If You didn't Choose Him. ~Elison x Reader~

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I TOLD U AUTHOR WILL DO SOMETHING 4 UR PROBS

Okay, so if you guys don't know who Elison is, he's one of the Reader's bestfriend in JLH. If you'd like to know more about him, and if nothing makes sense here, then you can read the book!

-I'm really starting to self promote omg sorry-

I am clear I'm not forcing you to read the book. IF you just want to read it. And if you read the book already, enjoyed it, and finished it, THANK YOU!

This is somehow dedicated to Saturn since she ships herself with Elison.😂😂 If there's any of you who ship themself with him as well, dont forget to tell me! 😂

Elison belongs to me, You belong to yourself. Clearing that out.

Plus this is like an alternative ending-sort-of. I don't know what to call it. 😂😆

Final Note: This oneshot is in Charm Everfree's POV. She's one of Reader's bestfriends in JLH as well. Clearing it out as well so you won't get confused. ^_^

Anyways, sorry for the long note. Enjoy the oneshot! Proceeding~

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I've always wondered, what if you didn't leave?

What if you didn't meet those San Fransokian friends of yours, went to a big adventure and fought your own father with them?

What if you just stayed here?

Maybe I'm exaggerating. If you didn't leave, then you wouldn't have found out that your father cleared your own memories of his schemes, and lied to you all along. You wouldn't have stopped him from such doings and evil plans.

Let's just go to the time your mother decided to come back here in New Paris so that your family's company can be restored. Back to the time when you were so lonely that you needed mine and Elison's help.

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You were so weak, so fragile when we saw you. I could clearly see how you missed that city, your friends, everyone that you cared about there. Especially that guy you call Hiro Hamada.

I saw how sad you are even if I tried to cheer you up. I even tried to be optimistic as possible, just for you. I tried to return you back to your normal self, the loud yet sometimes shy (y/n).

I myself couldn't do it, apparently. And that made me disappointed.

But then I saw our white frost-headed bestfriend come to you and explain that the people who love you there feels the same as you. He told you such things because I know that's how we felt when you had to leave us here. He even told you that part as well.

I saw how he held you tightly against him, carefully embracing you so you won't crumble before him. He shut his crystal eyes for a moment but soon he opened them again, afraid that you might see him like this.

I saw how he planted a small kiss on your cheek, and right when I saw his face he's chanting in his mind that the kiss was only for comfort and reassurance; a pathetic excuse.

I knew what that kiss meant. It meant how much he cared for you, how much you mean to him. And seeing you crying your eyes out hurt him, not only him but also me and the people here that surround you.

He loves you, ever since we three met and became the best of friends. He was too afraid to confess, I knew that, for he thought it might break our friendship.

I thought he would use this opportunity to tell you how he feels.

But he just stood there, still hugging you with all his heart, not saying anything. This made me disappointed at his actions, then I realized that this wasn't really the time to tell you that, now that your heart is cracking. So I just went there and hugged the two of you.

That night, I wished for the things to rewind. It hurts to see your bestfriend struggle with his emotions, to keep it within him that he's hurting himself in the process. I just wanted what was best for him, as well as for you.

And with all my might I wished for the events to be different. I wished so hard that I could feel my hands about to break because of how hard I grasped them.

I wished that Elison would already confess.

It was surprising when I returned to bed, had a night's sleep, and when I wake up the time just magically moved backwards.

I realized today was also the day the both of us will visit you. I felt dizzy, some kind of shock hitting me. Was this possible? Was this real?

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I found myself seeing the events again. I saw how he explained everything to you and how he held you. Then, the unexpected happened.

Elison confessed.

He told you how much he loves you, how much he cares for you. You stood there in awe, shock written on your face. You surely didn't expect him to confess in this situation, and this much.

"I love you, (y/n)."

After his words left his mouth, his confidence left his body. He was shocked to say those words out loud, especially to you. Your empty (eye color) eyes widened, your jaw almost dropping.

"E-Elison, I-"

"I understand if you don't return my feelings," He said to you, his embrace pulling away from your body. He looked down, embarrassed for himself while I stood there, watching everything in silence.

"I know that Hiro still remained in your heart." Once he finished his sentence, he turned away, a sad expression on his face. I gave him a pitied look, feeling bad for what happened. Maybe this wish shouldn't be asked at all. This is bad.

Then, another unexpected thing happened.
You placed your hand on his shoulder, startling the crystal blue-eyed boy. You then placed your hand on his left arm, pulling him to face you, who was a little shorter than him.

Finally, your mouth formed a smile. A small, soft smile that may warmed Elison's heart, but unfortunately he missed it.

You noticed how his eyes were still glued on the floor, so you lifted his chin up with your finger, just right enough to face you. To see your once empty eyes brightening again.

"I didn't really know that you felt that way," You spoke lowly, Elison still staring at you. His face showed a faint red hue, still embarrassed.

"But I'm willing to return what you feel." You added, which was shocking. Elison's eyes widened, his mouth opening slightly.

"B-But what about Hiro?" He asked you with a tone of being unsure. This time, it was your turn to look down.

"I left him without any explanation, I'm sure he's mad at me right now. A-And, I don't want to witness that."

"T-Then you won't-"

"Go back? I'm afraid I won't, now that you're here."

I was surprised at how you acted. As far as I remember, you didn't have any feelings for him. All you thought of him was a friend. But now, here you are, standing infront of him, telling him you'll return his feelings. You're willing to sacrifice the thought of going back to San Fransokyo for him.

As much as it sounded wrong, it made Elison happy. He hugged you, very tightly this time, then pulled away. He smiled genuinely at you, then at me, which I replied back with two thumbs up, a gleeful grin on my mouth as always.

He started to lean in, and I watched in awe to see you do the same thing. It wasn't long until your lips were connected, sealing your distances. I giggled at my sight, reminding you two that I'm still in the room standing.

You both pulled away, grinning like idiots. You two then apologized, which I forgave easily.

As it sounded wrong for you to act like that as it is, I saw how you two were happy with each other. You returned back to being you, but of course, it wasn't very fast. It was a good thing me and Elison helped you through it.

As long as you both are happy, it was okay for me.

Okay for being the 'third wheel', as they say.

Then before I know it, I was being awaken by my brother. I looked around me to see my room, and my brother going out the door telling me remarks of how I slept half of the day.

I was confused. I was startled.

Is everything that happened all a dream? I looked at my phone to see Elison's constant messages saying that we have to visit you again and comfort you here and there, support you into being okay again.

My thoughts were swirling. Are you and Elison together now? Or is it just surreal?

I dialed his number. I asked him if he confessed when he comforted you, and you two were finally together. He just gave me a laugh, telling me that no such thing happened. He said it was impossible for him to do such an action, and that I just overslept to think of that matter.

I apologized then, bidding goodbye and hanging up. My hand went towards my face, rubbing it hardly so that the nausea would fade.

Maybe what Elison said was true. I just overslept and in the process I hardly wondered what if those things in my dream happened.

What if you two were happy now that you're together? Then things would be way better, everything will be fixed.

But instead, the years came and your heart still was set for Hiro Hamada. You left us again, and I tried to be happy for you because you've finally gained enough confidence to head back to San Fransokyo with your other close friend, Emilia Arendal. Back to Hiro.

But just think of it, what if you decided to let go of that Hiro and instead be with Elison?

What if you didn't break Elison's heart?

What if you didn't fly back to San Fransokyo just to see that raven-haired boy?

What if you didn't choose him?

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I'm sorry my recent oneshots are about JLH. 😂 My heart and soul still lives there lmao

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