Chapter 26

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I know it is random, but look at the fine piece of art ⊙_⊙

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"Sweet dreams, puppy" Taehyung placed the book he was reading to jungmin upon his request, on the table and tucked his sleeping pup inside the warm duvet, bending down to kiss his head he walked out of the room silently.

"Tae.."

He was going downstairs towards his room aka guest room when he was stopped by the one and only person he despised the most.

"Where are you going?" He turned around to look at the alpha boredly. "Where do you think I'm going. Towards my room" he says coldly and was going to turned around again when..

"But why? Sleep here. In our room" Alpha insisted.

"Our room? I just love the way your opinion changed so drastically" Taehyung taunted coldly. "I never said something like that, Tae" Jungkook frowned almost offended. "Whatever, I'm not in the mood" he was yet again stop by the male when he yanked him towards himself and pushed him against the wall gently, pinning him.

"Jungkook, what is your problem?!" He gritted his teeth to stop himself from shouting and wake up his pup. Jungkook simply stayed silent and stare at taehyung, when the latter look up at him with angry and pissed out expression, he was caught up to that fond and love gaze jungkook was looking at him with a hint of vulnarability on the corners of his dark black orbs. He couldn't take his eyes off of him, it's like the invisible power that's pushing him towards the male and force him to hold his intense gaze.

Jungkook trailed his fingers up taehyung's arms slowly sending jolts of current-like-tingles into both of their whole body. Taehyung tried so hard not to give into the sensation, he did, but he failed when a sighed left his mouth at the touch. Contentment filling him whole and the warmth that crept up to his neck cupping it and caressing his thumbs at his sharp jaw so delicately causing him to whimper lowly almost unaudiable if it wasn't the thick silence of the night jungkook wouldn't be able to hear it.

Taehyung was still weak for the Alpha's touch which he longed before-but now is also not able to control his instincts.

Jungkook lean closer, so closer for the omega's comfort zone but Taehyung hate himself for not stopping the male, he hate that he can't stop himself from leaning into the warm and gentle touch. They were almost breathing in each other's mouth, taehyung was sure if he move even the slightest bit he could touch the alpha's lips with his own.

But the alpha has other plans even if he was tempted to reached that plump lips, he move upwards and gently placed his lips on his forehead, kissing him sofly there. Taehyung took a shaky breath feeling his eyes sting because he was feeling so small infront of alpha, he was weak for his touch.

He hated it with passion.

"I love you" jungkook move his lips just to whispered it, gazing at him with fondness and so much affection. However, Taehyung freeze, heart starts beating at the fast rate nearly pounding his chest, hands shaking when he look up at the male with wide teary eyes.

He open his mouth to say something when jungkook placed his finger on his lips, shushing him. He connected their foreheads together. "I know, you think I'm not serious and just playing with your feelings, and acting all of this" he rub his thumb against the omega's lower lip and shake his head. "but that's not true and even if you denied and refuse to believe me this will never change that my heart now starts beating for the most beautiful person i've layed my eyes on." He cup his right cheek, quickly removing the lonely tear that his precious eyes has left. "but how unlucky I'm that i never saw this before and hurted that precious love of mine the most and realized it when it was too late" he kissed his left eyesbrow lightly. "when i've gone too far to even begged for his mercy, it looks so small."

Taehyung stays there frozen listening to the male that was making him feel miserable, frustrating him because he was conflicted. He wants to stop the alpha to say the words that he no longer wanted to hear but at the same time he can't stop his heart that feeling something it shouldn't have anymore listening to him.

"But I'm so selfish because i still want to win your heart and heal it carefully with my love after wounding it myself painfully by not giving you the same love" he kissed his tiny mole on his nose. "I'm not strong like you Taehyung, I'm so weak. I can't handle your hatred even when I deserved it. I can't control my love and feelings that wants to give you everything and get your affection in return, to make you happy and lively." Alpha gaze deeply into the omega's eyes, with pure raw love. "I'm so guilty taehyung believe me when i say I feel miserable everytime i saw you but isn't allowed to touch you, to show you my feelings. I feel useless when I'm not succeeding in getting your attention." Jungkook let the hopeless tear run down his eyes.

"I-I don't know how you did it, how you handle my ignorance, how you cope with my coldness-but moonlove, I can't. I can't handle it, it's so hard, so painful. It's tearing me apart." He reached down and placed his one hand on Taehyung's waist gently and another on his face caressing his cheek bone. "You're so strong even as an omega you proved me wrong, you proved me weak, a trueblood. You proved how you carry yourself, how you never lose your strength even after getting treat badly by your alpha."

"I lost it moonlove..." he sniffed.

"A trueblood lost against his omega- lost against his emotinal strength- lost against his love-lost against his mate- proved himself worthless and untrustworthy to his omega-prove himself weak against his omega."

Taehyung look down and let his sobs of relief came out of his throat. His heart feels light, the shame and humiliation he felt that made an permanant place in his soul-suddenly lift up and lose his body. He feels light and loss of that heaviness he has from years ago. He's free, free from the build up emotions and those humiliation. His body and heart free from the tension.

"I can do anything to prove myself trustworthy to you, to be able to earn your heart. I will made myself worthy for your love and believe me moonlove, I will do anything to earn it, to win you and your heart." He says hope and determination casted his face and heart. Taehyung look up at him, brown orbs meets the dark orbs, both were shining with salty water.

"Anything?" Omega's voice was firm and collected eyes boring into that black orbs he used to see galaxies in. Suddenly jungkook feels his heart drop in his stomach seeing the unreadable face of the latter. But he won't back out now when he promise to prove himself to be worth his mate. "Anything, you just have to say" confident and serious he declared.

"Remove that mark from my neck and release me from this cage. Can you do that?"

Jungkook world collapsed right then and there, his eyes wide and his hands slip from the omega's body as he stumbled backwards, shock and disbelief iched his face, heart stop for a moment as he find himself breathless.

Taehyung chuckled bitterly. "What? Can't do that?" He shake his head knowingly. "This time your wolf also won't stop you since I'm the one who's asking for the rejection then what's the problem? Why don't we reject each other and free ourselves from this toxic relation?" Ignoring his aching heart and a whimpering wolf just at the thought of rejection he continued. "Where gone your promises and the confident? Already backing away" Taehyung tsked dissappointedly. "Knew it, they are just as fake as you!" he harshly spoke.

Jungkook growled lowly, eyes glowing red as he lunged forward catching the omega off guard as he growled on his face, his back roughly contacting against the wall. "How dare you to even think of rejection, let alone asking!" He snarled on his face with glowing blood red eyes.

But taehyung wasn't scared, he didn't whimper or flinched, he didn't craned his neck in submission, he didn't submit. Simply because the alpha infront of him wasn't asking for submission, he wasn't demanding his wolf to back down, he wasn't angry. The alpha was hurt. His eyes glowing but not from the anger but from pain. Alpha snarled not because he was offended that a mere omega talk like that to him instead, his eyes showed fear and vulnrability. His tight hold against the omega's shoulders wasn't bruising but trembling.

Alpha was hurt, beyond scared to lose his omega, just the mere thought leave him cowering.

And for the first time in a long time taehyung feels the warmth, feels alive and not so lonely. He feels his alpha sheer fear that were so raw through their bond that he whimpered in guilt. Regret ever mentioning the rejection cause he feels how he made his alpha so hurt from his words, how it pained him.

"Just think deeply for once-can you live without me?" Alpha walked in his room after whispering in such a painful voice that left the omega shocked.

He quickly locked the door of his room and slides down onto the floor, cluching his knees close to his chest, crying. "No! No! I hate him, I hate him, I HATE HIM!" He kept repeated like a mantara. He fisted the fabric close to his heart hiccuping. "Not again please please, don't fall-again.."
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Or perhaps he never ever fell out of love all these time.

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