#Bonus 6, Just One Chance(Caleb's Letter)

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Yes people yes...i have all the time in the world right now C-: ...err..for a few days

Anyways I know the book is over but I just can't seem to let these characters go... :'( So bear with my bonus chapters. And no i won't make a sequel because that'll mean unnecessarily dragging the story. 

Sooo yeah...umm..okay then...

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Dear Mae,

 I cannot believe I am actually doing this since you know, after knowing me for so long, that letters aren't my thing but I figured I had to tell you how I feel before I never see you again. Cliché right?

I know I made mistakes, I don't know how you feel about me but I hope you are happy with Ryan. I'll be truthful here, I don't like him at all but if there is one positive thing I can say about him...is that he won't ever hurt you. Believe me, I know. But that is not what I wanted to say, what I am trying to say here is...that...I am sorry. 

Sorry. 

Sorry for everything. 

Surprised that Caleb Lynch, who never said sorry for anything is apologizing?

Keeping that aside, I just wanted you to know that I can't help who I am or who I have become. I gave in to the wrong side and lost the battle of love because I was a selfish jerk. But  I wish with all my heart that..you had given me a chance. 

Just one chance. Once..

I know that I am "evil" and who would want to be with a guy like me anyways?

 But I swear to you with my heart Mae, if you had given me a chance I would have made you so happy! I would have held you when you were scared, laughed with you when you were happy, wiped your tears and MADE you laugh when you were sad. Hell! I would have told you how much I loved you every single day had you given me the chance.

I want you to know that whilst you would have been home, I wouldn't have been out there doing the bad work but I would have been spending my time thinking of the ways to make you feel special, loved,safe. You might not believe it Mae but we would have been perfect together.

Stone must have brainwashed you so much by right now that the only thing you think about now is him...but whatever, I know I have lost.I have no idea why I am writing this, maybe because there is still a small part of me hoping that you'll change your mind. But I know that would never happen. 

I want you to know that yes, I helped Cole to kidnap you but trust me when I say this, I wouldn't have allowed him to touch you in any wrong way. I myself would have killed him had he crossed his limits and you know better that..no matter whatever I had said, even I wouldn't have done anything to hurt you. It was just...I was scared that i'll lose you, I had always thought that you and I would have been together forever but then Stone came into the picture and everything changed...my heart crushed and I gave in to the wrong side. Trust me I didn't want to...never thought I would. What I did was wrong. Very wrong. And I am sorry.

I hope you are happy with Stone right now, I hope he tells you how much he loves you and makes you smile because I know...I would have done anything to make that beautiful curve appear on your face.--

"I know I can treat you better than he can, And any girl like you deserves a gentleman, Tell me why are we wasting time--"

I immediately cut off my phone with shaking hands and pick up the letter which had fallen down on the floor. Taking a deep breath and blinking away the tears that had formed I continue to read.

--Do you think that if mine and Stone's positions were switched, that he was the bad one and I was the good one...you would have chosen me? Or you would have still chosen him? I just want to know why him? Is it his looks? His personality? I just.. need a reason to know why not me? I am never going to get answers right? Of course not. You must be thinking that, "wow this guy has some nerve to ask me questions" , yes I have the nerve to ask you even after what I did because I love you. 

I loved you, I love you and will never stop loving you. Sometimes I wish I hadn't fallen in love in the first place but...if I am given a chance to rewind and stop myself from doing so...I wont do it. I don't regret falling in love with you, even though you are not mine Mae, all the good moments we shared in the past make it all worth it. 

I just want you to be happy where ever you are, with whoever you are in whatever you are doing. I know you don't want to see me again and don't worry! I will never show you my face again even if it kills me because I know that seeing me would wipe that lovely smile off your face and I don't want that.

Your smile was the first thing that made me fall for you when we first met and had always thought, as I have said earlier, that we would be forever but I guess..forever is not for us. I lost my chance and I am sorry..

I just wish you had loved me too. Just wish you had given me a chance. Just wish you would have seen beneath my facade for who I really am. I would have showed you that I am not what you think....had you given me the chance...

Forever yours,

Caleb.


I ran my fingers over the dry tear stains on the paper as I read, my own tears falling and making it wet again. I crumpled the paper with shaking hands and whispered the words I never thought I would say, even though I know he cannot hear me.

"I forgive you Caleb."

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