That soccer ball moved fast man. FAST. We lost but we got McDonald's after and my foot hurt like hell. I didn't cry tho thankfully. Two coaches lifted me up like a queen back to the bench and I was like FUCK IN HEAVY IM SORRY HA. But when I was out of school, I went to the doctor, radiology for an x Ray, got crutches, Dunkin' Donuts for that GOOD ASS CROISSANT SANDWICH YAS, and then finally got MY FIRST PHONE YES I HAVE THE IPHONE 8 WOO being injured has its ways. Then when I went to school, about a bagillion people asked me what happened and to feel better and so yeah I was known and Caitlin the Crippled but today is now Saturday and I can WALK ISH YAY. So yeah I've been pretty busy and stupid lolz. I'm so happy I can finally update for you beautiful people:)

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