"Jungkook"

He heard the cold deep voice of taehyung. Turning around from where he was sitting at the sofa on the living room with his laptop on his lap.

"Yes" finally after what feels like centuries he heard taehyung voice. It's been so long taehyung tried to talk with him. It feel so good to hear his name from his mouth.

"Jungu, has been constantly whining to go to the park" he informed him.

Jungkook eyes sparkle at that and he instantly offered.

"Yeah sure we will go together and eat lunch ou－" he was cut of by his deep voice.

"No, I'm not coming. Just go with him" he coldly spoke with his usual emotionless face and went away from there without waiting for jungkook's reply.

"But－" he sigh.

It always happens like this. Taehyung refuse to go anywhere he suggest.

"Jungkook can i come in?" Jungkook stop typing on his laptop when he heard taehyung voice behind the door of his personal office door situated in the end of the hallway of his house.

He sigh already annoyed just by his voice. His presence irritates him. "Come in" Taehyung walk inside and gave him a small smile, he stood infront of him nervously playing with his fingers. His bottom lips between his teeth.

"What? Are you going to say anything or not?" Taehyung heart ramming inside his chest. Don't know how to ask him.

"Taehyung get out! You are wasting my time" taehyung jump at the booming voice of his mate.

"I-I want to a-ask you something" he hastily said not wanting to annoyed his mate more then he already did by his pathetic nerves self.

"Ask away and get out!" Taehyung bite his lips.

"I-I was thinking if w-we should go and e-e-eat dinner outside, as a d-date?" He nervously asked holding his breath. Scared of what will jungkook say.

"What makes you think i will go outside with you, it's a shame to even call you my mate." Taehyung eyes welled up with tears, his heart felt a heaviness hurting to even breath properly. Like a pathetic omega.

Hearing from your own mate, your own alpha that he is ashamed of you is the biggest slap at the omega's face, making him insecure to the core he feels like a dirty fag to even stand infront of his alpha. He feels ashamed of himself not wanting jungkook to even see his face because he feels ugly and unwanted.

His nose flared trying to keep in his tears as to not make jungkook think more ugly and pathetic that he already is of himself.

He apologize and turned around practically run out of there but can't help the pathetic sob that leave his throat at the heavy and hurt feeling in his heart. He choke on his tears at the way out of there.

Jungkook sigh and rub his eyes, the heaviness in his heart worsen as the image of his hurt and crying omega came in his mind fresh like it just happened yesterday.

How can he do this? How could he tell him such cruel words? And he's complaining why taehyung is not coming with him.

It's his fault. All his own fault.

He knows what it means to heard such words from your mate, it's not pleasant. No wolf will wish to hear that from their mate. That crushed you whole, especially omega's. They are fragile and soft hearted they can't take it.

And no he's not ashamed of him, his omega. He's not, he will never.

At that time there was some problems on his business that he was highly annoyed and mad at, that he took it out on taehyung when he ask him. He did feel bad after that because it was at the moment, he didn't want to tell him that. Sure he always be annoyed and irritated at him but he never wish to say something this shameful to taehyung. He's not that heartless to play with someone else's feelings.

Especially when he also felt that... but that's a story for another time.

But he shrugged it off that time, he was too prideful to apologize to anyone let alone be an omega, even if he was his mate, his parents, his colleague. He won't apologize to anyone. He's a fucking trueblood, the highest rank of them all. His dominance and dignity didn't allow to look down infront of anyone.

Is this how taehyung feels when he reject him every time he ask to go out. Is this how he feels he feels when he ignored him back then, not paying attention to him. When he jerked him away from himself every time he tried to make skinship?

How did he cope up with all his deeds?

It's so hard. His chest blowing up with heaviness every time he thinks about the past. The guilt that made permanent place in his heart is worsen every new memory his mind popped up with making him feel regret every corner of his body creeping into his soul.

And he's a trueblood, stongest of them all. The highest rank.

If he feels this hard to cope up this guilt and regret....

How can taehyung did that?

He's a male omega, weakest of all the wolf out there. The lowest rank.

Taehyung had to feel all the hurt and humiliation, he was living with all that hurtful words, his behaviour and the longing and much more.

And he's not even ten steps there to feel what taehyung feels......
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Drama is coming it's way lovelies, prepare yourselves for the heavy angst or should i say enjoy yourselves with jungkook's misery khikhikhi *evil laugh"

Anyways, hope you like that chapter,make sure to hit the vote button and do comment it motivates me. Byee

~bunnies~