15. Sleep

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Seokjin's point of view

Crackhead:
Nae tequila, margarita
mojito with lime
sweet mimosa, piña colada
I'm drunk in you 
(I'm drunk in you) 
I'm drunk in you 
(I'm drunk in you)

Me:
Soju*

Crackhead:
You broke my vibe
but what?

Me:
Do you think you
are those expensive
drink? I think you're
misunderstood.

Crackhead:
You bitch-

I'm an expensive girl

Me:
You remind me
of Namjoon

Crackhead:
Take  it off now girl 
just take it off
I'm a master, 
baby with your bra

Take it off now girl 
just take it off
I can help you slide 
those panties off

Me:
Dim the lights down 
baby, dim the lights
I'mma beat that pussy 
like you never ever felt 
before we gonna double 
your heart great form 
lady, just dim the lights
I'm a beat that pussy like 
you never ever felt before

Crackhead:
Really?

Me:
Yes
Not send

No.

Crackhead:
It broke my inexistent
heart, why so rude?

Me:
Why so horny?

Crackhead:
I

'm forever horny,
Anytime up for segg

Me:
God, you're
unbelievable

Crackhead:
Unbeliebubble*

Hahahahahaha

Air filled with laughter, but I immediately stopped. My head snapped towards where Hayoon was sleeping soundly. It was late, very late around 2 in the morning. I, as usual, wasn't able to sleep so I was here, sitting and enjoying the fresh and cold night breeze while reading the manhwa she recommended. 

Me:
Haha

You used my own
joke on me, how 
funny

Kindly note my 
sarcasm

Crackhead:
Meh :P 

Me:
Now tell me why
did you disturb me?
That also this much 
late at night.

Crackhead:
CAUGHT IN A LIE~

Me:
Huh? What? 

Crackhead:
You're lying 

Me:
No, I'm not lying

Crackhead:
Aren't you pretty
little liar, lying about
lying hmm?

I rolled my eyes, well yeah she caught me. 

Me:
Yeah, I was awake,

but you interrupted
my important work

Crackhead:
W-What?

You were having sex?
Or jerking off? I'm sorry
Gin, I'm genuinely sorry
It must be hard for you to
get laid by seeing your age
and lack of stamina. But it is
okay, girls like buses. One goes
and another comes, life goes
on 

My toes curled after reading her message. Why does she always mock me about this? She has never seen me, nor I've probably fuck her then why? Should I've to fuck her to let her know how much I'm good in bed?

I lightly slapped my right cheek, Kim Seokjin!? 

'What the fuck were you thinking? Thinking about fucking the most crack head psycho annoying horny bitchy mad crazy girl in the entire universe? What's wrong with you? Are you that sex deprived?' My logical side spoke.

'I'm not sex deprived, just got laid in the evening. And I might not mind fucking her, she looks hot.' My evil side spoke.

'No Seokjin, thinking about doing her will be your biggest mistake.' My logical side spoke.

'But what's wrong in a one-night stand, sex done feelings die. You can block her after doing it.' The evil side again spoke.

'But- I don't know what to say, but all I know is Sunhee is not just some random person to you.' The logical side spoke.

I shook my head, trying to clear my head. Sometimes my insides like to play with my head. Like, stop confusing me more fuckers. I sighed a d open our chats again, she fucking spammed me.

Crackhead:
Gin

Oh, Gin?

Where are you?

Jinnie, are you angry?

Or did I hurt you or...
I hurt your ego like before
Hahahahaha

Me:
Wow, you're so good
at confronting

Crackhead:
Ik

Me:
And first, stop
assuming. Second, 
no just got laid in
evening and third,
yes I was awake 
because I couldn't 
sleep and was reading
the manhwa you 
recommended

Crackhead:
Ohh~ somebody
got laid ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

Me:
Unlike you 

Crackhead:
*clutches my poor
heart* oof that hurts 
but it's okay

Anyways, then tell me
why are you awake?
It's already 2:46 am
and by seeing how crappy
ass monotonous CEO you
are you prolly need to wake
up at five or six something

Me:
Five thirty*

And I'll ignore the rest
of the message

Yeah, can't sleep

Crackhead:
Why? 

Me:
Why are you asking?

Crackhead:
Just asking, maybe
I can help. I could be
a handful listener or
adviser or psychiatrist
when I want

Me:
😕 if I want to I would
have gone to the top listener, 
adviser or psychiatrist
why I would take your 
help?

Crackhead:
-_- cranky ass

It helps, telling
someone your problem
+ it will be more effective
when the listener is
anonymous

Me:
Well, I don't wanna 
troubler you

Crackhead:
No, it won't, believe
me I'm happy to help

Me:
No, it's okay

Crackhead:

FUCK YOU BITCH I 
FUCKING HATE WHEN
PEE PLE SAYS THEY'LL
BE A BURDEN OR THEY'LL 
TROUBLE ME WHEN I'M 
FUCKING INSISTING 
THEM TO FUCKING OPEN 
UP, LIKE WHORE I'M HERE 
TO HELP YOU BECAUSE 
IT HURTS ME TO SEE YOU 
LIKE THAT. BUT NO, I DO 
UNDERSTAND THAT SOME
PROBLEM CAN'T BE SAID OR
DISCUSSED BUT IT FUCKING
SNAP ME WHEN PEE PLE 
THINK THEY ARE A BURDEN.

Me:
Okay okay calm down

Crackhead:
Did you just fucking
told me to FUCKING 
CALM THE FUCK DOWN

You changed Crackhead to Hothead

Me:
... No
Seen ✔ 3:03 am

Hello? Are you there?

Hothead:
Yeah just went to
drink cool water 
to calm me 
down, sagittarius 
problems, I don't get
anger easily but when
 I do, you better run.

Me:
Well hello fellow sag

Hothead:
OMG YOU TOO?

Me:
Yes

Hothead:
But geez we're so
different

Me:
It is not necessary 
that all sags should be
same

And from my pov,
I think to be both are
pretty similar. The
different is you're
still childish while
I'm mature ✨

Hothead:
Yeah, you're old too

Me:
-_-

Hothead:
Now tell me what's
bothering you?

Me:
First, you tell me?

Why are you awake?

Hothead:
Bish, I work part-time
at 24/7 shop night shift
from 7 to 7 every day
except for Wednesday. 

Me:
Oh, so you're
not unemployed

Hothead:
Duh

Me:
Why this job? Like
could the whole night 
shift?

Hothead:
I've academy in the morning
also, I need money for rent,
personal stuff, and future 
savings etc 

+ I can't sleep it's hard for 
me and when I, I'm either 

drunk or too much tried or
idk

Me:
Nice

Which academy?

Hothead:
Nice, so you can come
to home and sue me?

No.

Me:
Was genuinely asking
but it seems interesting
Not send

Wait- why can't you sleep?

Hothead:
Past trauma

Me:
Mind sharing?

Hothead:
Some other day Jin,
It is a long story and
it will be the opposite 
of our role.

Me:
Okay, as you say

Hothead:
Now tell me your
problem

Me:
Well... it is usual
for me to not sleep
I just don't know why
I can't sleep. Whenever
I lay in bed I feel sleep but 
can't sleep even when my 
eyes are begging me to sleep. 

I've to take prescribe 
sleeping pills in order 
to sleep but those are 
very harmful for my 
health. I started to have
difficulty in breathing
chest pain, nausea so I 
had to stop taking them

Hothead:
So since then you
haven't slept at all!?

Me:
Well, I did but my sleep
schedules are irregular.
Like I've never slept in 
night but yeah sometimes
in days. In office or home
for a maximum of four to five
hours so that's the reason 
I'm not dying 

Hothead:
Oh, I was worried?
Did you have an appointment
with any doctor or something?

Me:
Yep, Seoul's top but 
it doesn't work

Hothead:
Side note, you live in
Seoul? 

Me:
Well... Yeah

Hothead:
Me too!
Seen ✔ 3:58 am

Hello, you there?

Me:
You spill the tea
darling

Hothead:
Oh shit! 

Pretend you didn't
see it

Me:
Sorry can't

Be ready Sunhee

Hothead:
Well Seoul ain't small
darling, finding one 
from 10 million ain't
easy

Me:
Well yeah you right

Hothead:
I wish I could help
you, but guess it's
impossible for me

***

A/N

Kinda like this chapter, although it had some minor triggering stuff for a few people. 

Like come to see, both of them turned out to be so damn similar right?

I think I'm in love with this hook and its main characters.

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