・♡『Part Twenty-Four』♡・

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I guess we're doing this.

Deep breath in and she took off her grey jacket. Placed it beside her on the bed, and exhaled.

Levi rolled his eyes. "Aww, come on. I'm showing more skin than that."

She reached for the bottom of her tight black shirt, but hesitated before she could pull up. Am I doing the right thing? Can I stop now? How far will he take this?

"Here. Let me help." He grabbed a hold of the bottom of her shirt, and he dragged the material up. Slow. His fingers skimmed over her skin. Up her stomach.

Tingles trailed behind his touch. A painful chill rushed up her spine, but she suppressed the shiver it gave her.

As her shirt raised above her black bra, she noticed Levi gawking at her chest.

Frigid chills.

The shirt pulled over her face and she struggled to get it off.

Levi tossed it to the floor along with her grey jacket, both landing beside his blue shirt. His eyes met hers and he grinned. Stretching bigger and bigger. He bounced up and down on the bed while seated. Looking like a child waiting to receive a present.

Renna couldn't help the tiny smile that forced the corner of her mouth up while watching his happiness, but couldn't manage to make it a full smile.

"You have a gorgeous body," he told her, glancing her up and down.

She held back a second shiver, and caught her lip between her teeth, biting down hard. Watching his hand move towards her, she stopped breathing.

As his fingers kissed the skin on her waist, her stomach sucked in and she flinched.

To her surprise, he held his hands up in surrender. "Alright, alright. One step at a time. Second step..." He unbuttoned his pants. Lay back. Pulled down his pants to his knees.

Renna kept her eyes elsewhere until he said, "Wanna help?"

She pushed the lump in her throat down, grabbed the ends of his dark denim pants and pulled.

Levi took them from her and threw them onto the growing pile of clothes. Sitting in his boxers, he flicked an eyebrow up, and said, "Now you."

Do I have to? Can't we stop here? She shook her head. No. I'm done.

He smirked and nodded. "Yeah."

"No." Her voice shook. "I don't want to."

"Come on. It's a shame to come this far and turn back." He waited, but she didn't move. "It's not forever. You can always put them back on."

That's true. It's once. Only one time. I'm already in the middle of it. The sooner we do things, the quicker we'll be done.

Levi tapped his fingers on his knee, showing his impatience.

I just need to...need to...take... She couldn't bring herself to move. Nakedness, even in underwear, made her stomach turn.

With a sigh, Levi reached over and unbuttoned her pants for her. The roughness had her flinching like he was inflicting pain but he ignored her.

"Sit up," he said, holding the waistband of her unbuttoned pants. When she didn't move, he repeated, "Renna, babe, sit up."

His eyes. Wide. Sparkling with excitement.

He's having fun, but I'm not. I never wanted this. I told him that, and he said he understood Why are we doing this? "I'm not sure—"

"Sit up," he commanded. "I shouldn't have to repeat myself this many times."

Swallowing hard, she followed his orders and sat up on her knees. A white-hot blade sliced through her stomach. She held her breath as his hands slid her loose white pants down.

His fingers hooked into her underwear on the way down. Her stomach dropped out and her head spun like a tornado. Before he could get far, she moved at the speed of light. Her hands grabbed his, stopping him.

Her heart halted, and she could feel the blood drain from her face, but Levi laughed.

"Worth a shot," he said, letting her underwear go and continued with her pants.

When her pants reached her knees, Levi gave her a flick of his head, and she pushed back the rising bile as she sat back on the bed. He pulled on her legs, pulling them out from under her  and lifting them up to remove her pants before adding them to the floor.

Renna used her arms to cover up as much as possible. Dread and fear trembled her body.  Her throat closed, making it difficult to swallow or breathe.

Levi's smile fell. "You shouldn't cover up." He gripped her wrists and pulled her arms away despite her resistance. "Your beautiful. That body deserves to be shown off."

Not a word could come out of her mouth, even if she had something to say.

"Next step." His pointer finger curled, gesturing her forward. "Come here."

She sat on her knees, shuffled forward and stopped.

"More."

Another shuffle. Closed a gap she wished she could make bigger.

"More, babe."

Their knees almost touched. Hands grabbed her hands, pulling her forward.

"Keep going."

She sat up on her knees, but stayed in the same spot. There's nowhere else to go.

"I want you on my lap."

Ice spread through her heart. "I don't—"

"Jeez, babe." His head fell back, staring at the ceiling. "How many times do I have to repeat myself before you understand?" He slid his hands up to her elbows and pulled her in.

With no other options, she moved over his lap.

Once in position, he placed his hands on her hips and pushed her down. She had no choice but to sit.

"See, it isn't so bad."

I would rather stick my hand into a pot of boiling oil. Or stab a fork into my leg. But it's only once. After this, I can be done. It's only once. Only once.

"Next step." His hands rested on her shoulders and slid down to her elbows. From there, his hands slipped over to her waist, and moved up.

The room swayed and spun around the couple. Prickling and tingles crept over her skull and down her spine, like a group of crawling spiders. A tightness in her chest cut off her air supply.

Breathe. Everything—It will be fine. Fine. Everything will be fine. I can manage. I can do it. For him. Once. Not long. It will end. Soon. Breathe. I can—I can—Soon.

His hands pushed up. Up under her breasts. Cupping them.

She bit the inside of her cheek until she could taste metal.

A chill like a lightning bolt hit the base of her spine. White-hot. Radiated up to her neck. She flinched and jumped, pushed her hands down on his arms, stopping him. "Please, Levi, I don't want—"

"Shh," he said into her neck as he began to kiss her skin. "Babe, I promise, this will make us closer as a couple."

"I don't want to be—"

"Shh. You're ruining the moment." He pulled her back in. Sucked on her neck. Pushed against her hands to grab a hold of her breasts. "Just relax and enjoy it."

I can't.

Her body stiffened like stone.

This is what he wants. He needs it. It's for him. I just have to get through this. I can—I'm sure I can do it. Once. It's fine.


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