✨ double update read ch-35 before this

Still Seokjin's point of view

"No way! Three people for one sholong."

She mumbled, looking at those three who were looking at her with the same expression. "I'm sorry— you continue, I will come back later."

"It's not what it looks like—" I tried to stop her.

"I was not sucking him." Hoseok made a disgusted face and showed his hand full of pens. "I was picking up pens." 

"Y-Yeah, he was picking pens." I spoke, trying to make her believe that. She looked at Hoseok, then Namgi.

"We were too!" Namjoon panicked and showed his hand which was now covered in ink. "Well, I broke the pen… I guess." Namjoon mumbled.

"In short, it's not what you're assuming." Yoongi reassured her. "And before you can assume more of me I will leave so I can sleep peacefully." Yoongi put the pen on the table and walked out, whistling his way out.

"I will, I need to… have my late night ride. Goodbye." Namjoon waved and joined Yoongi.

"Why do I feel like I have seen you somewhere?" Hoseok asked, squinting his eyes as he tried to remember where he saw her.

"Alright, alright." I'm pretty sure where he has seen her, and I don't want to remember that."

"Go home." I grabbed his shoulder and pushed him out.

"But wait— I wanna—"

"Good night Hoseok, see you tomorrow." And with that I closed the door, sighing and looking at Sunhee who was still frozen as if she was unable to process.

"They were not giving me a blowjob under the desk, stop reading fanfictions—"

"Oh my god, oh my god!" I flinched when she squealed loudly. "I can't believe I saw my idols! Yoongi, Namjoon, and Hoseok! All three at one place oh gosh!" She fangirled, eyes twinkling. "Even though it was not good timing, who cares? And on top, can you believe Hoseok said he has seen me somewhere—"

"By somewhere he meant the video of yours. He's probably come across that but he doesn't remember it." I scoffed. What's so exciting about meeting Hoseok, she didn't even meet her properly.

"Oh." Her smile fell. "That's a bad thing then, I didn't realize it." That cheerful look was now replaced with a grim expression. My heart suddenly fell when I saw her smile disappearing. It was the first time I saw her like this, so sad. And honestly seeing her like this made me restless, all because I brought the topic up.

Stupid Seokjin, stupid stupid Seokjin.

"I mean—"

"Anyways, I will leave."

"No!" I yelled, I really don't know why I'm telling so much today. I felt my cheeks and ears turning red, all because of the embarrassment. "I mean, why were you here?" I asked, clearing my throat. Internally I was hoping she would stay.

"I was— I wanted to talk to you. I know I will sound weird but I wanted to talk to Jin, not Seokjin." 

"Uh… aren't I the same person?" I asked, a little bit confused. And for safety reasons I kept my hand close to the phone, in case I needed to call a mental asylum.

"Well, for me Jin and Seokjin are different. Like Kim Seokjin is my boss whereas Jin is my friend."

"Eww, we are not friends!" I protested.

"Frenemy." 

"Fine, but still eww."

"Jin is somebody I can talk to about anything, the things which are bothering me or how I want to ride ho— I mean want to do stuff. So I came to talk to you." 

"If that makes you feel better, sure we can talk. Now tell me why are you sad?"

"Sad?" She looked at me, surprised.

"Yeah, you look sad. Not very Sunhee." A chuckle left her mouth, and I gulped when I saw her laughing. Her eyes crinkled and her hand covered her half face as she laughed. 

"What do you mean by 'not very Sunhee', huh?" She asked, a soft smile on her lips.

"You know, that girl who is always cheerful and dumb? For instance, if you would be Sunhee right now I'm pretty sure you would have yelled and screamed upon seeing your idols. Bet you would have screamed daddy and jumped on Hoseok."

"Gosh, what do you think I'm? I mean, I agree on the screaming part but not the jumping one." She shook her, laughing. 

I smiled. "Still, I was half correct." I shrugged my shoulders. "Now, tell me. What is making you sad? It is about what happened today?" 

Did she come across hate comments? or worse, a hate account? Whom do I have to sue? Of course, for Artist Protection.

"Well…" that soft smile that was on her lips disappeared, making me sad as well. She looked down and played with her fingers. "I'm very nervous and scared about tomorrow. Whatever happened today was so much for me, I realized it after it was all done. How lightly I took everything when I should have been very serious about it. You gave me an opportunity and I should not take that for granted— and I did that. Not only did I break my professional etiquette by violating my diet, but I created a huge scandal even before I debuted. I was lucky it people took it in positively, and the video is off the internet thanks to JinHit— but I still can't take out the fact so many people watch the video— I mean I was just being myself but I shouldn't have done that and keeping it in mind that I was a model and shouldn't have done things like that. And then, all of a sudden one of the prestigious fashion brands wants me to model for their collection— it's too much for me to handle. I don't think I can't do it. I am not ready—" she gasped, taking a long breath.

"Hey, hey." I hesitantly put my hand on her shoulder. "It's okay, take a deep breath." I tried to calm her down, she was on the verge of having a panic attack. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath. "That's good, you're doing good. Now breathe out." Following my instruction, she breathed out. "Now repeat, take deep breaths." She nodded, still eyes closed.

"Clear your head, think about good things. Things which make you happy." She took a few breaths, claiming herself down. "Tell me what makes you happy, try diverting your mind."

"Hoseok." I facepalm myself. "Ramen, ice cream, baepsae hip thrust 10 minutes compilation, ddaeng on 1 hour loop, Namtiddies, Agust D album, Bubble Jibooty, Jungkook's sleeved tattoo, seeing him workout without a shirt, reading fanfiction, buying books, watching uncensored hentai, being fruity, reading bl comics, watching Vegas and Pete, rereading Killing Stalking, watching kdrama, Hanyoon's boobs—"

"Okay stop!" I screamed, this was enough to make a grown ass man traumatize. She flinched and opened her eyes.

"What—"

"You don't sound scared and nervous." 

"I mean you asked me what makes me happy." She had a point, I shouldn't have asked knowing the answer which will be something like this. "Well it's okay, it helps you to divert your mind." She nodded.

"But—"

"Now listen to me alright, don't interrupt me." She nodded, I looked into her eyes and sighed. "Sunhee, you don't have to be scared or nervous about tomorrow. I know you will do great, believe you will do great because you have the potential. You have what it takes to be the best. Indeed, today was too much but believe me, I have seen worse. And no I don't think you took it lightly, if you did you wouldn't be here, worrying about it. I gave you an opportunity because you deserved it, and no, you're not taking it for granted at all. You didn't break any professional etiquette, you and I both are well aware how breaking a diet is common so don't work up on it, sometimes it's okay to have a cheat day. But that didn't mean you can have cheat day this every day, okay." She let out a giggle, which made me smile. She nodded and wiped the corner of her eyes. 

I smiled and continued. "Sure you made a scandal on your first day but it wasn't your mistake, someone recorded you when you were just being yourself, it was that person at fault, and don't worry I— JinHit will sue whoever did this to you— and Hayoon. People took it positively because they know it was not your fault. Just because you're a model now that doesn't mean you have to be cautious— I mean you do but remember you're a person after all. So it's okay to be you, and you don't have to be sorry for that. And about your gig, you don't have to worry about it, as I said you will do great, trust yourself. Believe yourself, you can do it and you can do it very well." By the end, tears rolled down her cheeks, and I felt pain in my heart when I saw her crying. 

"Please don't cry, why are you crying?" I softly asked, wiping her tears away from my thumb.

"I feel overwhelmed." I didn't know she was this sensitive, she was this fragile. Was what I thought I knew just a mask? Come to think I never knew her at all. All I did was assume, a dumb but cheerful girl, a strong and powerful girl, a pervert but good-hearted girl.

Guess I don't know her much, yet.

"It's okay to be overwhelmed. Jin is here for you." She nodded— and I suddenly froze when she scooted closer to me and wrapped her arms around my torso. My eyes widened and my hands stopped midway, I didn't know what to do, what to react. My heartbeat increased and I could feel the blood flowing toward my cheeks and ears.

"Thank you." She mumbled and proceeded to hug me while sniffing.

"No problem Sunhee, I told you I'm here for you." I awkwardly pay her back, hoping not to make her feel uncomfortable. "However…" As much as I wanted to hug her back, I could let her hear my thumping heart— she would make fun of me. "Seokjin won't be too happy if he saw you crying and hugging other men." 

"What?" She laughed and broke the hug, backing away from me. A part of me was happy, another wasn't at all. "Why would Seokjin be salty?" She asked

"Crying causes puffiness around the eyes, you surely won't want that on your first day right?" I asked and she nodded. 

"What about the second one?" She suddenly leaned towards me, coming too close to my face. My eyes enlarged again, and once again I felt my cheeks and ears turning crimson.

"Well…I mean uh." I malfunctioned, and she smirked. As if she knew what she was doing. "Oh my god, look at the time!" I once again yelled which made her flinch. "It's too late for you to be here." I showed her my wrist, which didn't have a watch at all. 

"But—"

"Go home, you need sleep. Goodbye. See you tomorrow, all the best." I grabbed her arm, made her stand up from the sofa, and pushed her out of my office. And not listening to her protest of staying more, I closed the door. I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding. I fanned myself, even when I was not wearing a coat and was in the air conditioning room I was feeling hot. I unbuttoned a few top buttons and walked towards my table, eyeing my poor abandoned coffee. I picked it up and sat at the table, taking a sip of my iced americano. I looked towards my actual wrist watch which was kept on the desk and indeed it was late. 

Should I go home?

Yeah, let's go home and read the comic Sunhee recommended.

Upon mentioning her name in my head, my cheeks flared up and my heart started to beat wildly.

"What the fuck." I put my hand on my chest, trying to calm myself even though I didn't know why I was excited in the first place— wait. Yoongi said I was red but I didn't have a fever, he said I didn't look fine. And now randomly getting fast heartbeat—

Am I sick?

I sat back on the chair and opened the tab, searching the symptoms in Woogle, hoping to find what I was suffering from. My eyebrows creased when I read the outcome of what I searched.

"You're might be in love— what the fuck!?" 

***

Hehe 24k romance in the air

On second note, did I overdid it? Like it's too early? (Even though it's 36 CH, is it still early?)

Your boy Jin is talking hard, just like what you guys ordered.

You order, Ash serve. *Wink wink wink*

But remember, the harder they fall, the server they broke... *Shrek meme*

Anyways, halfway through Prank Call ig? Idk a single fuck about my book please.

Overlook typos lik you always do... With me.

Good night, it is 3:32 am I need sleep in order to wake up at 8 am :')

Boi boi

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