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Dazai x Scared!Reader

The Acadamy always saw you as a joyful person, they've never seen a frown apon your beautiful face, you never really had anything to be sad about.
Or so they thought.
You life is so fucked up its beyond being helped, thats what you thought anyway.
When you met Dazai you fell in love with his silly personality and good looks,
But i still doubt even he could fix me.
My parents where killed because of me, ive lost all my friends because i was gifted and was bullied for it, i was raped as a kid and the story of my life could go on.
I was an outcast because of my gift, i thought of joining the Mafia but realized that would only make my depression worse, eventually causing me to commit suicide.

"(Y/n)? Are you listening?!" I hear Kunakida-kun yell.
I flinch without realising it, looking up at Kunakida with wide eyes, pupils constricted.
His eyes soften when he sees my face.
"Hey, (Y/N), i didnt mean to scare you. I couldnt get your attention so i thought i was to quiet."
"Nice going romeo, scaring her like that wasnt very gentleman like"
"Why i 'ought to!"
Kunakida says before stomping to Dazai and choking him.
"*sigh* Thats enough Kunakida.." i say placing my hands on my desk and standing up making my chair roll back hitting the wall with a great force, startling the office.
"Im going to the roof" i grumble and walk out the door and up the stairs.

As i sit there the more i panic.
"What if i fucked everything up?!" I yell at myself gripping and pulling my hair.
"I can assure you my dear that you didnt fuck anything up, everyones worried. Especially me. Whats the matter?" Dazai asks as he sits next to me pulling me closer to him.
"Do you ever feel like your not enough? Like the people around you could do better? I dont understand how you tolerate me!"
After a couple seconds of silence i hear laughing "Are you laughing at me?!" I yell looking at Dazai.
"Im sorry!" He says through his laughing.
I look forward, tears brimming at the corners of my eyes.
"I-Im serious, Dazai" i whimper sniffling.
Quickly the laughter stops.
"N-no! (Y/n) i-i didnt mean to!"
Dazai quickly sits infront of me trying to apologize but cant seem to get the words out. I smile at his attempts though.
I quickly hugs him, gripping to his coat and muzzling my face in his shoulder.
The frantic attempts to apologize stop.
"Im sorry. I didnt think you meant it.."
Dazai mumbles. He places his left hand on my back and the right one on my hip.
Dazai moves his left hand, making its way under my shirt, rubbing my back.
Dazai's fingertips graze a soft spot on my back making me lift my head out of his shoulder in surprise and moan.
"Uhhh..did you just mo-"
"We never speak of this"
I quickly lean in and kiss his lips
"Ever"

Ehhhhh i know its crap. But i think i forgot how to write 😂

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