He stood up after eating and discarded the dishes into the sink. He goes upstairs going towards his son's room first to check on him. He open the door lightly to not make much noise. He get inside and walk to him, smiling down at him seeing him sleeping peacefully with an adorable pout on his lips.

He caressed his hair, lean down to kiss his forehead lightly.
"Sweet dreams baby"

He get up and walk out of the room closing the door behind him. He walk to his room and entered going towards his closet to get the clothes.

He took a long cold shower to relax his mind and heart, and wear comfortable clothes. He walk towards the bed and lay down. He look to his side at the lump of his omega wrapped in a blanket far away at the very end of the bed.

"Jungkook!! it tickle don't do that" taehyung giggle adorably removing jungkook hands from his belly.

"But i want to talk to our baby" jungkook said and get to his business: rubbing taehyung belly feeling how his baby kick back.

"See my pup also want to talk to his daddy, right my baby" jungkook eyes never leave taehyung's baby bump, he was around 7 and half months.

"But i am tired i want to sleep jungkook, you are nearly talking for 3 hours now." Taehyung whined cutely.

"Shush! You can sleep i am talking to my son. You are just jealous." He accused. Taehyung huffed.

"Why would i be jealous?"

"Because i am not talking to you and giving my all attention to my pup" he said playfully.

Where is the lie though.

Taehyung smile sadly, how he playfully said the actuall truth. Taehyung kept look at his alpha who in these three hours of talking to his unborn pup never once look up to him. This is their routine now where the other couple talk about there day and plans of future, taehyung and jungkook, well only jungkook gave his all attention to 'his pup'

But jungkook didn't see the tiredness in taehyung eyes who wants to sleep peacefully in his alpha's arms because he was hella tired and pregnancy was taking it's tol on him. His naughty pup never stop kicking his tummy. It's start to hurt badly sometimes.

Finally after talking some more jungkook decided to sleep too. He look up to see taehyung is already sleeping. He kissed his belly and hug taehyung from behind his hands never stop caressing his baby bump. Securing his pup from every harm.

Taehyung sigh in content when he feels jungkook arms around him and get more into his warmth scared that these are the last days he will feel this contented and protected. He wants to enjoy as much as he can wrapping in his alpha's arms though it's for only their pup but still he can feel it. Once his pup will born that will all be gone. And it was true.

Jungkook sigh and turned to taehyung who's back was facing him. He missed cuddling with taehyung, holding him tightly in his arms and nuzzling into his neck. He missed his warm body against his, he missed taehyung hands that wrapped tightly around his forearms. He missed his scent, that sweet honey, blueberry and a hint of red wine scent of his such unique combination but addicting. Satisfying his wolf and his whole body to the core, relaxed his mind and clear all the tension.

Now he can only smell it from his son's scent mix with his own, he can't smell taehyung scent anymore and it concerned him. Not knowing how to ask taehyung, not sure if he's ready to hear the reason behind it.

Coward.

That's what he's feeling. He don't even have the guts to get close to him and hug him. To atleast feel a little bit of warmth and comfort in his heart from taehyung. His heart feel so empty like a big piece of his heart is missing........ Or it's just there but so far from him.

He feels lonely.

He remember the time where he sleep at the corner of his side of bed and taehyung once sleep at the centre of the bed so when jungkook is in deep sleep so he can cuddle him sneakingly but jungkook can feel him against his body but that time he was too tired to say anything so he let him but never hug back.

It's the same what's happening but the position has changed now. Now they are sleeping in the same room, same bed but taehyung is so far at the end that he can't even reach even if jungkook spread his hand wide laying in the centre of the bed.

He's so close........but so far away.

And it hurts, it hurt so bad.
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This is the trailer of what he's feeling. The real thing still has to come.✌😉

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~bunnies~