"T-Tae－i'm sorry－ I-I didn't k-know you were f-feeling like that..."

Jungkook can't find the words to say, he's speechless. Even sorry are looking useless infront of his taehyung who was sobbing loudly holding onto his chest, covering his mouth. His scent filled with pain, sadness, longing, guilt, betrayal and regret－there's so much going through.

"T-That's the problem j-jungkook－you never know w-what's going on" taehyung shake his head, breathing to calm himself a little though it's not working.

"You never know how it feels to see the pity in other peoples eyes for you.." he breath trying to subside his sobbing.

"You know jungkook when i gave birth to jungoo my little baby, i was the happiest. When i h-hold his tiny body in my arms looking at me with his adorable doe eyes, I question myself that time how can i say this little angel in my arms a m-mistake, i felt so s-shameful to feel distant with my pup but i can't do anything when my pup was s-snatched away from me that time by your m-mom－i wanted that time for you to come and tell your mom to gave my baby back but you never did－because you never were there for me everytime i needed you－you were never there when i first feed my b-baby from my chest to see how precious the moment was for me, you were never there when i wanted to tell you that i wanted to give a name to my p-pup－you were never there when i was being h-harmed by your m-mother－you never stood up for me when your mom and grandma i-insults me, saying dirty words to me－you never were there when i go for our pup shopping a-alone, you know how people look at me in pity thinking i was a single parent for my baby because i have no scent on me of an alpha to show that i am m-mated...." taehyung painful voice reached jungkook soul toring him apart at every painful sadness. But what hitted most his heart and soul was....

"M-My Mother h-harmed you?" Jungkook asked in shock and disbelief. He can't believed it. His mother and grandmaa harrassed his mate behind his back and he never knew about that.

What kind of a mate i am? Yes, he know his family don't like taehyung but hitting him? It's too far. How he didn't notice?

"W-Why you d-didn't tell me, Tae?" He asked going closer hearing his family hitted his omega behind him, his wolf feels restless, almost curling himself into ball in shame and regret. He can't face his omega, feeling so small infront of him.

"Tell you? How can i tell you? Would you had believed me? You didn't even like my presence near you. You never were there in any moment of my life jungkook－i was alone from the start till now" he muttered painfully.

"You never know how it feels to be neglected by your own mate..you don't know how hurt it do when your alpha said that he's a-ashamed of you, you will never know how much pain and insecure i feel when you m-marked me and said it was just a－a m-mistake!! and you never wanted a mate at the first place!! You will never know how my wolf was w-whimpering in s-shame and longing when you never came to care for us when we were in h-heat－y-you will never know the pain of having a beautiful and dreamy night－m-making l-love with your mate just to hear in the morning that it was just another mistake!! You never saw the grief and l-longing in my eyes when you were talking to our unborn p-pup ignoring the pleads of my tiredness and needing your c-comfort!"

"If you can't love me and never wanted me in the first place!! You should've rejected me!! Instead of marking me just to say it was MISTAKE!! It's not my fault you can't control your own FUCKING wolf!! You just did that to your ownself then fucking be a MAN and took the responsibility!!! Instead of blaming me that you couldn't control it!!" He shouted in his face saying all the thing he was holding for six years living with jungkook.

"Atleast right now i don't have to live with this unbearable pain and grief!! if you rejected me six years ago i obviously felt pain but by time i would've move on because i didn't know you much and get the second of being with my another mate who shall knows how to love and respect me!!－but you made me go through all of this just because yOU CAN'T FUCKING CONTROL YOUR WOLF?!!"

Jungkook can't control it and fell down on his knees, he lost his strength looking down crying in utmost regret. Feeling so much pain and guilt hearing all the deeds he did to taehyung－his precious omega. Hearing he wanted another mate he feel the heart in his chest going to stop anytime, he can't breath it the heaviness in his chest getting worser and worser.

"Now tell me after all of this－how can i forgive you? How can i forgot all the pain and deep heartbreak i have gone through－you also snatched my only happiness jungkook that was my little pup"

"And now you have the guts to say SORRY! And asked for forgiveness－No jungkook, no. It's not that easy"

Taehyung wiped his tears harshly and look down at the loudly crying trueblood who once was so prideful and strong is now looking so weak and vulnerable kneeling down infront of a mere omega begging for forgiveness.

Taehyung would've melt and instantly hug his alpha and comfort him, can't see the strongest breed this vulnerable infront of the weakest kind and forgive him immediately but only if it was four years ago when he still have a hope of being with his mate－but now there's no forgiveness.

"P-Please..." jungkook pleaded.

"No. I will never forgive you for what you did to me." He coldly said and walked away from there leaving a begging and crying trueblood alone with his whimpering wolf and heart filled with regret and sadness.

Jungkook sat at the floor back leaning on the railing, head in his hands sobbing non-stop.

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That was tough*sigh*

Random question:
If i update both my books 'my peace' and 'regret' at the same time, which book you will click first to read?

~bunnies~