Ishaani's POV:

Heli took me to her room and made me sit...

Tears flowed continuously from my eyes...

I asked Heli to leave me alone...

I needed this!!!

I really did!!!

She silently walked out of her room hugging me once...

While I fell on the bed and broke down from the shell protecting me!!!
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3 years of everything was coming flashing in front of my eyes...😭
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The night when he termed me to be a 'mere opportunist!!!' who was trying to cash on the 'fame' I got from Gaya's...

I still couldn't forget those lines...😢

'You may get my surname... My money...my status...but you'll never get that stupid emotion called love from me... because DK hates love! Get it'

He literally termed me a 'Gold Digger'!!!

Every single moment that I spent with him...

Him flirting with me...
Him showing his posessiveness...
Him trying to make me call his name...

His hugs...
His kisses...
His closeness...

I felt everything was a SHAM!!!

I felt like although there were no life bound promises made between us...

Maybe...

Maybe... I was cheated!

Betrayed!

I couldn't blame him for this because I was an idiot who was drawn towards his antiques!!! His charms!!!

Knowing his reputation!!!

I was hopelessly getting attracted to him...

He not only stole my first kiss..he stole my heart too...

But later took a hard stone and crushed my tiny little heart into s billion pieces...

Which I guess I'm still trying to mend... plaster!!!

But....

Judta hi nahi he... Toot chuka he 😢

(Doesn't fix...it's broken)

That minute I didn't know where to go...

The only person that striked me that minute to go to was Tan...

I called Tan and wept till the end of my teargland's last left strength!!!

Next thing...I was sent flight tickets to Canada for same night!

I knew I had to sort this dirt before I leave...

I called up media and got a meeting organised and covered up all the mess so that he is happy living his singlehood even after I leave.

In these many months of time I sure realized what a painful childhood he had!!! Gaya's was his priceless possesion!!!

Mrs Gayathri Kapoor's pictures everywhere in his cabin was the proof how much he loved his mother. And his desperate desire to finish his father's company and reputation in the market was more than enough for me to know his deep rooted hatred for his father!

I knew if Gaya's went to him Dev wouldn't be able to take it. It was his 8 years of hardwork and dedication that brought Gaya's equivalent to the position of Hrishi's which was a 25 year old brand in the market!

And I knew Soudamini Daadi would pressurize him and tie him in this unwanted marriage. I could still tolerate the marriage if it was without love but tolerating his hatred was beyond my limitations.

I loved him way too much to tolerate that from him.

But here Dev had reached a state of ignorance! He had no emotions for me...
Neither love neither hate!

That killed me!

He didn't care anymore...

That hurt me the most!

Even after going to Canada I wasn't in the state of mind to talk about it to Tan or Tanmay!

Soon I stopped feeling like going out...I didn't want to get out of my bed...I didn't want to continue my career.

All I wanted to do was sleep...

Initially my family thought I'm coping up with the heartbreak...but looking at me turning insomniac... Always in my room, faking things infront of the world if people come home and something else when alone Tan suspected my health to have gone awry.

Soon I was diagnosed of depression.

That's when I met Dr Isha Singh. She was appointed as my therapist and doctor. My family was my biggest support during this time span.

I never went back to India. I didn't have the courage. Not even when Ahana di suffered a miscarriage. Nor when Daadi fell ill. It's only when she was brought to Canada for treatment I met her. I cried in her arms.

I didn't tell Tanmay about the man who broke my heart but Tan had his contacts. He was hell angry on Dev...so was Ahana di... While Tan was still ok..but Ahana di developed hatred for Dev!

I tried convincing her that 'Its not his fault!'

Ahana shut me up saying... 'He's not so naive and he played with my emotions'

I don't know true or false but I couldn't somehow blame him!!!

Maybe I didn't have the rights!!!

Isha and my brother's gave me a new life. Tan infact offered me an opportunity by starting 'Ani-Sha's' which he said..
IshaniSharma's ...

But as he was my partner I asked his name to join in first!!!

So it became Tan-AniSha's!!!

Canada was beautiful...it accepted me and my work with open arms...Our brand was growing a bigger name!

We planned to export due to the requests we got from a few big shot Indian families too.

I was skeptical... I told Tan clearly I will never work in Bangalore. So we put up shows in Delhi, Chandigarh and Mumbai. That turned out to be huge success!

We were growing strength to strength.

Soon I was told Tanmay bhai had decided to take the plunge... I was so happy for him. I was elated to know it was Helisha.

After meeting her after 3 years first thing I did was...give her a bone crashing hug!!!

She was extremely emotional seeing me... And very happy that finally she was my sister in law ❤️

But with all the rains and breeze comes the thunder and lightening!

My lightening struck when I saw him that night!

Dev Kapoor! He looked to be in a state of shock!

I literally stood dead on my tracks like I saw a ghost all out of the blue in front of me!

I avoided him the best possible... Infact I called Tan to inform that I was feeling suffocated, unfortunately Tan was in Canada that night due to last minute meeting that Tanmay couldn't attend due to his engagement. I was shivering. Soon I heard Isha on the call giving me the much needed confidence.

That's when I saw him with a little girl. He was cooing her in his arms, he would feed her, tell her little things...they were looking adorable.

I thought he was finally married and has a daughter. No wonder I never read his name nowadays in papers... beyond that I would never investigate. It wasn't my business anymore.

I was reintroduced to him that night. I maintained my poise thinking he was now no longer interested in me! He was married!

He has a child! But the little incidents that night of him on my body when the bed broke awakened some unknown emotions inside me that was suppressed for so long!

That demon I couldn't unleash again!

It was caged forever!

Hidden!

And that man need not meet it!

But again I was offered Gaya's!!!

His nerve!

I declined the offer!

But Tan made me accept it! Call it my little ego or self respect I accepted it this time only upon my terms and conditions!

I joined back Gaya's where this man was trying to pretend over friendly!

By giving me the same cabin I had my setup!!!

But little does he know people change over time!

Then he started playing his mind games which were getting on my nerves!

May it be offering me the Kapoor Guest house!!! I was getting pissed off as he did everything to get on my nerves... May it be oogling at me... Trying to get over Friendly with me!!!

All the while I wondered how does his wife tolerate his cheap tricks!

But his confession in the office shocked me up when I got to know that kid was Kisha Di and Rony Jiju's daughter.

I didn't know how to react!

He was single?

Still single?

But now he didn't have girlfriends surrounded by him... Infact he turned such a saint that he would ignore bikini cladded hot models too! 😒

But I didn't budge much only till his advances increased towards me...

When he offered me to join in to Heli-Tanmay's engagement. I wasn't very comfortable. Also Ahana Di got to know that I shifted in the Kapoor Guest house and not just that I accepted Gaya's offer too!

She was continuously calling me but I avoided her phone calls I knew what was waiting for me but I needed my me-time to absorb everything.

The biggest question mark was Dev Kapoor being back to his flirtatious self!

Why! Again? How dare he this time!

But Ahana being the ferocious sister she called up Tanmay and literally blurted out everything. Since then Tanmay started protecting me like I was still the Ishu in piggytails having tiny mini issues with friends in school and he could beat them up.

Tan warned me about Tanmay's temper. I could also sense it whenever he was with Dev.

But Dev started behaving like a maniac. He starred oogling at me, drinking and creating scene in party.

As and all my brother's were crazily looking for a proposal for me although I was against it and women in our family gossiped shit about me still being single while both my brothers getting married.

Tanmay to Helisha and Tan to Isha however Tan was still to officially propose Isha once she would be coming down for the wedding.

But this man had gone nuts by then.

He crossed his limits when he tried to kiss me today morning and I greeted him with a tight slap!

Yes I have forgiven him!

But that doesn't mean he holds a chance with me!

Never again!😠😠😠😠

Then in afternoon I see him sticking to another young girl!!!

Woooow!!! So Mr Casanova is still there!!! Very much there!

This girl looked like in her mere 20's. The way she was hanging in his arms his grandfather was also looking ashamed!

I don't know what hit me that hard!

It ached in my chest!

I wanted to go from there!

Tanmay consoled me!

Why does it still hurt? I don't feel for him anything anymore right? Then why 😢

I left to my room!

I had not eaten anything since morning as it was Karva Chauth.

I also had fasted.

For whom?

No one!!!

I slept off... In the evening although I was still low my little triplet nephews

Om- Jai- Jagadish... My cutie pies made me laugh...

They were always like this!

Although just 6 years younger than me these 22 year old brats called me 'Sexy Masi' 😂😂😂

I called them as 'My little piglets' 😂

They were my our eldest cousin's son's.

I loved them all they were my personal jokers 😂

But Dev was behaving like a maniac...

He created a ruckus out of a mere dance this evening and earned nice punches from my brother.

But why!???

Was he jealous!???

Even if he was can I trust him???

Wasn't he jealous of Sanjay 3 years ago for the most silly reason that he dropped me to office?

Now he's behaving like this?

And anyways my heart has place for no one!

Broken Glass and heart can never be mended!

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Wounds don't heal sometimes even with time!

We need to learn to live with it😢

I may have forgiven you Dev Kapoor!

But I will never forget the past!

And even if you are the last man on this planet earth!😡

Nothing!!! ABSOLUTELY NOTHING can happen between me & U 😏