YOU ARE MY GYPSY WILD FIRE

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Riddhima got lost in Vansh's eyes,they were sincere.......she shook her head ....no, no it is a big trap,she can't fall for it again.The decision of divorce was tough.She herself didn't know ,if she can live without Vansh ,or not,but she will have to take it,,,,

         She made her heart harden, remembering all the mishappenings she suffered because of his so called misunderstandings......

       It was the occasion of her birthday. everyone  had the right to feel happy in  their birthday, correct? But probably,,,, probably she didn't have that basic allowance....

                she didn't know till date ,who the hell arraranged for her surprise birthday cake that morning,she was so embarrassed when red coloured liquid ,splashed on her face like that , infront of everybody.None looked sympathetic by the way, except may be for Dadi as,the hall were only filled with smug faces.Ha,the sad part didn't end there.....the real surprise awaited her in party night....

      The event which should have been her happiest memory, turned in to the nightmare from hell, filled with humiliation,pain and one bitter truth....

              which she has still held to her heart as her biggest lesson  ,

             "Once an orphan always an orphan".

 Nobody loved her in that so called family.....leave love, they did n't have basic relation called humanity with her.....

Vansh as Vihann, had black mailed her to dance with him ,other wise .....,otherwise he warned her that ,he wouldn't help her to stop Kabir.....oh god how it had made her feel so helpless!

       When on her own ,she couldn't destroy that LED SCREEN ,she finally decided to  give in to his demands,how ever much ,cheap it might be ... 

              So lowly it was of Vihann to ask her for a flying dance.....She was Vansh's widow for god's sake....but family's safety was at stake,not having any option,she flew in to his arms,and when he brought her down ,her body had rubbed on him indecently.

               Strangely, inspite of feeling disgusted by it,she felt as if ,,,,,as if it was her husband,her Vansh.

                  She must have been a fool to ignore all those signs her body gave!....She had felt so guilty for having desires for another man .....but all along ,it was Vansh,her Vansh...! Did it make him happy , seeing her like that, feeling like a wanton woman who could n't help but submit to her husband's look alike,has he wanted to prove her that cheap....???

Kabir had been determined to give her the biggest shock that night, by proving Vihan is Vansh's doppelganger ,but he couldn't have competed Vansh in that matter too....coz what Vansh did with her that night....was worse than anything Kabir ever could do to her.

           That night Vansh had certainly pushed her love for him ,to the farthest corner of her heart,,,,which he has been trying unnecessarily to revive since...

She had watched nervously at the screen, when it started showing her memories of her child hood to her marriage with Vansh...

  The remote was in Kabir's hands but what that stupid didn't know, he had been a mere puppet,,,the real ring master had been Vansh all along...

     The real shock came to her when the stills of, she on knee ,proposing Kabir ,came in to view....Kabir's ashen face and Vihan's sly smirk confirmed who was the culprit... 

           When Vihann dragged Kabir by his collar bringing him infront of her,,,,,seeing the intensity ,fury on his face, she had no dobut left as to who he was.....Anger was radiating through him,he looked ready to commit murder.....whose, only he could tell...only he!

Everyone in the family had looked afraid..  They ,must have known , what Vansh had been capable of doing at the very moment...and the other guests looked simply confused .... murmuring   and whispering .......Though She could n't hear what they were saying,but she could only imagine.....the insults were all directed towards her....

           Was her public humiliation that necessary ?she wanted to ask him that question,,,,, The guest's mocking eyes still hunted her .

           It was always unfair for being judged by strangers who knows nothing about you, about your character, your integrity ! She hadn't experienced that ordeal till that fateful night!!

         Her death would have been a sweeter punishment than, what she had to go through, only for commiting a greater foly of falling irrevocaly in love with her Husband.

She knew she was no saint either,,,,,had only come as a spy in his life.... She can accept that she was a stupid fool ,that too always high on emotion, believing on sob story of any Tom ,dick,and Harry& she easily succumbed to manipulation of kabir.But what ,she will never accept is being  inhuman- devoid of conscience.She did what she did ,thinking Vansh to be a criminal ,a bad person...She didn't have any ulterior motives.... was only driven by the zeal to prove her love to Kabir,that filthy scum....

       But who would listen to her pleas,her confession, certainly not Vansh....She had tried so many times, didn't she????

Vansh faced her, holding Kabir by his neck.Her former fiance , had looked frozen in Vansh's hold....and 

               when Vansh started to speak,she could only stare him ,not being able to be happy on his return or  being able to bear the insults and heart break he was making her go through... 

"Yahi hai na tumhara purana Aashiq Sweetheart, jiske sath tumne mujhe barbad karne  ki planning banayi thi" the gravity of him calling her with that nickname , certainly was not lost to her.

She braced herself for the accusations to come, clutching her saree in death grip,she had looked him in the eye.... which depicted only hate and disgust for her.

"Bas haan ya na mai jawab dena Riddhima"HE HURLED THE WORDS FURIOUSLY AT HER

"Isi ke kehne pe shadi ki thi na tumne mujhse.  "

She wanted to scream at him that it was he ,who forcefully married her,if he hadn't wanted it,she would n't have been Mrs VRS ,but Words had stucked in her throat....

She only could shake her head ,when he roared 

"Bolo..........."

Kabir was long left from  his cluthes.As usual Vansh came to his favourite punching bag-his wife..... Riddhima winced in pain ,when he grabbed her arms roughly  

      "Meri behan ki bhi haalat tumhari wajah se hui hai "

         

      Riddhima couldn't believe...... how could he acuse her of that...how........ siya..... was her patient,damn it,a physician can never hurt her patient !!!!

"Oh stop trying to look innocent" Vansh left her arms suddenly , pinching her cheeks mercilessly he threatened her,

           "agar siya thik nahi hui,to start praying Riddhima , start praying,kyunki tumhare Bappa bhi nahi bacha sakte tumhe mujhse"

Riddhima 's eyes were blank,she watched him with her emotionless eyes..... 

Was he the same man who had said"mere hote hue tumhe duniya ki koi bhi taqat chhu bhi nahi payegi"

She was not the only lier,was she????

        While scanning her face ,Vansh had looked conflicted ,  ......may be seeing her in pain not giving him that much satisfaction,that he claimed so fiercely, it would......

His face became stoic again, probably his mind was taking over his heart !

Taking out his checkbook....he threw one blank check  on her face.....

"You married me for money right ,here u go"

Riddhima could n't have been slapped more hard,,,,she closed her eyes tightly,,,,to hide herself temporarily.....from him,from his hatred....from his accusations....

His words were outright disrespectful.Riddhima bit her lips,till she drew blood. He was blaming her of being a gold digger ,oh dear god! 

"Aise filth se koi aur kya expect kar sakta hai bhai"Ishani taunted her......

                "exactly"it was aryan's irritating voice.

       At that time ,she felt as if she was pricked with thousands of needles, Nothing left of her, her self respect was burned to ashes by her own husband.. She remained like a statue ,as if The truth of Vihann being Vansh nearly paralysed her,not letting her defend herself,not letting her move....

       Was she the same Riddhima who had thrown the Resignation letter on his face,,,naah she was not ,,,,becoz if she had been,her hands would have been on Vansh's cheeks and not by her damn

sides..

       She could n't help but cry in silent torment....what surprised her more was everybody stood there being a silent spectator,not anyone stopping Vansh ,not even his dadi telling him,what he was doing to her was outright horrible.....

Probably her so called ashirwad were only reserved for her daughter in law.....

"The party is over everyone,just leave....."Vansh screamed.....

                  he clutched Riddhima's hands, she was sure he will kick her from the house,and it would have been a relief  ,but instead of the main gate,he  dragged her to the outhouse..........what he was upto????

Slamming the door shut ,he marched towards her like a bull,eyes red ,fist clenched ,his clicking boots making the only sound in an otherwise calm outhouse.She was too afraid.      

           While backing backwards,she hit the dining table,,,the flower vase on it fell down ,injuring her foot ,she screamed in pain,but vansh was too enraged to pay any heed....to her pain....

        It seemed as if all the fury he had suppressed being Vihan,erupted like a Volcano as Vansh .She let him,,,she let him get  his anger out on her,,if that pacifies him,then be it,he was too hurt,she needed to make him understand ....

           Oh god,Only if he would listen to her in a rationalized mind,She wanted to tell him how much she had missed him....but was too afraid to approach...  seeing his volcanic rage.....

But the things that he prattled next,made her want to throw up...

"Have you been two timing Riddhima ,have you been sleeping with him while you beared my bloddy name...... when i was not there,have u invited him on our bed.Did you give my ...... Husbandly.....rights .....to .....him " Vansh whispered dangerously Leaning over her.

             Has anyone ever felt, u could n't recognise the person,you thought u were in love with.It was that moment for her......She could n't recognise this Vansh....He called himself a Mastermind ? Riddhima wanted to scoff.....hadn't she been on constant house arrest, to do adultery he was accusing her of ?

She felt violated,unclean, uncontrolled fury came over her,She raised her hand intending to slap him ,but he was fast.... almost violently grabbing her both hands locking them on his chest....

"Jawab do Riddhima,chhua hai usne tumhe,kitne karib aane diya tumne use,,,,haan,batao....?"They were almost lying on the dining table,he above her , vibrating with intense jealousy.....

It felt ,as if he was trying to truss his insecurities and resentment while framing that question....the question was so degrading , Riddhima hadn't wanted to adress it,let alone answer it....

"Tumhe jo sochna hai soccho ,jo manna hai mano,i care a damn......"Riddhima hissed

Vansh dropped her as if she was ,hot burning coal......

Getting up , towering over her lying form ,he only stated  

                 "I want a divorce....."

So her decision was, Reflection of what he himself desired ... setting was a little different now,but her desire same as his, as that of her birthday night ....

"Vansh

She gulped 

"Vansh i want a divorce....."

In a flash ,Vansh got up ,almost causing his chair to topple ....He forced her to do the same and when she tried to break free from his hold...

It didn't take him a second to rebuke her

          

          "Enough Riddhima ,enough ! If you are not too embarrassed to make a scene here,then mujhe majboor mat karo ...."

Riddhima scanned the cafe, almost all the eyes were on her......she bent her head obediently and let him drag her....

In a fraction of minutes later,she found herself getting drenched with her husband,in their bathroom shower......her pulse rate quickened,as the water descended from his hair, wetting his lips and then through his beard....went on to drench his bobbing Adam apple....

              

         Her slow appraisal of his wet form did n't go unnoticed by her husband,coz the next moment  she was slammed on his hard chest , tightly held by her supple waist..... 

   Riddhima shivered ,the cold water as well his intensity catching up on her......

When Riddhima thought her husband can't stun her more,proving her wrong ,he started taking off his shirt with his free hand.....keeping his gaze foccused on her.she didn't know where to look at.....

           His grip on her waist was so rigid,it would have been in vain trying to get off his hold,the water droplets on her lashes making  every thing hazy....

       As the brave heart she was..... , she did ,what she could do best....

                       'She closed her eyes'

How ever ,gorgeous the view may be,she will not give into her desires,she chanted in her mind,over and over...  

His hot breadth fanned her forehead,she could hear ruffling of clothes,   

                 "aankhe kholo Riddhima....."

          he whispered softly.....

She shook her head, telling him she was not prepared

               "Plz jaan........"

Riddhima slowly opened her eyes - the anticipation , the nervousness was on another level......and she came face to face with her name written in italics,on Vansh's chest,just above his nipple,it surprised her to death....oh god ,Vansh had inked her name on his chest.... 

           Riddhima was awed , surprised....her fingers on her own, tracing her name,on his hair roughned chest.The area was red, indicating of it being done recently.....

When did he do it...the gesture simply making her speechless......

"Yeh tatooo.....vansh.....tumne ....kab" Riddhima was not making sense with her incoherent words....but her innocent touch were creating havoc inside him

 Vansh looked like a man barely controlling his lust......

"Yeh meri dewangi ka saboot hai tumhare liye riddhima ....."

           his words came in a hoarse whisper

     junnon ki hadd tak chhahta hun tumhe.Tum mujhe, chhod ke nahi jaa sakti.....yeh alag hone ka khayal apne jahan se bhi nikal do.duniya ke kisi bhi kone mai hi ,kyun na chhup jao,tumhe dhundh nikalunga mai....mujhse bacchna impossible hai jaan"

He was breathing heavily,his words  ringing in her ears.....

Lowering his fingers,he traced her collar bone along its length,,,,his touch ,hot against her cold skin, making her tremble. Craning her neck, slightly ,she watched him fascinated......

"I will never let you divorce me Riddhima,let alone be someone else's.usse pehle ,,,,usse pehle mai tumhari jaan lelunga...."

       His grip tightening on her neck...eyes looking almost drunk......, almost possessed....

" Tum agar meri nahi hui,to kisi aur ki bhi nahi hone dunga........mai tumhe"his thumb slowly circling against her pulse point,as his grip  on her neck loosened.....

Bending his head,he inhaled her sweet flowery scent against her neck,as if trying to get intoxicated in her aroma.... 

She gathered her courage

"It is not love Vansh,u are outright obsessed with me"

His madness really making her uncomfortable... 

A sly smile adorned his face,he was a beast falling in love,his emotions for her had to be dark, passionate........and  soul consuming........

"Call it obsession ,passion or madness Riddhima,this is my way of loving you. I love yo...

He didn't even complete the sentence ,her  glistening lips teasing him,her wet form making him weak in the knees,tilting her neck on oneside ,he slammed his hungry ones on her trembling lips.... nipping, licking ,feeding off her............

                  "Open your mouth Riddhima" Vansh growled

   

Not awaiting her to obey his command,he simply bit her lips..... hard...and  entered her mouth with full vigour while she whimpered in pain....

She tried to break the kiss as it made her breathless,but Vansh was in no mood to let her go .... slamming her against the shower wall,he started kissing her again....this time more ferocious,more urgent....His passion was too much for Riddhima to bear.....

She will pass out,,,,it was given

But thank god for the urgent knocking on the door.........

"Boss,darwaza kholo boss,woh sia,sia ko kuch ho gaya hai boss....."

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