(G/n)- Think of any name of a girl. It could be your rival, or whoever. 😂

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Everything has an ending, everything will eventually break. The world we live in is no fairytale-- this world we live in is just plain reality. We do not know what will happen; we cannot control what will happen. And that's just sad.

I know I cannot be very happy all the time in my life, but to feel so is just magic. I never want any of this to end: you being my bestest friend, and (G/n) being my girlfriend-- I may not have my parents with me anymore, but there's Aunt Cass.. and Tadashi.. and them being with me is like a gift; an unexpected gift that I'm really thankful for.

You've supported me all through out, and I'm grateful for all of that. I'm grateful you're my best friend, besides the people that Tadashi became close with, too. My brother's bestfriends are my bestfriends also, but the only thing that distances you from them is that you're mine.

Oops. That came out wrongly.

You were the one who helped me grow close with (G/n), the girl whom I've admired ever since I stepped in front of SFIT's stage with you, and completed our first year of being a college student there, despite our age. She was our age as well, but she wasn't really a student here. Probably she was just a guest, or like a relative of another student? I don't know. I can't remember anymore.

But what I do remember, is that you were grinning like a cheshire cat, after you stepped down the stage with me. You teased me because my eyes were entirely focused on that girl, that girl whom I thought is my everything.

"What is this? Has my best bud laid eyes on a girl earlier?"  Those were your words. You were nudging me, teasing me again, and even if I thought you're slightly irritating for doing that sort of thing, I just laughed. Maybe it was because you're being a total goofball then.

"Hey, Hiro. I'm reaaally weirded out by the fact that you're zoning out every now and then."  You've noticed, I know. Your eyes drifted towards the girl again, and your lips carved into a menacing smile. You held my hand, pulled me to stand up, and dragged me all the way to the girl, despite me blushing like a mad man.

"Heey there!"  You greeted. The first one to look was our schoolmate, who was most likely with the girl. "Oh, Chad! Is this your relative?"

It turned out that she was our schoolmate's relative, and soon you did your job. It was a bit hazy for me now, but being the smart one you are, I'm sure you've worked your mind out just to set me up with the girl. And there, you succeeded, and finally (G/n), was mine.

I didn't know why you did such a thing, and as much as it was very embarrassing, I'm happy you made effort into dragging me into this. I couldn't have been way happier.

But like what I've said earlier--

Everything has an ending.

"(G/n)? W-What's going on?"

My heart was shattered into tiny pieces, and there I stood by my own, seeing my former girlfriend, the one whom I've cherished all my life, getting away with another guy I wasn't familiar with. I gave her all the things she asked me to give her, I gave her my love.. yet I didn't understand as to why she'd just throw it all away like it was an easy job to repair what she's broken.

I was miserable then. I cried myself every night, thinking I was so stupid to ever fall for a girl like her and think that she's all that matters to me. I shouldn't have given my all to her, and now I'm being a fool, attempting to retrieve everything I've lost. Aunt Cass and the others were there, I know. They all were very sad I get to experience this-- my first love breaking my damn heart.

My mind was in places and I couldn't do anything.

But why...

Why, (y/n)?

Why did you come and try to repair what she's broken? Why did you make an effort again to cheer me up, to try your very best just to get me back standing on my feet again? All I did was to be a jerk. The time I spent with (G/n).. those times I chose her over our bonding time... were you not angry at me?

"Hiro, this was all my fault. If I haven't set you up with that girl three years ago, then you wouldn't be like this."

And yet, even if you did absolutely nothing wrong, you decided to take the blame.

"Don't say that, (y/n). All you did was introduce me. It was the both of us who did the extra work that led to this point." I gave you a weak smile, to tell you that I could handle this, but you shook your head.

"I'm kind of disappointed you acted like a jerkbag when you were in a relationship," You tried to joke. "But trust me. You don't really deserve this pain. Please, let me help you."

I did let you help. And it was a really good decision.

You helped me become me again, and goodness knows how much I owe you one. You stayed even I'm a mess now, and that's all I really wanted.

It was then I only knew..

"Hiro, I have something to confess. And I'm sorry if this is a bad time to tell you this," You sighed heavily. We were in your backyard, sitting by the shadow of your family's tall tree, relaxing by the breeze of San Fransokyo. I looked at you confused. This time I think I'm finally better.

"What is it? Go on," I urged you. You breathed deeply, grabbing a strand of your hair and attempting to twirl it with your finger.

"I know you're my bestfriend, and.. uhm.. I don't want our bonding to be broken at all! But..there's something you need to know." You bit your lip. "There's a reason behind why I decided to help you with (G/n)." The sound of her name made me flinch. I didn't want to hear it again, and this was a surprise.

"And.. that is?" I was careful at my words. You grinned awkwardly, "I-I.. want you to be happy, Hiro. Your face that shows happiness is literally what I wanted to see all the time." It was a little weird for you to claim that, but I told you to continue anyway.

"I've.. always.. uhm," This time you were fidgeting with whatever your hand encountered. "I'vealwayslikedyoualot."

It may be very quick, but my mind comprehended your words. And that was when everything exploded like this bomb that was threatening to explode any moment. Unexpectedly, my heart beated loudly-- a phenomenon I did not expect to happen again, because the heart I've possessed has been torn down.

And it was only then I've realized everything. That I maybe wasn't really supposed to end up with (G/n). That maybe the girl I was supposed to end up with.. was the girl that made effort to fix me when I was lonely and broken. And that was you. You all along.

I hugged you, showing a sign that I return what you're feeling. That I reciprocate it. Your eyes spilled little tears; I could tell it was shock and happiness. You returned my hug, and it was very tight yet I could still manage.

"Thank you," You whispered, and I could've made fun of you for being such a drama queen, but I didn't. I should be the one saying that, because after all I've been through you were there; you were always there.

It was really then when I knew-

-you were my everything, (y/n).

And you'll always be.

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Holy sheep. It has been 64 years since I last wrote something! And I hope you guys don't mind if it's crappy. I...am sort of getting there, hehe. 😅

I'm here to apologize that I haven't touched my account ever since last year. My 8th grade butt has been tired a lot and stressed mostly, but THANK THE HEAVENS I'VE PASSED.

I'm going to a recognition in our school later, and I'm pretty excited hehehe lols.

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