Chapter 4

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Taehyung woke up when a shinning of sunlight hit his face making him smile he was feeling peace and complete. His heart was happy and dancing with joy, feeling the love last night.

He bite his lips thinking about last night, how his alpha made him feel so good, give him so much pleasure. He made him feel loved and wanted. He can still feel the pleasure happened last night. Their love making was so beautiful.

He feels so happy when he feels the arms that are wrapping around his waist tightly and the breath that hitting his neck.

He slowly turned around and face his husband. He was looking so handsome and cute in his sleeping form. He touched his face and smile shyly, how this man made him feel loved last night.

Jungkook stir in his sleep and open his eyes slowly when he feels the soft touch on his face. Taehyung smile shyly and look down.

"Good morning" he mumbled softly smiling.

He look up when he got no reply or any movement from jungkook.

"Jungkook?" he called when he saw jungkook frowed eyebrows.

Jungkook remove his arms around him and suddenly sat up. "Shit!"

He muttered when realization hit him.

"J-jungkook what happened" tae asked nervously getting up from his laying position.

"Shit! Shit! How did it happened" jungkook pull his hair in frustration.

Taehyung bite his lips he don't know what to do or think of jungkook reaction. He didn't regret it right? No no don't think like this taehyung. He won't yeah he can't. think positive.

But his hope crumbled with jungkook next words.

"I am sorry taehyung"

"W-why?" Tae hold his breath don't want to hear the next words. He's not ready he can't take it.

"I was not in my right mind, my wolf fucking control me again. I didn't want to do this. I am sorry"

Jungkook's every word was scratching his heart painfully. He breath painfully. So hurt.

"B-but we are m-married and you are my mate, it's alright right? I-It's normal in c-couple then why are y-you s-sorry?" He was already tearing from inside, his chest was hurting badly. Just minutes ago he was so happy and so peaceful how can this happen?

"But we are not a couple taehyung!!" He shouted standing up.

"I didn't even wanted a mate at the first place!!" He said pacing back and forth. Taehyung tears started running down from his cheeks.

"Look, i-it was just a mistake. Don't take it seriously. Just think it didn't happen and we are good. We live just like we were doing before okay." He said and just stormed out of the room.

Taehyung grab his chest that was hurting painfully. A mistake. That was it?

The night he was so happy he was peaceful. Where he feel loved and wanted from his mate.... was just a mistake.

How can he forgot the beautiful night of his life that engrave in his mind. How can he forgot the sensation and feeling that's still is in his body when jungkook touch him.

How can he say this so easily after pleasuring him for whole night? Didn't he feel anything? No love? No pleasure? No satisfyed?

How?

His wolf howl in misery, in despair. His mate dumped him again. Made fun of him. Crushed his hope into pieces again.

Snatched his happiness.

He cried and cried curling himself into a ball. In longing just wanted his mate warmth. Still craving for his love and comfort. He feels useless.

He is not good enough for his mate. His mate didn't find him beautiful. His alpha is disgusted with him. His alpha didn't love him. He's ugly. He's not pleasurable. He's not good for his alpha. He's useless.

He blame himself again.

For hoping. But what can he do? He's always wanted his mate love. But when he's not getting his omega self is sensitive and blaming himself for not satisfying his alpha.

He sobs just thinking of the night where he was crying in pleasure. And love. Where jungkook made love with him. And now he's crying in pain, in longing.

He was wishing it for to just a bad dream. A nightmare but the brutal pain in his chest and the loud sobs of his making him realize it that it's a reality.

Jungkook really just leave him after making a beautiful night with him. Saying it's just a mistake.

Why? Why it's him always? Why everyone leaves him. Is he a bad luck? Is he a curse to everyone or is he a bad person that no one wants him. No one stays with him.

Yes he's a curse because then why everyone left him crying everytime.

First his parents who leaves him after giving him love and promises to never leave him alone. They leave him alone in this cruel world.

He wants his mother. Her warmth, her sweet voice that lulls him to sleep. He wants to cry in her lap and sleep in to her love and warmth.

He wants his father. His protection, his strong scent to comfort him and make him feels safe.

He misses them so much.

He cried in lonliness and longing with aching heart and fear of being all alone in this world.
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