TWENTY-SEVEN.

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i told this nigga stop texting me and he really did y'all i—

(excuse all mistakes.)

Compton, California 📍

Vadah Avani Parker | Buddha

^ aubrielle

i think in ah earlier chapter, i said tonio's bby mama's name was jy'tavia and honestly idk wtf i was thinking. aubrielle. aubrielle is her name.

"Girl if you call that man one more damn time."

"Aub I just want some dick."

"It ain't nothing to hit up Spencer's." She shrugged before we both bust out laughing.

Aubrielle was really cool. I was sitting at home, waking up from my weed coma when she called me.

And it wasn't for Tiggy. Even though he wanted to talk to me too. It was for me.

She was genuinely concerned with how I had been doing and she asked me if I wanted to hang with her. So of course I did. I was lonely with no one to talk to.

Besides Chauncey and Squirrel. They were so annoying at times but I loved them. They brought nothing but good vibes.

"Aubbbb." I whined laying back on her bed.

"Buddhaaaa."

"Let's go to a party."

"Girl what?" She damn near broke her neck looking over at me. "Ion even go out like that."

"Me neither but I feel like shaking my ass." I frowned.

"I just feel like you showing out." She shook her head.

"That's what Kamiri's been doing. All on Instagram showing the fuck out. I wanna show out too."

"Girl you been watching the story too? You can't be doing that."

"Why?" I frowned.

"You making yourself too vulnerable to him and honestly I hate to see it." She shook her head. "You making him think you can't live without him and you can."

"But I miss him. I used to be with him everyday, and sometimes I just wanna see if he's okay."

"Has he ever tried to see if you were okay?" She asked and that right there was enough to make me think.

"No." I felt myself start to get sad.

"When's the last time you cried?

"Yesterday." I admitted.

"You haven't cried at all today?" I shook my head no.

"Period, you almost there." She patted my shoulder.

"I don't wanna be almost there." I pouted.

"Sis." She bust out laughing.

"Aub I need advice, I don't know what to doooo and I'm about to cry." I fanned my face.

"Girl let me tell you a lil something bout me."

"Antonio and KB are alike. Not in many ways, but in some ways." She started off. "For one, they don't come from the same background. KB has abandonment issues and I'm pretty sure the whole damn westside can see that. Antonio had his mean ass mother to guide him on how to treat a lady, how to come about your feelings and etcetera. KB had to basically teach himself. It was always him for himself."

"They're alike cause both of them niggas rude as hell and they not gone play bout us."

"Period." I chuckled.

"Believe it or not, me and you got some shit in common too. We're both very introverted, we don't be going out like that, mfs barely know us. Only difference is, imma talk my shit. You got a lil slick mouth but won't nobody know unless they actually hold a conversation with you."

"When I first met Antonio, he was being rude as hell for no damn reason. I was quiet, sitting in the garage close to my sister and one of his homeboys, I think Freaky was like 'where the hoes at?' and Tonio nodded over at my sister and I. Girl I'll never forget I spazzed on him so decent cause boy don't fucking play with me."

"Fast forward a couple years later you the mother of his child." I joked.

"Chilllll." She bust out laughing. "But no seriously, I honestly think that taught him how to treat me. Talk to me nice. Don't fucking disrespect me, period. Once he found out shit wasn't sweet, he didn't let up on ya girl."

"So when I finally gave his big head ass a chance, he acted as if he didn't want me. Like why do all that to get me and act like ian even here when I'm tryna give you my all?"

I nodded in agreement because Kamiri did that sometimes. Niggas be weirdos.

"I'm tryna say we're alike because he was fighting his own demons and when we met, we were both still in school. So of course me being me, I was helping with his homework, teaching him things he didn't understand, sucking his dick, when he had tests I would help him study. You know just tutoring him so you'd see a difference in his academics."

"I like how you just threw that in there." We bust out laughing.

"No but really, I was there for him through whatever. What I didn't know was that he had just gotten out of a relationship and that bitch broke him." She nodded. "So he was soooo scared to give me his all because he thought I'd do the same. So you know what he did bitch?"

"What?"

"He ran. He cut me off completely and just stopped talking to me. And when I tell you that shit hurt. Like I've been here for you since day one. I've not once ever gave you a reason to believe I'd do you like that, and you just up and leave like that."

"Exactly." I clapped.

"I was doing what you doing. Crying my damn eyes out. Wondering what the hell I did wrong. So I'm not telling you you're wrong for feeling the way you feel. It's okay to cry baby. Let it all out. All you doing is acknowledging your feelings. But you gotta give him time too. Cause once I got done crying, I gave him time and he eventually came around."

"When the hell is eventually? Time don't wait on nobody, I'm horny." I frowned making her bust out laughing.

"It wasn't a long time girl. You gotta understand who you dealing with though. You know yo nigga better than anybody. He stubborn as hell so it might take him a minute but you got this. Better be DJ D-Wreck on yo shit." She joked.

"Aub!" I widened my eyes as we both bust out laughing.

"Aub what the hell are you doing?" I was dead as hell.

"Im tryna do that shit the Florida hoes be doing." She was damn near on her ankles, moving left to right.

"You better scrubbbbbb!" I gassed, recording her.

"Mommy what are you doing?" Tiggy scrunched his face up ay Aub.

"Oh hey baby." She fell backwards and started crawling towards him. "You woke?"

"Yesss." He giggled as she picked him up and kissed all over his face. "I so hungwy now."

"What you wanna eat?" She bounced him on her side.

"ABC's!" He exclaimed and she looked over at me. "Im bout to go make him a Chef Boyardee. You can come in here and make something to eat if you hungry."

"Alright. Thanks." I nodded before looking down at my phone when it pinged.

kamiri. loved 'here if you need me.. 💙'

My eyes bugged and I started breathing hella fast. "Aub! Aub!"

I rushed to my feet and damn near did the Cupid Shuffle to the kitchen.

"What happened?" She looked startled when I pushed my phone in her face.

Her expression quickly dropped and she mugged me. "Girl bye. I almost dropped my damn baby fuckin round witchu."

"Don't cuss Mommy." Tiggy popped her lips.

"Like you don't be cussing like you grown." I squinted my eyes at him making him giggle.

"Leave my baby alone. I won't cuss no more papa."

"Aubbbb what should I doooo?" I leaned against the counter, staring down at the notification.

"He didn't text you?"

"No he just reacted to my text."

"What can you do? Ion think you should text him cause what if he don't text back? It's gone look like you talking to yourself."

I frowned feeling myself about to cry.

"Maybe this him coming around Buddha. Now you know for sure that he sees everything. Just wait it out. Thats all you can do." She spoke as she took the Chef Boyardee out of the microwave.

Nodding, I started to make my way out of the kitchen and back to the Aub's room.

So many thoughts were running through my mind but one of them just kept nagging me.

call him.

call him.

call him.

I know Aub said to give it time but a bitch hard-headed.

This why you can't tell nobody shit bout what to do with they nigga. They gone do what they wanna do anyways.

kamiri.
FaceTime...

It rung and rung, and I waited for him to answer. After a while I just got discouraged and went to hang up.

kamiri.
Connecting...

"Ohhhh bitchhhh!" I got excited. I sat up straight and checked my face, making sure I looked right.

When it finally connected, we just stared at eachother in silence. I figured he wasn't gonna say anything and why would I just stare at him when this what I been waiting for?

"Hey." I tried to play off how excited I was. My heart was beating so fast.

"Wassup?" He arched his eyebrow.

"Nothing. How are you?"

"Straight. How you? How you feeling? Everything good withchu?"

no.

"Yes. You ate today?" I asked off instinct.

I watched as the corners of his mouth almost turned up into a smile but he quickly dropped it making me frown.

like boy stop, you know you wanna smile.

"Yeah I ate."

"What?"

"French fries."

my baby love him some french fries.

"That's all?" I raised my eyebrow.

"That's all I was hungry for. I'm good though I promise."

"Okay okay." I nodded tryna think of something to say to him.

It was like all this time, I had so much words for him and now here we are on the phone and I'm speechless.

"I miss you." I spoke barely above a whisper.

"I miss you too." He nodded, pursing his lips.

Instantly I started to get emotional. "So why can't we just get back together? We miss eachother and it's not fair."

"Pea—"

"If you're gonna tell me something I don't wanna hear, don't even bother saying the shit." I started to get mad.

"Let me just get all this shit situated and I gotchu mama."

"Get all what situated? Kamiri I'm so confused about everything that's going on I just—"

"Peanut I just need time. I already brought you in this shit and mfs want yo head. Let me sort this shit out so we can be straight. Can you let me do that?"

"But—

"Vadah." He cut me off. He didn't call me Peanut so I knew he was serious.

"You so dumb. You can at least talk to her everyday all while sorting everything out." I heard what sounded like a females voice.

"Who is that?" I scrunched up my face instantly getting mad. "That's why you acting like that? You with a bitch?"

"Woahhhh, chill out it ain't even nothing like that." He widened his eyes.

"Oop I gotchu in trouble?" The female laughed.

"Really Kamiri? It ain't been nothing but three days." You know that feeling you get in your chest when something really hurts? Like you actually feel it?

"Vadah I swear on hood it ain't like that baby." It sounded like he was getting up. "Where you at?"

"Leave me alone bruh." I shook my head, and hung up without even thinking.

"Fucckkkk." I tilted my head towards the ceiling trying to stop myself from crying but of course that didn't work. The tears fell uncontrollably as I thought of all the possible things he could've been doing while we weren't talking.

Was he with another bitch? How many different girls? Was he fucking them bitches?

"Let me find out." I chuckled angrily wiping my tears. "I'll kill his ass."

"Yes Papa we're gonna watch Coco now." I heard Aub's voice.

"We watch it with Booba?"

"Yup! We gone watch it with Buddda. Buddh— Woaah, you good? Why you crying?"

She rushed to my side and looked me in my face. "What happened?"

I continued to cry silently, not being able to speak. I was at a loss for words and I felt this pain in my chest that wouldn't go away.

My phone vibrated on the bed making Aub quickly look over at it.

"Awh baby." She pouted and scooted next to me. "Talk to me. What happened?"

"I called him." I shook my head and wiped my eyes.

"Buddha." She sighed.

"And we were talking and everything was okay Aub." I explained.

"Then I heard a female in the background and I just— I don't know." I cried some more.

"A BITCHHH?!" She exclaimed and started to stand up. "I got Antonio location and nine times outta ten they together, you wanna do a pop up?"

"Nooo." I shook my head, once agsin wiping my faces. "Its just like damn. Three days Aub? And he already moved on? What's wrong with me?"

"No ma'am. Don't do that. There's nothing wrong with you baby girl. If anything it's him."

"It hurts so bad." I just broke down.

"Awh come here mama." I scooted closer to

"What's wrong Booba?" Tiggy looked at me. "Why her crying Mommy?"

"She's sad baby."

"Why her so sad?" He pouted. "Her want her Mommy?"

"No she doesn't want her mommy Tiggy." She chuckled.

"You want me call Kaybee for him to make you feel better Booba?"

I shook my head and smiled a little at his cute self. "No, I'm okay."

"Don't be sad okay?"

"Okay Papa." I nodded. He squirmed out of his mother's lap and sat on mine.

Laying his head on my chest and we all just sat there in silence.

just when i thought this shit couldn't get any worse.
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at this point kamiri being dumb like wtf he need time for? he really finna get me mad.

and buddha should've just let him talk. pooh let her emotions get the best of her. 🤧

y'all ass got school tomorrow?

AYE LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOO DO Y'ALL KNOW HOW LONG I LAUGHED AT THIS PICTURE LMFAOOOOOOOOO.

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