28.) Where the Bag At

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"Where the bag at? Nigga, where the bag at? (Uh)
Own crib, own car, yeah, you like that
Slick mouth, pussy great, yeah, you like that
Bad bitch, cute face, yeah, you like that
Don't be surprised if I ask where the bag at"πŸ’°

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Chapter 28: Where the bag at

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|Ariana| πŸ‘…

Its been two months since me and Odell broke up or what tae would like to say.. "Giving each other some space to think" and honestly

The first month was a lot...

I was so emotional

I didn't leave the bed..

I was a motherfucking train wreck as you can say

But damn can you blame me

Me and Odell haven't talked since i left his home and to be honest.. i think we shouldn't talk until we're both ready...

I still have love for him tho

And i still kept the ring...

I know, i know..

There were people saying shit in the comment section about the ring saying

"Ari you should've gave the ring back"

"I would never wear a ring from a nigga that cheated on me"

"Ari we love you but damn give the ring back"

And to be honest with you...

Every time i look at the ring... i just start smiling

I was cut off from my thoughts when i heard the door open

I looked up to see my mom...

"Hey Baby" she said to me

"Hey Ma" i said playing with my fingers..

"You okay" she asked me sitting down next to me

I nodded my head and put it my head on her lap..

She started stroking my hair...

"You sure" she asked, "because you haven't said a word"

As i looked at her...

I just bursted out crying

Damn why do i always cry

My mom grabbed me and held on to me

"Its okay Ari" she said, "cry it all out"

I continued crying and crying...

"I'm just soo tired" i said, "and for a sec i thought he was the one"

"Maybe he is, honey" she said, "i just think you two need some space from one another"

I started sniffing and wiping my tears with the tissue..

"Thanks Ma for coming into my room... i really needed to talk to you" i said

"You welcome Ari.. i'm your mom you know that" she said still holding me

Should i ask her about Odell because they still talk..

"Ma?" I said

"Yes Ari?" She said

Okay here goes nothing

"Have you talked to odell and how is he?" I asked playing with my fingers

Why am i asking my mom about my ex...

This is so weird..

"do you really want to know?" she asked me

I nodded...

"He's okay but not okay if you know what i mean?" She said

"No i don't know what you mean ma?" I said

"Ari.. he tore his acl during a match and he can't play for the rest of the season" she said, "he also told me that the house feels empty without you and that he misses you but he's keeping this front to make it look like he's okay for the public"

Damn

I miss him too and i can't believe he's not playing for the rest of the season...

I mean tearing your Acl must be painful...

I feel bad for him because this is the only sport that he loves...

So getting injured and not playing for the rest of the seasons must suck

I hope he's okay...

"Wow thanks for telling me Mom" i said playing with my fingers

"You should check up on him" she said, "send a message"

"I think i will mom" i said, "thank you again mom.. i love you"

"I love you too Ari" she said getting out of the room..

As she left the room, i was on my phone trying to figure out if i should text him or not

I mean he just tore his acl, so i want to check up on him...

Right?

Right?

Good, i sent him text...

Let's just wait and see if he'll respond..

I was cut off from my thoughts when i heard my phone make a noise

Letting me know that he sent me text

Aww.. maybe i should ask to call him...

What am i doing asking him to call

I should call him...

I dialed his number...

And the phone started ringing...

Why am I so nervous talking to this nigga...

On the third ring he picked up...

"Hello" he said with his raspy tired voice

God, if i wasn't soaking wet right now i sure was..

"Hey O" i said

"Hey Ari" he said with his raspy voice, "how you doin?"

God his voice

"I'm doing good and you" i said

"I'm doing okay just chilling in this big ass house" he said, "enough about me.. what you doing?"

"I'm at home in my room talking to you" i said smiling

"Mmmmm cool cool" he said

"Yeah.. again i'm sorry about what happened to your Acl" i said, "i really hope you okay... even though we not together right now.. i care about you a lot.."

I was being honest in that moment... even though we ain't together i really care about his wellbeing...

"Its okay... this shit happens when you are a football player in the NFL" he said, "i'm okay Ari, really.. thank you for checking up on me and i care about you too, i still love you Ari and i miss you"

Phew...

Its like we getting everything out the way

There's still feelings there i mean i get a bit nervous talking to him...

And he said he misses me and still loves me

I still love him and i miss him too...

"I miss you too" i said...

It felt weird saying it after what happened so far and honestly i don't mind this vibe that we having right now...

It just felt right

"Ari, you there?" I heard him

"Yeah i'm here" i said, "i was just thinking about how we still have feelings for each other"

"Yeah, listen Ari, I'm really sorry about what happened between us... i really want to make it right with you" he said

"I just need time to think about this all of this" i said, "i'll talk to you when i'm ready"

"Okay that's cool... goodnight Ari" he said, "i love you"

"Night Odell.. i love you too" i said

We both dropped the phone at the same time

I laid back down on the bed...

What the hell is going on...

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"So let me get this straight" Tae said, "you and Odell talked last night"

I nodded while playing with my finger

"Why?" tae asked...

"Because he tore his acl and i wanted to check up on him" i said, "that's all"

"Okay... if that's all" tae said with a smirk "i'm gon need you to be honest with me right here and right now"

"Yes" i said...

"Do you still love him" tae asked..

"Yes" i said...

"Do you miss him" he asked me

"Yes" i said...

Well i was being honest....

"Mhmmm i see" tae said, "well as long as you both still have feelings for each other then its cool... Ari... i gotta ask you something funny"

I smirked because what question is he gonna ask me that is funny...

"Yeah you can ask" i said..

"Should i go on tinder?" He said...

"Ain't tinder for straight people, don't you mean grinder" i said giggling...

"Tomato tomatoe, that's not important, what's important is ari should i do it" he asked me

I mean tae has been single... i never thought i'd see the day that i see my best friend wanting to date...

I think it's cute he wants to do this

"I mean i'll support you 100%" i said.. "i think you should do it... it's been a long time since you've gone on an actual date or have dated.. so i mean go for it"

Tae just hugged me...

"Thank you so much" he said to me

"You're welcome" i said...

"Also another funny question i gotta ask you" he said to me...

"Okay what do you gotta ask me" i said taking a sip of my water...

"When was your last period" he quickly asked me

I spat out my water because i was not expecting that question...

"What?" I asked him..

"You heard me, when was your last period, the only reason i'm asking is because.. you were emotional as hell last month" he said

"That's because i was going through a break-up tae, was i not suppose to be emotional" i said to him being defensive...

To tell you the truth my period actually came last month...

But this month it hasn't....

I peed on the pregnancy stick to make sure...

And it was negative but if i'm being real... i really wanted it to be positive...

I think its just my birth control.. this does happen sometimes...

Just the thought of being pregnant and having a baby really made my heart warm...

"It was last month Tae" i said playing with my fingers, "i even took the test this month"

"Wait you took a pregnancy test" tae said acting shocked, "why, ain't you on birth control"

"Well yeah... but i mean... i just wanted to make sure if i was you know" i said looking down...

"Why you look so sad Ari.. i mean you ain't pregnant... that's a good thing right" he said...

"I mean, i went through a miscarriage with herbert... so imagine having one again..." i said...

Tae looked like he was having a heart attack when i told him

A lot of people didn't even know not even tae...

The only person that actually knew i had a miscarriage was my mom...

The miscarriage caused a rift in our relationship...

Hence why i started taking birth control...

"Does Odell know" tae asked me

I shook my head...

"Wow" tae said, "i'm sorry about that Ari"

"Its okay.. it happens" i said looking down...

"No it doesn't... maybe it wasn't a good time for you and herb to have a baby" he said, "you guys weren't even in a good place"

Hearing that made me feel better...

"Who knows maybe you and Odell might have a kid sooner then later i guess" tae said giggling, "can't wait to see you pregnant Ari, you gonna be a good mama"

"Yeah me too tae" i said..

Can't wait for that chapter of my life honestly...

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