I was born in a messed up century
My favourite flavoured sweets are raspberry amphetamines
I bought a car, Beretta aged sixteen
I brush my teeth with bleach 'cause I ain't got time for cavities

"Y'know, when I was like, twelve, I used to brush my teeth with bleach because my sister said I wasn't pretty enough," I say to Curran as we walk down the street at night.

"Really? That seems like shit." He says making me nod.

"Yup. She's not a very good person, yet my parents favour her the most." I say making Curran hold my hand.

"I favour you the most." He says making me smile.

My daddy put a gun to my head, said if you kiss a boy I'm gonna shoot you dead
So I tied him up with gaffer tape
And I locked him in a shed
Then I went out to the garden
And I fucked my best friend

"Ok, I have one," I say as everyone looks at me. "When I was sixteen, I fucked my best friend in my garden," I say making everyone laugh. "That same day I tied up my dad and locked him in a shed because he said, and I quote, 'If you ever kiss a girl, I'll kill you."

"Your life seriously has the best stories." my friend says. I look over at Curran and he whispers in my ear.

"If you ever wanna talk about this stuff I'm here."

cause my
High hopes are getting low because these people are so old
The way they think about it all
If I tried I would never know

"I don't know why they act as they love me when they don't," I whisper as Curran and I sit in the car.

"Look, we're going to go eat with them tomorrow. Bring it up and if it's too painful we can go home." Curran says making me nod. I kiss his cheek which in return he leaves a long kiss on my lips.

"I love you," I whisper.