I'm trying to find a reason to exist,

Give me a reason, or maybe a list.

I need to know what I'm here for,

It hurts so much; my heart is sore.

I cry in my head, my eyes are dry,

I'm still alive, why can't I just die?

Maybe I'll be okay or maybe not,

Life isn't as easy as I always thought.

I feel irrelevant, I feel brain-dead,

Maybe I just need to rest my head.

Hello to the dark side of being alive,

A better life is the only thing I strive.

Drowning in my tears, dying in my mind,

I can't hear or see, I'm deaf and blind.