Chapter 20

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Y/N'S POV:

We were all fooling around with each other, laughing and throwing pillows "no no don't ahhh~" Taehyung and Jimin ran around the house as Hoseok chased after them.

"Aish don't run" as usual Jin being motherly, worried that they'll get hurt.

Everything came to stop when we heard a  loud thud on the door. Yoongi storm in avoiding our eyes and trying to go straight into his room "Yoongi oppa wait!" I ran towards him as I didn't see Jungkook coming back with him " Where is Jungkook?" I asked worriedly. He didn't answer but instead, walk past me avoiding my question. "Yoongiya-" Jin stood up from where he was sitting

"PLEASE STOP IT FOR FU*K SAKE!! Leave me alone!" Yoongi growled angrily and storm towards his room slamming the door loudly. Everyone went silent looking at each other confused as well as worried. 

I flop down on the ground knowing that something is very wrong between them "Y/n are you okay?" Hoseok ran towards me followed by everyone in the room  "It's all my fault.. I bring bad lucks between you guys.. everything starts from the day that I came near you guys... I'm so sorry it's all my fault" I sob unable to control my emotions.. It's true though..  They were so perfect together.. All I do is create misunderstandings between them..

"Calm down Y/n, don't say like that, In fact we are very glad that you accept us... we are very happy that we finally got a little sister that we can take care of, and that our mischievous maknae got someone that will look after him and that we can trust leaving him to" Namjoon reassured me patting my back softly.

"B-But where is he.... I'm scared Joonie oppa.. What if something happens to him.. I won't be able to forgive myself..." I cry even louder 

"Y/n dear please calm down, he'll be alright.. we will find him I promise" Hoseok continued trying to encourage my very devastated mind

"Guys Jungkook is not a kid! He'll be fine, let's wait for some time, I'll try calling him" Taehyung took out his phone and dial Jungkook's number.

"Is he not picking up? Give him some time, Yoongi hyung will never hurt him" Jimin said earning a nod from Taehyung. 

"Y/n, you should get some rest" Jin said helping me to get up.

We were all sitting on the couch waiting for Jungkook and Yoongi. I insist on staying with them, I don't wanna be alone now. Wild thoughts keep running through my mind, what if he is injured and is lying on the floor, what if he's kidnaped by someone?? What- What if  he was badly beaten by Yoongi!! Noo No that's impossible they care for each other a lot.. I shook my head trying to push away my ridiculous thoughts.

Hours have passed, still there is no sign of him... I didn't even realize that I've fallen asleep while waiting for him. It's already morning, I look around desperately praying for it to be a very bad dream "Uh Y/n you awake" Jin asked with his eyes half-open.. 

My body instantly shot up confirming that it's not a dream "Jungkook! JUNGKOOK!" I ran around the house searching every room calling for his name "Y/n!!" I heard everyone trying to calm me down but I ignore it. I ran upstairs to Yoongi's room, I couldn't take it anymore. I burst open Yoongi's room door and were instantly greeted by empty bottles of alcohol, is he been drinking the whole night?? I could see him seating in the corner of the room.

Everyone ran after me and saw the mess in Yoongi's room "Yoo-" I stopped Taehyung from creating any more scenes.

I slowly walk towards him "Yoongi oppa~" I tried to be as gentle as possible, I know he's not in a good condition and it's better to talk calmly than to create a scene.. I slowly kneel down next to him "oppa are you okay??" I asked gently waking him up.

He slowly looked at me in my eyes with full of emotions

He hugged me and mumbled "Y/n-ah... I'm sorry"....

"NO!" I pushed him away roughly "Don't tell me that Jungkook is in danger!!" I back away shaking my head violently, I need to find him... 

"Yoongi-ya where is Jungkook??" Jin asked once again. Everyone stays silent waiting for his answer "I-I don't know... we argued and then he just left..." That's it!!! We've been waiting patiently for the whole night just to hear this answer!! 

"Let's go! Take me to the place where you guys argued" I said as I walk out of the room..

After a few walks Yoongi stopped in his track "Here!" he pointed in the alley "He went that way.. I tried to stop him but he didn't listen to me" He continued pointing down the alley.

I ran in the direction where he was pointing "Y/n!! Let's go together!!" Everyone followed behind me.. All I can think now is for him to be alright... I need him in my life.. as we walked a little further from the alley we came to stop in front of a bar. Don't tell me he's in here!!! 

"Let's check here" Namjoon exclaimed "W-why??" I asked not wanting to believe that he'll be here of all places "Y/n Just in case.. we need to check every possible places" Hoseok said as he followed the others inside the bar.

We talk with a few of the waiters and they said to have seen Jungkook last night drinking with an unknown lady. It hits me hard but my first priority is to find him safe and sound..

The waiters told us to search the rooms upstairs more like private rooms for make-out... 

My heart pounds crazily hoping for him to be alone... We burst inside the first room which was greeted by empty beds and goes on like this for the rest of the 4 rooms... I started to feel at ease as we reach the last room and I knew it will be empty as well. Taehyung slowly opens the room only to be greeted by Jungkook on top of a girl shirtless!!.... It was at this moment my heart breaks into million pieces... Everything went silent, I feel as if the world is spinning very fast, my body froze, and didn't even dare to look at the girl's face. "Y-Y/n.... I-It's not what it looks like-" Jungkook ran towards me but I back away "N-no... It's not right... You're not Jungkook right?? He's not m-my Jungkook right oppa???" I turn towards Jimin "H-he.... I-I" I struggled to form a word. All my trust, future everything is gone now... Is this how our relationship ends....  I can't be here anymore .... I... I can't be here with him anymore.. If I stay any longer I might give him another chance again... 

I ran out of the place aimlessly... What's the use of going back home now... after all he doesn't need me anymore.. I trusted him... I loved him.. but he doesn't... why... why Jungkook!! Why did you act as if u loved me? Why did you make my hopes go high?? Why did you make me fall for you even more?? What did I do to deserve this?? It hurts knowing that it's only one-sided love, knowing that you'll never love me back, knowing that you'll never feel the way I feel.... It hurts knowing that you love someone else but not me... I feel like dying knowing that you'll be with someone else, the one that you love and will care for the most.... but please remember this Jeon Jungkook I-I love you.....

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